Chapter Ninety-Five: One by One
"I drank a little wine tonight, and now I'm dizzy. Zhang Yi's face on the other end of the video chat was flushed, and he could smell the smell of alcohol through the screen. She doesn't like to send voices, and she always communicates with Han Sen.
"Girls drink less alcohol at home, and their bodies are important. Han Sen sat in front of his desktop computer in a vest and beach pants and video chatted with Zhang Yiyi. The two have started to send messages frequently recently, but Han Sen has never been sure about Zhang Yiyi's points, and the chat is always very blunt.
In 2011, Han Sen's most year, except for learning to drive, basically didn't do anything practical. The girl who learned to drive was slapped in the face again, and the whole person was in a very poor state, and he had no confidence in the future at all.
It was during this period that Zhang Yiyi appeared in Han Sen's life. Zhang Yiyi is Han Sen's elementary school classmate, and the two added QQ to each other in 06, but they haven't talked much.
People who have been lying in the contact list for a long time but don't ask will also be lively, and life is so wonderful.
There is nothing to talk about with Ning Xian'er and Han Sen. There is nothing to talk about with Zhang Yiyi and Han Sen. Two types of people who seem to be inextricably linked, an Aquarius man and a Capricorn woman.
Zhang Yiyi always typed with Han Sen on the video, and sometimes he looked at each other with the video on when he really had nothing to say. Everyone is busy with their own things, and after a quarter of an hour, Zhang Yiyi will turn off the video.
Two people who have no tacit understanding have kept close for a while because of loneliness, because of boredom, because of curiosity, because of stupidity. The result was still in vain.
If Wang Xiaoqing, the yoga instructor he met on a blind date, was Han Sen's nightmare, Zhang Yiyi was Han Sen's spring dream, he could only think about it, but he couldn't touch it.
Han Sen has an extremely complicated mentality towards Zhang Yiyi, Zhang Yiyi is his elementary school classmate, he likes her and wants to get her.
However, since he was a child, Han Sen has always been far away from Zhang Yiyi, and Zhang Yiyi is more like an illusion.
One day, Han Sen saw that Zhang Yiyi had blocked himself out of QQ space, and in a fit of anger, Han Sen deleted this elementary school classmate who had not been in touch for a long time.
However, the story of Han Sen and Zhang Yiyi is not over, and when the blind date hits a wall everywhere, Han Sen begins to ask people everywhere to make introductions. Even Zhang Yiyi, who had been deleted, was remembered by Han Sen, and he couldn't care so much now.
found Zhang Yiyi's account in the access record and added her.
Because he needed to verify his friend's information, Han Sen put his old face aside and edited the message, saying that he deleted you in a fit of anger, I'm really sorry, forgive me for the sake of us two old classmates.
There has been no movement on Zhang Yiyi's side, and Han Sen can't figure out the situation, thinking that she is already married. I thought it was too abrupt for me to look for her so suddenly.
Three days later, Zhang Yiyi agreed to Han Sen's friend application. However, Han Sen sent her a message, and she didn't reply, and even if she did, there was only one word, oh, uh. Han Sen felt that it was better to start with this than to start and delete it, and not add it back.
Han Sen not only contacted Zhang Yiyi, but also contacted several other possible targets. He can now be said to be in a hurry to go to the doctor, as long as anyone can follow him, he will immediately roll up the covers and live with others.
In such a state of anxiety and panic, he must not be able to find a partner, and Han Sen felt that he was a little crazy. Step by step, I watched myself do crazy things, and I watched myself go wrong step by step.
6 years ago, Han Sen was still in high spirits, embracing Ning Xian'er, singing songs every night, Yiren was on the side, and lingered in the gentle township.
6 years later, Lu Qin'er left Wenzhou, staying alone in the empty house, although he did not break up with Lu Qin'er, he also knew that he was just a nominal boyfriend. He also has to be active in planning for his future.
The game that Lu Qin'er laid out for him made him in a dilemma, and also made him see the reality clearly. His cruel times have come.
chatted with Zhang Yiyi with or without a match, basically saying it was equivalent to not saying it, and Han Sen didn't expect much about this, and began to pay more attention to other potential possible objects.
Zhang Yiyi was like a mystery, she always kept her distance from Han Sen, which made Han Sen angry and funny.
