"I ...... Self-taught medical complexity. ”

Cheon Myung-hoon's statement is very accurate, emphasizing self-study first, and it is also complicated. Neither can engage in related fields, nor do you just look up on the Internet.

So unsurprisingly, all kill was achieved.

"And what is your motivation for self-study?" Although everyone can think of a general idea, they are still very curious about the specific reason.

"It's complicated to explain. To put it simply, my personal situation is very special, and it is very rare in the history of medical treatment in the world. Qian Mingxun said in surprise: "But it can be understood as amnesia first, and then I will talk about the difference." ”

"Amnesia as understood is incoherent memory, right? not remembering what happened at a certain time, or simply not remembering anything...... Selective amnesia is different, it's more of a form of self-hypnosis. It's often used in literature, but let's not talk about that for now. ”

"And my symptoms are that the memory is continuous, but there are some that make me feel strange. I remember what I did and how it went...... But I don't understand why I did that in the first place. ”

"Let's take a simple example. There must be some reason for going to an unfamiliar restaurant to eat, such as being attracted by the renovation or someone has recommended it to you. Even if you can't remember it clearly, you will still have some impressions in your subconscious. ”

Qian Mingxun smiled helplessly as he spoke: "But I can't think of that reason at all!"

"......" everyone fell silent.

Although this example is harmless, it is obvious that what Qian Mingxun has forgotten cannot be such a trivial matter.

"Is this symptom serious?" or Jiang Hudong was the first to clarify his thoughts: "Will it cause trouble to your life?"

"Actually, it doesn't have much of a real impact. As long as you don't cling to the past, try to live in the present...... But that's easier said than done!"

Everyone agreed: "Yes, I can't help but think about it!"

Well, if you don't agree with what you've done, you can feel self-rejection. For example, if you don't remember why you want to be a singer, you will be easily shaken when you encounter difficulties in the future!"

Jiang Hudong was stunned for a moment: "That ......"

"Ah, I'm just giving you an example!" Cheon Myung-hoon immediately waved his hand.

"Being a singer isn't just a preference, there's a lot more to it about. It's one thing to like music, but it's also about having the right opportunities, the support of relatives and friends, and so on. It's impossible to forget all of this. ”

"So more...... Or some inexplicable details. For example, I have some special feelings for people I meet for the first time. Some make me want to be close, some make me resist, and some ...... Strange. ”

"These are all things that have already been generated in the heart of the other person at the first glance without even talking to each other! If it is said that it is born with a sharp intuition, but not everyone has a feeling. ”

And what's even stranger is that almost all of these people have already debuted or later debuted. ”

"What does this mean?" Jin Jidong pushed his glasses with a very serious expression: "The seniors who have already debuted, or...... A junior who will make his debut in the future?"

"Yes. Qian Mingxun nodded: "For example, Brother Jidong, Brother Hudong, and Sister Xiaoli, I want to get close to them inexplicably." But if it's just like that, it's not unreasonable, after all, it's a predecessor who has heard about it for a long time. ”

"But I feel the same way for trainees who have just joined the company. Some of them weren't even trainees before they joined the company, but I just thought they would make their debut in the future, as if someone had told me about it. ”

"That'...... Who are they?" asked Kim Ji-dong as he continued.

TVXQ, SuperJunior, Bigbang, Wonder girls...... And Girls' Generation. I've been a trainee with me, and I've felt that way. Cheon Myung-hoon cocked his fingers and counted them in turn.

"However, this special function has not been seen again in the last two years. ”

Everyone gasped, but there were also frowns, as if they were thinking about the commonalities between these people.

Seeing that everyone's expressions were very entangled, Qian Mingxun couldn't help laughing at himself: "Doesn't I say this like hype for the sake of return?"

But without waiting for everyone to respond, Qian Mingxun continued: "It would be nice if that was the case! And this is only one aspect, the actual situation is even more complicated!"

"My situation obviously can't be attributed to amnesia, maybe it's closer to being supernatural. But we still believe that science can give a reasonable explanation. ”

"yes, so what does the expert define?"

"A new personality phenomenon!" Cheon Myung-hoon paused after speaking, "I don't want to describe it as a problem or an obstacle, because I don't think it's a disease. ”

"I was in a coma without warning when I was 12 years old. Although I don't know the specific mechanism, my attending doctor believes that it is the initial cause. ”

"My family also said that when I woke up, my personality became much more mature than before, and my lifestyle changed. I didn't realize it at the time, but then I thought it was. ”

"To be honest, after all, after a serious illness, it's normal to have a change. And there are no more extreme changes, so the family and doctors don't pay much attention to it. ”

"But since then, I've shown a very strong interest in music. Although I have been learning piano since I was a child, it was not the same as being a singer. ”

"The doctor's explanation to me was that because of the limitations of the environment in which I grew up, I suppressed my true thoughts. So after the thoughts became stronger and stronger, I split into a personality that wanted to be a singer!"

"Huh?" the crowd was taken aback.

"It sounds outrageous, but it does explain my situation. Cheon Myung-hoon smiled and continued to explain: "You may have heard of multiple personalities, and the academic term is dissociative identity disorder!"

"The common cause is the inability to understand or identify with one's own experience, and then the lack of a timely and smooth recovery process. That's why the psychological defense mechanism is stimulated, and another personality is differentiated to help share the pain. ”

"A common personality alternation is between a weak group and a strong group. For example, the abused and the abuser, the protector and the rescuer...... People subconsciously tend to imagine themselves to be more powerful!"

"So, maybe. It was because I didn't have the courage to chase my dreams, but I didn't want to give up, so I triggered this coping mechanism! That's why I have some special intuitions about people who are already singers, or have the potential to become singers!"

"Ah~" Everyone seemed to understand, but they weren't quite sure.