Chapter 43: Growth
Han Sen grew up in the countryside, and even after living in the city for many years, he still felt that his bones were full of local flavor.
Before the age of 30, he was a little dislike of his own rustic, but after the age of 30, Han Sen began to like this kind of primitive temperament.
Han Sen didn't find his place in the city, and in the village, Han Sen didn't need to find his own place. It's a sense of local identity that comes from the bottom of my heart.
Han Sen went to elementary school with his eldest brother Han Hu and younger sister Han Yezi. Unlike today's children, who are picked up by adults, children go home by themselves.
The Tudong Primary School where Han Sen attended was built at the foot of a mountain, and there was a small lake next to the mountain.
Because of the relatively small number of students, Han Sen's primary school has been in one class for 6 years. The memory of his childhood is very vague, and he only remembers what happened after the 5th grade, when Han Sen liked a girl with good grades in the class, who was white and tender, and her round face was very cute.
However, Han Sen has always buried this in his heart, and the likes of elementary school students are all of the blue sky and white clouds, which are closer to the freshness and purity of nature.
In junior high school, Han Sen studied at Zhuyuzhen Middle School in the town. Every day, I cycle my bicycle from the village to the school.
There was also a cemetery passing by on the way, which also left a deep shadow in Han Sen's heart.
In the morning, when the sky was bright, a skinny teenager marched towards school along the mountains and forests full of tombstones, probably frightened by his guts.
Han Sen later encountered many crises and difficulties, and every time his heart contracted, his courage would increase by one point.
Han Sen, who was in junior high school, finally saw a broader world, although it was only a middle school in the town, it was still very simple compared to the school in the city, but compared to the elementary school he attended, it was a magnificent school.
Children from near and far are studying here, and in this border city of the mountain pass, Zhu Yuzhen Middle School is like a paradise of knowledge, nourishing the children of various villages.
Han Sen in junior high school began to fall in love with each other, and he began to pay more attention to the opposite sex.
At this time, Han Sen felt that as long as they were not particularly ugly, every girl was very cute, and wanted to say a few more words to them.
Every time I do recess exercises, I can also see beautiful women from other classes. Han Sen felt that a tall and sweet-looking girl was particularly beautiful, and he would always pay more attention to it.
It was the typical dress of a rebellious girl, cool and dragging, and she was bored with reading at first glance.
However, Han Sen in this period liked such girls, who were dressed fashionably, like children in the city.
Han Sen felt that he should belong to the type of hindsight and especially late blooming, because he didn't dare to fall in love until college. Before high school, they were still sealed. Some children of the same generation began to go shopping hand in hand in junior high school.
Han Sen in junior high school showed extremely strong self-discipline, like a promising young man who was in retreat in order to practice peerless martial arts.
Forgetting to sleep and eat to do his homework, he focused on his studies. It was this purity that allowed Han Sen to be admitted to the district's key high school, Hanyang No. 1 Middle School.
Han Kun was very happy, set up a table in his hometown to feast guests, and invited Han Sen's teachers to come over to celebrate.
If they knew that Han Sen had no intention of studying later, they would probably be embarrassed by everyone.
No matter what, Han Sen was complacent during this time. He enjoyed the praise from everyone and fantasized about a better life in the future.
Han Sen, who entered high school, did not focus on his studies as much as he used to, he loved to read novels, watch masterpieces from all over the world, watch Japanese anime more, and chat more on the Internet.
Academics are not as engaging as they used to be, but rather annoying.
Han Kun felt that his son had no intention of studying, so he put down his business to accompany him. It was Han Kun's timely appearance that allowed Han Sen to barely complete his studies in the last year and be admitted to Xiaogan College.
Han Sen, who realized it later, underestimated the power of knowledge, he did not have the habit of planning his life, nor did he have the foresight to plan his life.
If you don't work hard in high school or college, you can only do simple physical work in society.
With a single knowledge structure and a single adaptability, Han Sen lost in this race of life, starting from his laziness in high school.
Many people are like this, and it's not because they're doing something wrong now, it's because they started to get wrong a long, long time ago.
If you think it's okay to mix up for the rest of your life, then it's okay not to plan for life. If you want to have a decent job and a decent life, it is still necessary to plan your life.
Only by laying a good foundation early can the road ahead be better. Lin Rouer didn't like Han Sen always looking for excuses to cover up his lack of effort.
"You don't understand the cruelty of this world, and many people who make a lot of money have connections and resources. “
"You know all day long to complain about the unfairness of society, but have you worked hard?" Lin Rou'er had always disliked Han Sen's realistic tone.
"By probability, I'm actually right. I admit that I was really useless. But this doesn't conflict with other people's relationship to making a lot of money. It is precisely because of the existence of this phenomenon that my incompetence has been weakened. It's ironic. At least I have an excuse to hide my embarrassment. Han Sen explained proudly.
"People like you are doomed to fail, and I don't see you doing anything substantive except complaining. “
"I also want to make a change, but there is really no breakthrough, lack of capital, lack of professional skills, to put it bluntly, no money, no relationship, no ability, it is difficult to change. “
"I think it's because you're not careful enough, as long as you work hard, you can definitely do a good job. “
"Okay, wife, it's hard to explain this to you clearly, it's too big. We just need to live our own little life, and it's useless to think too much about anything else. Han Sen knew that it was useless to talk too much, so he stopped the topic.
Han Sen now knew his fate, and worked diligently on his own one-third of an acre like a farmer, and lived this life cautiously.
As long as he lowers his desires and lives a simple life, he can still get by in this life.