It's good to always contact each other in a humble way, but what you get is cold words or even speechlessness. It's funny that he still kneels and licks each other like a fool.
Han Sen couldn't treat Zhang Yiyi the same way he treated Zhu Zhu, because long-range attacks were not Han Sen's forte, and all of Han Sen's girlfriends were obtained from melee attacks.
The long-distance relationship is Han Sen's death hole, because he has no appearance and no excellent family background, what he says to the other party is very pale and weak. Unable to play to their strengths, they can only be empty and melancholy.
Half a year has passed, Lu Qin'er's side is completely out of play, and Han Sen has to go on a blind date with all his might. Zhang Yiyi's side still didn't make any improvement, Han Sen only knew that she was still single, and there was no progress other than that.
Han Sen thought of various ways to tease Zhang Yiyi, send red envelopes, tell jokes, and post his emotional experience. I want to pry open my mouth and let her talk more about herself. It all failed.
Because Han Sen once deleted Zhang Yiyi's QQ because of impulsiveness, Han Sen would always consciously be a little shorter when communicating with Zhang Yiyi, and he would still consciously take care of the loss in his heart, and it would be good for people to ignore their previous suspicions.
Now they all use WeChat to communicate, Han Sen is still embarrassed to ask for Zhang Yiyi's WeChat, because he only chats about two sentences every day, and asking for WeChat is just a decoration.
Time flies quickly, and it's going to be the New Year again. Han Sen is still alone, and Zhang Yiyi is also single. This made Han Sen still have a trace of unrealistic illusions.
Because Zhang Yiyi will return to his hometown for the New Year, he wants to meet Zhang Yiyi, drink and talk, and see if it is possible for the two to live as a couple.
Zhang Yiyi agreed to Han Sen's request for a date, and Han Sen was excited. Just when Han Sen was waiting to go on a date with Zhang Yiyi, what he was waiting for was Zhang Yiyi's sorry message, saying that she was very busy and didn't have time to see Han Sen. I'll make an appointment next time.
Han Sen suppressed the impulse in his heart this time, and said that it didn't matter, he would make an appointment again when he had time.
Thinking of the various interactions during the Chinese New Year, Han Sen felt particularly uncomfortable in his heart. He thought that what he was infinitely close to meeting would end up being a farce.
In order to forcibly interact with Zhang Yiyi before and after the Chinese New Year, Han Sen would often send red envelopes to Zhang Yiyi, and Zhang Yiyi would not accept him, and he would say various reasons for her to accept it.
His plan is to hold out until the meeting no matter what, and when they meet, they will be able to play to their strengths. And maybe it can make a difference.
During the Chinese New Year, Han Sen was particularly excited, because Zhang Yiyi would talk to him about a lot of personal topics, which blind date he met today, and what his impression was.
How did you break up with your ex-boyfriend, and how the two loved each other before. How have I spent all these years in Hangzhou?
Because of the rendering of the atmosphere of the New Year, Han Sen and Zhang Yiyi's communication has become closer and more frequent, both of them have the experience of blind dates, and both have the distress of not finding a suitable partner.
It was the in-depth exchanges during the Chinese New Year that made Han Sen have a strong feeling, maybe he could open Zhang Yiyi's heart.
During the Chinese New Year, red envelopes flew all over the sky, and Han Sen also wanted to show Zhang Yiyi his generosity, so he always looked for opportunities to send red envelopes to Zhang Yiyi. Han Sen has passed the addiction of rewarding anchors on Zhang Yiyi.
If rewarding Lu Qin'er is still a fun move, the two still have intimate interactions.
So rewarding Zhang Yiyi is a complete embarrassing move, first of all, Zhang Yiyi is not interested in Han Sen, and secondly, Zhang Yiyi is not Lu Qin'er, and Han Sen has not seen Zhang Yiyi after graduating from primary school again.
The connection between the two is more like Han Sen's wishful thinking.
Although it seemed like he had been tricked, Han Sen still didn't complain at all. He saw this as a punishment for himself, and the two were originally old classmates, and they were a little affectionate. Because of his own impulsiveness, Zhang Yiyi was deleted, which made his actions in the back quite passive.
