Chapter 129: Sleep Together
Su Xia looked at me fixedly, seeing that I was a little unnatural, I avoided her gaze, trying to make a joke to divert this unnatural atmosphere.
So I smiled and said, "Can you give me the quilt, I'll pay you back at dawn, or rent it to me." ”
Su Xia looked at me and said, "You want to sleep on the couch?"
I said to myself, there is only a single bed here, if I don't sleep on the sofa, do you want me to sleep in the bed?
"Yes," I nodded, and then joked again, "I don't sleep on the sofa, can't I let you sleep on the sofa with grievances, hehehe......"
Su Xia pursed her lips, she was silent for a while and said, "We can sleep in the bed together." ”
I felt a "chuckle" in my heart, and I didn't know what to say, but I felt that the ambiguous atmosphere in the room was getting stronger and stronger.
After a while, Su Xia's gaze looked at me fixedly and said, "Xiang Nan, do you still hate me?"
She asked this question inexplicably!
I was stunned for a moment, why did she suddenly ask that? Could it be that because I refused to sleep with her, she thought I hated her?
I took out my cigarette, took a hard puff, looked at her and said, "If I hated you, I wouldn't have promised to send you home today, let alone stay with you for the night."
Su Xia pecked her chin lightly, hooked her face, and asked softly, "That...... Then do you still like ...... Me?"
I pinched my cigarette wrist and shook it, feigning to lower my head and flick the ash of the cigarette, because I wanted to have a buffer period.
"I like it," I sneered, "but there are many kinds of likes, some are liked by friends, some are liked by mutual appreciation, and some are ......."
Without waiting for me to continue, Su Xia answered, "Then what kind of like do you like me?"
I didn't speak, I didn't know how to answer.
Su Xia suddenly dragged me over, looked at me, and said with an affectionate face: "Xiang Nan, for so many years, I have been thinking about you, and I know that you have always been thinking about me, right?...... If you can't accept me now, then I can give you time, I've waited for so many years, and I'm not afraid to wait for you for a few more years......"
"This ......" I looked up at her, feeling a little uncomfortable.
I can't fully accept it yet, although now my heart for Song Qingyi is dead, I can't fall in love with another woman so quickly, and I don't love Su Xia at all.
Su Xia hugged me tightly again, she pressed to my chest, and murmured, "Do you understand my heart?......? Xiang Nan, do you understand? I love you, I really love you......"
Su Xia's voice was small, but there was warm emotion in her tone......
I grabbed her blankly, not knowing how to respond to her enthusiasm.
She continued to murmur, "Don't leave me, don't ignore me, don't reject me...... Okay?"
I let out a breath, gritted my teeth, patted her on the back and said, "It's too late, I'm going to rest, let's talk about this later, okay?"
Under my persuasion, Su Xia quieted down, she left my embrace, turned around and walked silently to the inner room with her head hooked.
After a while, Su Xia came out with a quilt for me, I slept on the sofa, and Su Xia slept on her single bed, with only a pink curtain between us.
After the light went out, there was no movement in the curtain, as if Su Xia had fallen asleep, and I let out a long breath.
However, in the middle of the night, lonely men and widows, no matter whether the timing is right or not, this kind of late night still flows with an indescribable ambiguous atmosphere.
I drank a lot, I was so hot and dry, the sofa was very narrow, and it was difficult for me to turn over, so there was a lot of movement......
I don't know if it was because of my turning over action that made Su Xia noisy, and her soft voice immediately came out of the curtain.
She said: "Xiang Nan...... Haven't you slept yet?"
"Uh......" I don't know how to answer her.
And she said, "Can you come in and talk to me?" I can't sleep, I'm scared ......."
As she spoke, the light in the curtain lit up.
I was stunned for two seconds, but I still rolled over from the couch and sat up, and I decided to talk to her for a while, just as I had a lot to ask her.
I sat on the edge of her bed, looked at her softly, and whispered, "Go to sleep, sleep at ease, and when you fall asleep, I'll go to sleep again." ”
She pouted slightly and said, "I don't know why I suddenly lost sleep, maybe it's because you're here!"
I smiled and said, "You close your eyes first, then take a deep breath, don't think about anything in your head, and soon fall asleep." ”
She obediently said "um", but moved her body to the other side of the bed, reached out and patted the surface of the bed, and whispered, "Can you sleep here......"
I froze, wiping my nose, not knowing what to do.
In fact, I have re-accepted her in my heart, although I am not used to falling in love with her again, but being alone in the same room with a man and a widow will inevitably make me have some wrong judgments.
After weighing up my thoughts, I finally nodded and said, "Okay, that's good." ”
To lighten the mood, I immediately made a quip: "If I snore later, don't cover my nose with a pillow!"
"It's okay, I'm used to hearing your snoring......" she said softly.
As soon as I lay down beside her, I immediately smelled a very special fragrance, faint, and indeed refreshing.
Su Xia didn't take the initiative to approach me, there was still a little distance between us, but she said, "Otherwise...... You take off your clothes, it's going to be uncomfortable to sleep like this. ”
I turned my face to look at her, hesitated for two seconds, and didn't know if it was because I had drunk too much wine or hadn't slept with a woman for too long, but I said in a ghostly way, "Okay, take it off." ”
With that, I sat up, took off my jeans, took off my coat, and lay down again.
At this time, I was wearing only a pair of black boxer shorts.
I could hear the heartbeat, very fast, mine and Susha, her breath lingering in my ears all the time, very warm.
But at this time, Su Xia grabbed my waist from behind, and her whole body gradually leaned towards my back......
My body was stiff, I could feel the softness and delicacy of her skin, I didn't dare to taste the feeling of softness, I could say that my brain was blank at that time.
Seeing that I didn't refuse, she leaned closer again, and her skin was all over me.
Her body was very hot, and the special fragrance seemed to be even stronger.
I didn't dare to move, because I already had a physiological reaction, and I was afraid that if I accidentally let her touch it, it would be embarrassing.
"Xiang Nan......" she whispered in my ear, "This feels so good!"
My mouth is dry, and the soft voice that comes out of her mouth is undoubtedly a nirvana that stirs the men's blood and blood!
I still didn't dare to move, nor did I speak, but her hand restless on my body......