Chapter 36: Fireworks

"Huang Liang took me to set off fireworks, and it was quite beautiful to watch fireworks at night. But I really hope you're the one who accompanies me to watch the fireworks. Ning Xian'er reported to Han Sen what she had just done.

Many years later, Han Sen remembered this incident and felt that Ning Xian'er was the dazzling fireworks, Han Sen was the night sky, and Huang Liang was the audience.

Who lights up your night sky?

Who fills your good dreams?

Whose departure left you with a hollow eye?

Whose indefatigable punctuation of your windows?

Whose courage makes you snuggle in your arms and your heart ripples?

Whose present has your past?

Whose past weaves your present?

Whose affection warms your bed?

Whose ruthlessness makes you sad?

Whose beauty makes you feel pain and can't stop?

Whose infatuation guards the emptiness?

Whose unintentional actions have come into your heart?

Whose stalker makes you secretly intoxicated?

Whose annoyance makes you toss and turn?

Whose dreams have you?

Who is in your dreams?

I can't tell it, I don't know the way, I don't know it, I don't know it, I was a fireworks, I was a night sky, and I was a spectator.

You're not a firework, you're not a night sky, you're not a spectator.

You are a lost little scholar, full of words, full of emotions, but babbling gibberish.

Ning Xian'er said, you will graduate soon, you have been thinking about it all day long, and you have not thought about anything else. Look like a dog.

Han Sen said, let me think about it, I still have to think about what will happen to us in the future.

"You think about this? No way, I see that you are either going to an Internet cafΓ© or watching movies or anime all day long, and you are not idle at all. β€œ

"I feel like we'll be separated like other couples after we graduate."

"Hmm。。。。。。。 This, I haven't thought about it yet."

"Most college couples are like that, and I'm sure you've thought about it, girls generally think more than boys. β€œ

"And what are you going to do?"

"I have no plan, I only have one thought, and I will stay with you until the day we part"

"Am I married to someone else?"

"I will sincerely wish you happiness, our acquaintance is the guide of fate, I am very content, the script of life is not written by me, but I can stick to my own part"

"I hope you also find a good girl to marry"

"Thank you, there are some things that you just need to know in your own hearts, there is no need to say it, I believe you will not misunderstand my words, I cherish our acquaintance, although in the end it is not necessarily accompanied by a husband"

"I know, you are the one who knows me best, you are my friend for life, you are my best friend. β€œ

"Although I am a little reluctant to admit it, I know that the love component of the two of us is a little less, and I have made good luck and taken advantage of it. β€œ

"Don't say that, I still like you, even though sometimes you're immature like a child. β€œ

"Hahahaha, I also want to be mature, but it's a pity that I have a face that is not very serious,"

"The four years of college have passed in a flash, so fast, as if I came to Xiaogan from my hometown in Nanning yesterday. β€œ

"Yes, happy times always pass quickly, and when I first met you, many of your fellow villagers were chasing you, and they all came to our class. β€œ

"They are just fellow villagers, and they are very good to me, and they helped me a lot when I first came to school."

"If they hold on for a while, they may not have anything to do with me, I am the first to get the moon near the water, and the soldiers are fast"

"At first, I didn't really feel anything about you, I just thought it was good to have someone to chat with to relieve boredom, but then after getting along for a long time, I felt that you were still quite interesting, and I liked the feeling of being with you, very relaxed and comfortable. β€œ

"Like family, you told me that I have been angry for several months, but I am suffering in my heart and enjoying my body, so I am a fool to take these things seriously."

"You're so cheesy, you know how to take advantage of me, and every time you're in a hurry, it's not romantic at all. β€œ

"At present, I have forgotten to think about it, this is the highest level of appreciation for you. β€œ

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As she spoke, the two of them fell asleep, and Ning Xian'er and Han Sen fell asleep with their legs crossed and entwined.

Han Sen felt that being with Ning Xian'er was not like love, an encounter that did not begin and end, an affectionate but not greasy waiting, and the thoughts of leaving and returning.

The long and short parting, the lingering and inseparable past, the sunny and warm spring now, like a clichΓ© and vibrant drama.

There are sorrows and joys, love and sorrows, gains and losses, spirits and flesh, madness and laziness, laughter and tears, wind and rain, light and darkness, anger and worry.

There is visible sweetness, there is invisible speechlessness, there is lingering and sympathetic joy, there is the noise of parting ways, there are too many that I can't remember, and too much has been forgotten.

Han Sen has a motto, I don't like someone who doesn't like me.

He has always felt that he is a real villain, he is not interested in nobility, and living a good life is his greatest wish.

Because of such a character, Han Sen survived all the emotional lows and frustrations.

Sometimes he wonders if he is too cold-blooded, can't he be more enthusiastic and try to be more patient with those who don't like him?

Love and hate are too clear, especially easy to isolate yourself, and eventually you will have your own circle getting smaller and smaller, only you are alone in saying things that are not salty or light, and others are enthusiastically playing their own roles, and social rhetoric is set in a set.

At first, Han Sen thought that only he and a few people were awake, but when he was 30 years old, he found that almost all of them were awake, but they were all pretending to be asleep.

So Han Sen's self-esteem turned out to be an embarrassing joke.

It's late at night now, Ning Xian'er, have you slept? I guess you're dreaming, right? Will there be fireworks in your dreams? Will there be me?

Han Sen secretly thought that it was another sleepless night, and when he grew up, he couldn't sleep.