201, goodbye 2
Wang Qi stretched out his hands, wanting to take the girl who was out of his control into his arms again, to love her, and even to kiss her boldly.
However, the other party's words of "I didn't know you already had a girlfriend" were like a wizard's spell, nailing him to the spot at once.
"Yes, I'm already a person with a girlfriend, and senior sister already knows about it. Just two hours ago, I was still doing that bold, shameless and impatient thing with Wen Li on an inaccessible grassy slope in the Olympic Sports Center.
"You can tell my senior sister, the person I really like is her, thinking about it day and night, dreaming of it, for her, she is the one who can give everything and give up everything! Including his current girlfriend Yu Wenli, he only wants more than love for her, in his own mind, if all love is a room, Yu Wenli only occupies a small corner at best, and senior sister, are you the one who occupies the whole room?
"Of course you can say that.
"But after saying this, what kind of person will I be, and how hideous and ugly will I be in the eyes of my senior sister?"
Wang Qi lowered his head, and his hugging hands were clenched into fists, just wanting to give himself two fists.
From Su Jingxian's words just now, he once again realized what he had missed tonight because of an impulse in his lower body, and how much damage he had caused, which would probably never be recoverable!
Su Jingxian saw Wang Qi's expression and movements in her eyes, including the other party's slight uplift, and planned to hug her again, but after her "sorry" words, it stopped abruptly, and the details of the two slender and delicate hands quickly turned into fists, all of which did not escape Su Jingxian's eyes.
Su Jingxian smiled miserably, with a seemingly stubborn and strong expression on her face, but extremely sad and painful. She thought that between her and Wang Qi, two people who have each other, there will probably always be fate and inseparability, either she is "unavailable" and is bound by other feelings, or when she is "free" and has no fetters, she can finally break up with the past with a clear conscience and make a complete break, but the other party is "unavailable" and is bound by new feelings.
Was she wrong?
Or is he wrong?
It seems that everything is right, both of them are sticking to the principles and morals they should adhere to, and striving for the emotions and interests that they should strive for, but the red line of fate just can't fall on the heads of the two, and there is always a little bit of difference, so that the two of them will never be able to come together and form a real intersection that can blend together!
Su Jingxian suddenly smiled, straightened the hair in her ears that had become a little messy from crying many times, and said to Wang Qi:
"Her name is Yu Wenli, isn't it? I heard you say it last time I sang, but at that time I asked you kid, and you kid still swore that he was sloppy with my senior sister and me, saying that people have boyfriends! When did you two start dating? It can't be that when I first came to Liujiagang to see you, you were secretly friends, right?"
Wang Qi saw that Su Jingxian finally asked about the matter between him and Yu Wenli, and wanted to tell the other party that he and Yu Wenli had just started, and now they have developed to the stage of "holding hands", and he can "not hold hands" at any time, but after thinking about it, he still didn't have a conscience in the past, and he didn't want to hurt another innocent girl because of this. Wang Qi lowered his head and confessed to Su Jingxian in a low voice:
"Not that long, Senior Sister. Last time at KTV, I didn't lie to you either. At that time, Wen Li did have a boyfriend, but the two kept having conflicts, and then within two days, they broke up completely. If Wen Li and I really establish a relationship, that's ...... It's only been the last week. ”
Su Jingxian calculated the time in her heart, was a little dumbfounded, and said sneeringly: "That is to say, you are during the period when your finger was crushed...... Okay?"
"Hmm. Wang nodded and answered, and then added, "When she saw that my finger was injured, she offered to wash my clothes and invite me to dinner...... It's just fine. He didn't want to say this to Su Jingxian, but now that the other party asked, he couldn't help but say it.
"So, she took the initiative to pursue you?"
"It should ...... I guess so. Wang Qi lowered his head and said, then looked up at Su Jingxian, whose face had become pale and a little dazed, glanced at Su Jingxian, lowered his head again, and said softly, "You know, senior sister, in the past two years, my heart has ...... Always...... It's always pretending to be another person......"
Su Jingxian has rarely regretted anything in her life, however, at this moment, after listening to what Wang Qi said, she regretted it deeply, and thought with great remorse, at that time, if she didn't listen to that kid, it would be good to insist on coming to Liujiagang to see him, maybe many things would be very different now.
At the same time, at this time, Su Jingxian had an impulse to question the other party, and asked him, since there is obviously someone she likes, why do you have to easily accept the feelings of other girls? Why can't you insist on it a little more? Obviously, you have insisted on it for two years, is your love and affection for "that person" so cheap and so easy to deteriorate?
Emotionally, she wanted to yell at the other party, but intellectually, she couldn't, she only felt that she was making trouble unreasonably and begging for blame. The other party has cherished and persisted in the feelings of herself in her heart for two years, and during this time, she has also rejected countless fates, including her own matchmaking, how long does she want the other party to persist endlessly? , no matter how hot and intense the other party's feelings for themselves are, under the triple oppression of morality, conscience and time, with the excellence of the other party, it is almost a miracle to be able to persist for two years!
And even so, the other party waited for her for two years and gave her a full four and a half years of college, so what is she to blame?
Any insistence and adherence to morality and conscience is not costless and costless. She Su Jingxian and Wang Qi, two kind-hearted people who are unwilling to hurt others, have finally paid the price for their persistence and ethics so far, and missed the beautiful fate that made the two unforgettable!
"Bless you, Xiao Qi! For so many years, I have been worried about your feelings, worried about your other half, and introduced you a lot, but you are not satisfied, and now, seeing that you finally have a home and found a lover who can accompany you for life, I ...... I'm very happy, and I bless you!" Su Jingxian looked at Wang Qi and tried her best to make herself smile, but the tears in the corners of her eyes were like unturned faucets, which kept flowing down, crossing the bridge of her straight nose, and her lips that had turned white with countless tooth marks bitten out by her teeth, crossed her rounded chin, and fell to the ground drop by drop, but Su Jingxian didn't realize it, and there was still a smile on her beautiful face.
Wang Qi was also crying silently, his nose was sour, his heart was dripping blood, so there was an impulse, that is, to kneel on the ground, hug each other's legs, and put the other party's thoughts and thoughts for two years, more than 700 days and nights, to the other party one by one, and to explain it, and then regardless of the other party's hand and rushed forward, regardless of anything, everything, morality, conscience, whether anyone will be hurt, fuck it!
"Sister, I'...... I...... You ......" Wang Qi had a thousand words in his heart, the strongest, the hottest emotions swirled in his throat, and just when he was about to desperately say what he was thinking and feeling, Su Jingxian on the other side suddenly stretched out his white, warm palm, directly covered his lips, while crying, shaking his head, Chu Chu pleaded pitifully:
"Don't say it, Xiao Qi, don't say anything, okay? I know what you want to say. It's just, please give me, leave us with one last bit of decency and dignity, okay? In my mind, you have always been an upright, kind, affectionate and righteous man, standing up to the sky! I don't want this image to be subverted and tarnished, you know?
"Alright! It's getting late. Go back. Go back and take a shower, get some sleep, and ...... tomorrow When the sun rises tomorrow and the sun rises as usual, everything will be ...... Everything will be the same!I'm gone, goodbye!"
After speaking, Su Jingxian withdrew her right hand that covered Wang Qi's lips, covered her mouth instead, and trotted towards the south gate of the community.
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PS: The grades are too bad, and the friends who feel okay please help in the book friend circle, and recommend the book list. The old blind man really couldn't hold on......
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