In fact, Han Sen also knew that Zhang Yiyi was not interested in him, but he didn't give up trying, because he had nothing to choose from. At the same time as dating Zhang Yiyi, Han Sen had already dated many girls before and after, most of them were because others didn't look down on Han Sen, and a few because Han Sen didn't look down on others.
The year is over, and Zhang Yiyi also returned to Hangzhou to work. Han Sen was left alone, and he was still looking for his partner.
Sometimes Han Sen felt that Zhang Yiyi might be a fake, he fantasized about it, and he didn't exist at all.
Just like the Ximen officials did not get He Qianhu's wife Lan and Wang Sanguan's wife Huang in the end. Han Sen can't get Liu Xirui, a beautiful woman who learns to drive, and Zhang Yiyi, a classmate in elementary school, may be a doomed arrangement.
Zhang Yiyi is handsome and lovely, born with a cold face, and heroic. If Ning Xian'er is Zhao Min, Zhang Yiyi is like a cold and glamorous version of Xiao Zhao.
She only chooses the man she likes to serve wholeheartedly, her appearance is not inferior to anyone, she hides behind the scenes, and does not like to be active in front of people. Real happiness is what she wants, and no unrealistic wish can take her away.
Han Sen has always felt that his personality is more inclined to Ling Hu Chong, so he is destined not to be the Zhang Gongzi that Xiao Zhao likes.
Han Sen has always felt that Zhang Yiyi is Wang Xiaoqing, and Wang Xiaoqing is Zhang Yiyi, but in fact, he has long had a premonition that Zhang Yiyi will miss the appointment. Because the same sense of alienation has long been reflected in Wang Xiaoqing.
Sometimes people don't have to look at all the people in the world, sometimes some people and some people are the same kind of people, and seeing this person is seeing the other person. Déjà vu is what it means.
Han Sen thinks that if the population is numbered, maybe the 600 billion people in the world will be 600,000 people after classification. Everyone is able to find their shadow under a number.
Han Sen was already numb, and he wouldn't be angry because of Zhang Yiyi's ignorance. He has no time to be angry, he has to pack up his mood and rush to the next blind date.
One thing made Han Sen feel particularly speechless, and Zhang Yiyi took the initiative to add Han Sen's WeChat. But that's not because I want to communicate with him, but because I want to add him to the glory of being a friend and a king.
And Han Sen didn't like this game, but he still took the opportunity to add Zhang Yiyi. Two days later, he unloaded Glory of Kings.
As soon as the glory of kings is mentioned, Han Sen will think of the scene of Ding Susu's white swaying thighs pressing against his back. Ding Susu also likes to play Honor of Kings. The two broke up because of the game, and no one believed them when they said it, and playing a game can invalidate the blind date quota.
After marrying Lin Rouer, Han Sen sent a WeChat message to Zhang Yiyi, and I am awake now, no longer confused and helpless. Thank you for your patience and I will not forget the people who played with me in my most bitter years.
Maybe you're bored, but it's important to me, and if no one pays attention to me, I'm going crazy.
Zhang Yiyi replied with a smiling expression. This is her usual style of replying. Han Sen was used to it.
Once the days settle down, people's eyes begin to improve. Zhang Yiyi is not so cold anymore, if you take her as a pursuer, all you see is emptiness.
If you treat her as an old classmate and have no heart, then what you see is true. A real Zhang Yiyi, she can laugh, cry, and make trouble. will also be naughty and cute, and will also be stupid and cute.
In the end, Han Sen didn't receive a voice message from Zhang Yiyi to him, maybe this silent answer could go straight to Han Sen's heart. Some things are just so incomprehensible, if you want to get to know her, you will be cranky, if you don't want to know her, she will be normal.
A determined look can always pierce through the fog, and only the wandering and confused soul will get lost in the ferry, not knowing where to go.
Zhang Yiyi set her circle of friends to be visible for three days, so that others would not be able to see her status. She will also send the status in seconds and delete the status in seconds. She will not be in a state for a long time, and she will also be in a state every day.
Later, Zhang Yiyi turned off the settings that were visible for three days and opened up his circle of friends.
Han Sen guessed that maybe she had also discovered it, but in fact, everyone was not so uncommon.
We can rest assured that we can live boldly, love, be happy, trouble, vent, find, be sentimental, and feel uncomfortable. No one can stop you from doing whatever you want.