Chapter 955: Painful Determination

Sister Xin found Wei Yanxian in the rockery in the corner of the imperial garden, he used to be angry with Wei Mingxu, and when he felt wronged and angry, he often came here.

This is his secret, it was found by Sister Jiu'er for him, and he only told Sister Xin alone.

In this huge palace, as an emperor, he didn't have a place where he could vent his emotions quietly.

Everywhere you go, there are people with you, and there are people watching.

You can't cry, you can't laugh, you can't make trouble, you can't swear and swear, you can't punch or kick anything, otherwise it will reach the ears of the Empress Dowager and earn a lesson.

In the past, I hated the Empress Dowager the most, and felt that she was Wei Mingxu's mother, she must not be sincere to herself, she must have killed herself and killed herself, so she made things difficult everywhere and went against herself everywhere.

But later, he learned that the Empress Dowager was really good to herself, really cherished herself, and thought about herself everywhere.

He once stood outside the Cining Palace in the middle of the night, and heard the Empress Dowager talking to Liu Xi, she said that she was worried that her life would not be long and she would not be able to protect Yanxian.

He heard the Empress Dowager sighing, he carefully looked at the Empress Dowager's eyes of pity and love for him, he was injured by a black bear, and when he woke up, the Empress Dowager was also in front of his bed, just like when he was born with smallpox when he was a child, and he woke up for the first time after falling into a coma in the Jingwang Mansion.

Every time he was sick and injured, when he opened his eyes, it was the old queen mother who was with him in front of his bed.

He was also puzzled in the past, he had thousands of conjectures, but he never thought that she was his own mother!

Sister Xin stood outside the rockery, looking at the little emperor dressed in white filial piety, squatting on the ground, crying so much that her shoulders trembled.

The tears in Sister Xin'er's eyes couldn't help but fall, she helped the rockery path that was particularly slippery because of last night's rain, slowly walked to Wei Yanxian's side, squatted down with him, and hugged him.

Wei Yanxian's body felt the touch of others, but he stiffened suddenly, but when he turned his head and saw that the person turned out to be Sister Xin'er, Wei Yanxian's body relaxed instead, but he stopped crying.

Sister Xin burst into tears, only hugged Wei Yanxian tightly, and said, "The emperor is crying, the concubines are with the emperor." ”

Sister Xin'er's words were like a soft hand, pushing down the last trace of defense in Wei Yanxian's heart, he originally trusted Sister Xin the most, and liked Sister Xin'er's gentle and motherly temperament the most, so generous, so trustworthy.

At this moment, Wei Yanxian couldn't find a better person to talk to than Sister Xin, so he only hugged Sister Xin and cried bitterly.

It's just that his voice is still suppressed, and all the grief is pressed in his chest, and only occasionally when it is extremely painful, will one or two low roars overflow from his lips.

Like a wounded little beast, curled up and licking its own wounds.

Wei Yanxian just kept crying, but he didn't say a word to Sister Xin'er, some words, after so many years of training by the Empress Dowager, it has long been impossible to speak.

Life is not like this, unsatisfactory things are often eight or nine, and you can talk to others.

He didn't speak, and Sister Xin didn't speak. But he seems to be able to understand the sorrow of being under the fence like a child like himself, like an orphan.

Although Lin Zhixuan is very good to herself, and she is willing to go to the soup for Lin Zhixuan, that kind of kindness is still different from the mother-daughter relationship between the ninth sister and Lin Zhixuan.

I will never be able to be like the ninth sister, nesting in Lin Zhixuan's arms and causing trouble.

And Wei Yanxian, although he has his biological mother to take care of him, he doesn't know it. He didn't realize the harsh maternal love of the Empress Dowager, and he had misunderstood him for so many years, and it wasn't until the Empress Dowager's deathbed that he enjoyed that little bit of trust and care.

However, he missed it after all, and he didn't even have time to call the Queen Mother.

The old woman who had been thinking about him all her life didn't even see her last face after all, and she only died suddenly in worry and pain.

Wei Yanxian hugged Sister Xin and cried for a long time, crying until the legs of the two people squatting were numb, crying until they couldn't get up when they sat on the ground, and cried until their clothes were soaked by the rain on the ground.

Wei Yanxian finally stopped crying.

The moment he wiped away the tears on his face and raised his head again, Sister Xin could feel that the bearing of this little emperor seemed to be different from before.

His eyes were washed with tears, as if they had become cleaner and clearer, and more determined.

Wei Yanxian stood up, but Sister Xin couldn't stand up because her feet were a little numb.

Wei Yanxian stretched out his hand and pulled her, but he didn't tell her not to spread today's affairs, after all, he still trusted Sister Xin'er: "Accompany me, go and change into clean clothes, it's almost the auspicious time to bury the Empress Dowager." ”

Sister Xin didn't say a word, so she and Wei Yanxian walked out of the rockery with their hands in pairs, as if nothing had happened.

Wei Yanxian ordered: The Empress Dowager has worked in Sheji, gone through three dynasties, assisted the emperor, and has been brilliant for thousands of years, and has no grandmother, the Empress Dowager, and I cannot be established today, and it is difficult to repay the extreme kindness in my life.

With the broken hair of the Manchu Dynasty, the spirit was suspended for 79 days, and the death sacrifice was carried out according to the four o'clock ceremony, and the scenery was buried.

Now, Wei Mingxu is leading the troops outside, the court and the central government are in turmoil, although Xie Wenliang is still in Beijing, but his strength has been greatly reduced, and the remarks about him colluding with the old department, bombarding Fuchengmen, and intending to collude with the Mongol rebellion are also very popular in the court.

Although Wei Mingxu went on the expedition, Zuo Leizong was still in the capital, and the old department of the Jingwang Mansion was also grasping this matter.

Both sides were at their weakest, and now they are in trouble. This is the best time for Wei Yanting to recover, after all, once Wei Mingxu comes back and leads the 100,000 army, he will not be able to compete with him no matter what, but now in the capital, if there is a three-way scuffle, the military power in Wei Yingwu's hands still has the power to resist Wei Yanxian and Wei Mingxu.

Wei Yanting then instructed Zhao Yusheng, the secretary of the Ministry of Rites, to attack Wei Yanxian, and directly wrote: "Your Majesty, my ancestral system, only when the emperor dies, can the hair be broken, and the 79th day of the spirit is the regulation that the emperor has, and the four-hour sacrifice is a sacrifice to the sky, and it has even surpassed the regulation of the emperor's funeral...... Your Majesty, please think twice!"

Wei Yanxian looked at Zhao Yusheng's eyes, but he was already murderous.

That day, when he learned about his life experience, he once ran back and asked Lin Zhixuan how he knew this secret and who else knew this secret.

Lin Zhixuan said that the Empress Dowager told her personally, and as for others, Lin Zhixuan only mentioned one Meng Jianqiu.

And the people of the Lin family once found Meng Jianqiu, and they also threatened that they already knew the secret.