This is a diary, she still has the habit of writing a diary, on which all her joys, sorrows and sorrows are recorded, and I read the first few carefully, which she wrote down when she first came here.

Holding the diary, I turned my head and asked Mr. Du, "Can I take this diary with me?"

Teacher Du looked embarrassed: "Mr. Xiang, this is Teacher Song's thing, I can't call the shots for her." ”

"Don't worry, she wouldn't blame us if she knew. Zhao Qingqing agreed.

"That'...... You take it away!" said Mr. Du.

"Thank you!"

……

When we left the village, it was Teacher Song and the group of children who sent us out of the village, and even wanted to send us down the mountain, but Zhao Qingqing and I declined their kindness.

It was already four o'clock in the afternoon when we returned to the car on the other side of the mountain, and we had to stay in Meigu County for one night.

In the car, Zhao Qingqing drove quietly, and I held this notebook and looked at it carefully page by page.

It is full of Song Qingyi's mood, happy, sad, sad, or happy......

Looking at each page of the diary, it was as if I had lived her life here all over again, and I thought to myself, if I had the chance, I would like to come here for a year.

I really have this intention, and when I have a stable job, if I don't have a family, I'll come here.

Seeing that I suddenly burst into tears, crying so much that I couldn't help myself, I didn't want Zhao Qingqing to discover my fragile side, so I glanced to the side of the car window.

But the space in the car was so big, she couldn't have been unaware of the way I was sobbing in embarrassment.

She said, "It's okay, just cry if you want! I won't laugh at you." ”

She said again: "Song Qingyi can have such an infatuated person as you, she is so happy." ”

She also said: "I'm not wrong, if I can get your heart, it's really more important than anything else!"

I cried and laughed and said, "When I have a stable job, if I haven't gotten married, I'll come for a year." ”

"Really?"

"Really. I say it from the bottom of my heart.

"Then I'll be with you. ”

I laughed and said nothing, and she said, "What do you mean by laughing? Look down on people? I, Zhao Qingqing, am also a good graduate of Tsinghua University?"

"Are you a Tsinghua graduate?" I was suddenly surprised, and turned my head to stare at her in amazement.

She said quite arrogantly: "That's right, this fairy graduated from Tsinghua University, and I am a female scholar!"

"Liar, huh?" I looked at her incredulously.

"Lie to you, I'm a puppy, I have a diploma at home. ”

"Then you're amazing!"

"So you think I'm qualified to teach here?"

"If you're not qualified, who is qualified?"

"Hey, you say," she suddenly turned her face to look at me and asked, "Since Song Qingyi has already gone back, why didn't she contact us?

"Maybe she didn't plan to contact us!" I said lightly.

"And what do you think now?"

I looked out the window, stretched my hand out of the window and felt the cool wind, and then said, "Since she doesn't want to contact me, then I don't need to go to her again." ”

"Dead?"

"Hmm. I nodded slightly, and in fact I didn't know if I was dead or not.

"If you're dead, why do you still bring other people's diaries?"

"Can't I take a look?"

"Then you're being rude!"

"Say whatever you want! I'll squint for a while, and then call me when I get to the county seat. ”

I didn't expect that I slept from day to night, and the car was still moving forward, I thought I was dreaming, I glanced at Zhao Qingqing, she also looked at me and immediately asked, "Wake up?"

"No......" I looked out the window a little blindfolded and said, "Haven't you arrived at the county seat yet?"

"It's already over, and it's about to get on the highway. ”

"What's that?" I froze, and immediately looked at the navigation, where the time showed that it was already nine o'clock in the evening.

If I'm not mistaken, we started driving at 4 p.m., which means she's been driving for five hours straight, oh my!

I hurriedly said, "Don't drive, your fatigue driving is too dangerous, hurry up and find the nearest town to live!"

"It's coming soon, there is a hotel at the intersection of Gaolukou, I have booked a room on Ctrip just now, and it will be there in ten minutes. ”

"Then why are you in such a hurry! Don't you say that you're in Meigu County tonight?

"Do you care about me?" she turned to look at me and laughed.

I was speechless and said, "I'm worried about myself, you are so tired driving, my life is in your hands!"

"Don't worry! When I drove to Lhasa, it only took me three days to arrive, and it wasn't three days in a row. ”

"If you don't come often, don't put safety first, something will happen one day!"

"Sister, I'm just not going to have an accident!" she snapped.

Not to mention that her driving skills are really good, even if we encountered a storm yesterday and she changed me to drive, in fact, she was tired of driving, otherwise I might not have driven as well as her.

Arrived safely at the hotel she booked, we stayed, and we were all tired from tossing this day, and we all slept after a hurried meal.

I slept more soundly this night than the two nights before yesterday, maybe I was too tired, maybe I didn't have so many fetters in my heart.

Yesterday and the day before yesterday, I was still thinking about finding Song Qingyi, but although I didn't see her in the end, my heart was completely opened because of this trip, I was no longer so persistent in waiting for her, I knew that she didn't love me anymore.

There was no mention of me in her diary.

Before 12 o'clock at noon the next day, Zhao Qingqing and I returned to Chongqing, and although we didn't get anything from the three-day trip, I completely opened my heart.

But I contacted Song Qingshan as soon as I returned to Chongqing, I went to meet her first, and talked to her about Song Qingyi, maybe Song Qingyi looked for her, maybe she lied to me.

Song Qingshan has reached the waiting period for delivery, and she has just been sent to the Maternal and Child Health Hospital by An Zheng, and I came to her alone.

When I arrived at the hospital, An Zheng happened to be in the hospital, peeling fruit for Song Qingshan, and the two seemed to be quite harmonious.

An Zheng is like this, no matter how he plays outside, his wife at home will never slack off, he still has this family in his heart.

At the door, I knocked and both looked at me at the same time.

"I didn't bother you at this time, did I?"

"Excuse me, let's get out quickly!" An Zheng said with a glance at me.

I didn't come to the hospital with a solemn mood, so I walked into the delivery room with a smile, put aside some milk and fruit I bought, and asked Song Qingshan, "How are you feeling lately?"

"Not bad, like a queen. Song Qingyi glanced at An Zheng and said with a smile.

An Zheng also smiled and agreed: "That's not it, you are my Royal Highness the Queen!"

Watching them talk and laugh, to be honest, I was really envious. I can't figure it out, why would a scumbag like An Zheng end up happy, but my infatuation ended up with a scar?

Instead, Song Qingshan asked me, "Didn't you really find my sister?"

I shook my head and said, "I checked her online ticket purchase record, she did come back, I came to ask you, did she really not contact you?"

"You really haven't contacted me, Xiang Nan, I didn't deliberately hide it from you, I wish you were with my sister. Song Qingshan said very seriously.

I smiled faintly and said, "It's okay, I'll just ask, since I haven't contacted you, forget it." ”

An Zheng suddenly looked at me and asked, "Have you figured it out?"

"Sort of!" I chuckled.

An Zheng shrugged and said, "It's okay to figure it out and start your new life!"