Chapter 285: Begin to accept little by little
She understands that the love that Xia Yuxi gives them is equally divided, no one will be biased, no one will exclude anyone, everyone gets the same, but she is also willing to accept these, but now she has received a unique love, a different love, and a care that does not have to be shared with others, which makes her heart a little panicked.
She was afraid that when she accepted this love and got used to this care, everything would disappear like a passing cloud, she was afraid of being abandoned again, and she was even more afraid that she would be treated cruelly after accepting that person's kindness.
Jiang Ran closed her eyes tightly, she didn't dare to imagine what she would become after being abandoned again, and she would end her young life in pain?
The clenching feeling from her hand made Xia Yuxi understand that Jiang Ran was fighting between heaven and man in her mind at this time, and she couldn't help anything at this time, so she could only hold her little hand tightly, trying to make her understand that she would always be by her side.
"Sister......" I don't know how long it took, Jiang Ran finally spoke, "No matter what, my sister won't want Xiao Ran, right?"
"Of course not, Xiao Ran is my sister's little angel, how could my sister not want Xiao Ran?" Xia Yuxi didn't understand why Jiang Ran asked this, smiled and answered truthfully, unable to figure out what the children were thinking in their heads.
Jiang Ran nodded, and continued to lie down without saying a word.
Xia Yuxi saw that she was still the same tangled appearance just now, so she had to take the initiative to talk, gently lie down beside Jiang Ran and hugged her, speaking very slowly, half-comforting and half-clichéd: "How is Xiao Ran doing these days?
"Well, get used to it. "She loves it here, she has friends with her, and she ...... And there is a mother to take care of her......
Thinking about her care and concern for herself in the past few days, Jiang Ran felt panicked in her heart, she enjoyed this feeling very much, but she was also afraid that this was a dream, and the big dream would be gone when she woke up.
Hearing that she didn't feel a trace of discomfort about the food and accommodation here, but seemed to like it very much, Xia Yuxi began to realize that it was because of Jiang Miaomiao, and wondered a little in her heart: Could it be that Jiang Ran still doesn't like Jiang Miaomiao?
"Is Mom treating you badly?"
"No! no!" Jiang Ran hurriedly explained, she didn't want Xia Yuxi to misunderstand her mother, she was very good to herself, for fear that she would be unhappy and think of ways to please herself all day long, she could feel that she was looking at herself every time she played with children, sometimes she looked at her suddenly, and she could always see her looking at herself with soft eyes, and she could see the joy and worry in her eyes clearly.
Jiang Ran's attitude was very excited, and Xia Yuxi smiled secretly in his heart: It seems that this is Jiang Miaomiao, and this is a success that has moved Jiang Ran......
Xia Yuxi felt happy for Jiang Miao in her heart, but she was still curious why Jiang Ran would make that appearance when she saw her just now.
"Then why are you unhappy?"
"No unhappy...... she didn't know how to say it, and said to Xia Yuxi hesitantly: "Mom, she treats me very well...... She would tell me stories every night to put me to sleep and buy me a lot of things, and she was very nice to me......"
"Don't you like it?" Xia Yuxi knew that this was because she was deeply poisoned by the organization and didn't dare to trust anyone anymore, and the last line of defense in her heart had not broken through, but she believed that Jiang Ran, who had talked to her today, would completely accept Jiang Miaomiao and let go of the doubts in her heart. She also understood that these children had always been eager to be cared for by their parents, and she could see that others were very envious of Jiang Ran for finding her mother, but these were not easy to speak.
"Sister...... It's not that she doesn't like ......" she was afraid, afraid of being abandoned again.
Just like stray cats and dogs, small animals that are originally stray will not be afraid of human closeness, and will even take the initiative to ask for food, but those animals that have been abandoned or abused by humans will run away when they see people, regardless of whether humans have malicious intentions towards them, because seeing people can remind them of grieving experiences, so they will avoid.
Alas, Xia Yuxi felt a little sad in her heart, she felt very sorry for these children, but she couldn't do anything about it, she could only provide them with a harbor where they could shelter from the wind and rain, it was still too difficult for them to truly accept the world.
"Sister......" Jiang Ran took Xia Yuxi's hand, "Can I trust my mother?" She didn't know whether to trust her mother or not, she was very entangled in this issue, but she trusted Xia Yuxi the most, she believed that Xia Yuxi would not abandon her, and she also knew that Xia Yuxi really hoped that she could be happy and happy.
"Why not? Xiao Ran's mother risked her life to give birth to Xiao Ran, just hoping that Xiao Ran could live as happy and happy as a little angel, and would always love Xiao Ran and take care of Xiao Ran, so Xiao Ran's mother is the most credible person in the world, even more credible than Sister Xia!" Xia Yuxi hoped that Jiang Ran could understand that Jiang Miao's feelings for her were unique and incomparable to others.
Jiang Ran nodded, thinking quietly, she could slowly try to accept her mother. But it was a very important thing about her whole mind, and she had to digest it slowly.
"Sister...... I'd like to be alone for a while......"
Quietly exiting the room, Jiang Miaomiao was waiting at the door, she had been standing at the door, very worried about her daughter. Seeing Xia Yuxi coming out, he hurriedly went up and pulled her and asked in a low voice, "Xiao Ran, is she okay?"
Seeing that her hands that were holding her arms because of excitement trembled unconsciously, Xia Yuxi gently shook Jiang Miaomiao's hand back, and gave her an encouraging look, "Xiao Ran can accept you, but you have to be as good to her as ever." She's just struggling, give her some time, I'm sure you can do it a little. ”
Hearing this, Jiang Miaomiao felt that all her efforts were not in vain, Jiang Ran could finally accept herself, holding Xia Yuxi's hand tightly and crying silently, trembling and unable to stand.
patted her on the back and tried to comfort her, Xia Yuxi understood that this kind of hard-won reward was difficult to express in words, and Jiang Miao's gaffe was a matter of course.
The children waited downstairs for news, and they saw it when Xia Yuxi first came out, and they could guess a few points when they saw Jiang Ran's mother so out of shape.
"Xiao Ran is going home. Xiaobai fiddled with the toys in his hand a few times, and said.
Twelve looked at her with some confusion, "How do you know?"
"Hmph!" Xiaobai put the toy back on the table, "I just know." After speaking, she walked away, she was actually very envious that Jiang Ran had found her biological mother, and she also knew that this woman's feelings for Jiang Ran were very real. Jiang Ran will also get a love that only belongs to her.