After a while, Ma Hao called Deng Li to my ward, and Deng Li was very surprised when she saw me: "Brother Xiang Nan, what's wrong with you?"

I sneered and said, "Something's wrong, my head is broken." ”

Saying that, I said to Ma Hao again, "Little Pony, go back and rest." ”

Ma Hao nodded and left, and Deng Li came to my side, looked at the medical record next to my bedside, and sighed softly and said, "It's okay, it's not a big deal." ”

"Sit down!" I said, pointing to the chair next to me.

Deng Li pulled out a chair and sat down, thoughtfully helped me tuck the corner of the quilt, and then said, "If you don't find someone to tell me, I really don't know." ”

"It's been a busy time, isn't it?"

"Fortunately, Brother Xiang Nan, you can tell me if you feel uncomfortable. ”

I smiled and said, "I'm fine now, if you don't bother you at work, you can talk to me for a while." ”

"Now I'm not busy, I don't have patients on my hands. ”

"That's right, just take care of me here, you can help me pay the fee later, the mobile phone is here, and the payment password of WeChat is ......"

Deng Li smiled and said, "Brother Xiang Nan, you are too much to see me, are you?"

"It must be a friend!" I paused, and laughed again, "but one yard to one yard, what if you get another patient later?" ”

Deng Li pursed her lips and said, "Okay then!"

In the next time, Deng Li sat next to me and chatted, she took care of people very carefully, after all, she was professional. If I want to pee, she will help me get the urinal, and then help me take it and throw it out, in short, it is very sweet.

The next day, several colleagues from the company also came to visit me in the hospital, and I called Liu Qing in the evening and told her about me, so as not to make her think that I had left her alone.

Liu Qing came to the hospital after receiving my call, and she came alone.

Seeing me lying on the hospital bed, Liu Qing also lost his usual sharpness, but became gentle, stood next to me and asked me, "Are you okay?"

"Won't die. I laughed.

Liu Qingbai glanced at me and said, "I thought you had been doing something in the past two days? The phone couldn't get through, so I thought you had evaporated from the world?"

As she spoke, she looked left and right again and asked, "Why are you alone, why didn't your girlfriend take care of you?"

"She went to the United States. With that, I propped myself up and said to her, "Can you help me down the stairs?"

Seeing that Liu Qing wanted to sit up, she hurriedly stepped forward to help me and asked me, "Can you do it?"

In the past two days, with the treatment of the doctor, my condition is much better, the pain is not so much, and my head can move.

I nodded and said, "No problem, I just want to go downstairs and get some fresh air." ”

Liu Qing didn't say anything more, hugged me out of the ward, took the elevator down to the first floor, and walked towards the small garden of the hospital.

At this moment, the lights are on, and the street outside the hospital gate is still full of traffic, pedestrians, and many patients are going downstairs at this time.

Once a person jumps out of the inherent rhythm of life and withdraws from the conventional circle of life, such as being injured and hospitalized in an accident, there will always be some sighs in his heart at this time, lamenting the impermanence of the world, lamenting that the years are like water, and lamenting the meaning of life......

And I'm in that state of mind at this moment.

So I didn't want to stay in the ward, I didn't want to smell the disinfectant in the air, I wanted to go out and walk, even if it was just a random place to sit for a while.

We walked slowly, Liu Qing always supported me, she was afraid that I would accidentally fall, one hand tightly held my arm, the other hand gently wrapped around my waist, outsiders may be mistaken for a couple.

We didn't have much communication, so we walked slowly, and when I was tired of walking, I found my brother to sit on a bench on the side of the road.

I pointed to the small shop outside the hospital and said to Liu Qing, "You go buy me a pack of cigarettes." ”

Liu Qing glanced at me with slanted eyes, and replied, "I think you should save your life first, and then think about smoking!"

I pretended to be uncomfortable and said, "If I don't have cigarettes to keep me alive, do you believe that I can die right now?"

Liu Qing "withdrew" and said, "Then I'll take a look at you when you kill one violently?"

"Ah...... I'm going to die!...... I can't live!ah......hh

"Okay, okay!" Liu Qing said speechlessly, "Can't I buy it for you?" like a child. ”

I smiled at her, she shook her head helplessly, and immediately went to buy me a cigarette on the other side of the street, tore open the film, I lit one and smoked it hard, and handed one to Liu Qing at the same time, I remember that she was going to smoke.

But she shook her head, and I wondered, "Quitting?"

She nodded and said, "I've quit a long time ago." ”

"It's good to quit, smoking is not good for your health. ”

"You know, so you're still smoking?"

"It's normal, it's the same as knowing that we're going to die someday, but we're still trying to live. ”

Liu Qing glanced at me and said, "What logic?"

"My logic. ”

"you!"

I took another deep puff of my cigarette and sneered, "Isn't it? The fairest thing in the world is that one day we will all die." ”

Liu Qing turned her head to stare at me and said, "Why do you feel so negative?"

"Hey!" I sighed heavily and looked at the bright moon in the sky, and said with a sigh: "Maybe I was born in this environment, right? You don't know, I almost died, really...... It's almost a little bit, so I'm looking at it now. ”

"Then you have to live well! your life is good enough compared to me, what is there to be unsatisfactory?" she turned to me and said, "like a resentful woman!"

"I'm a man, how can I be a resentful woman?" I sneered.

"Then you're a resentful man. She snorted.

I raised my hand and took a puff of cigarette, and said with a smile: "To be honest, I really can't compare to you, if I were you, I guess I wouldn't be able to live now, but you can still live so persistently, and more importantly, you are still living so optimistic......!

"I'll tell you a secret," she whispered in my ear, "Actually, I thought about suicide too, especially when I was chased by loan sharks, it was too painful...... You say I'm a woman, I'm not bad-looking, right? Why can't I live happily like everyone else? Why do I have to put so much pressure on me......

As she spoke, she also cried, it was not easy to see Liu Qing crying, this girl was very strong, stronger than ordinary men, so the moment her tears poured out, my heart suddenly melted.

I instinctively reached out to pat her on the shoulder and comforted: "Don't cry, don't cry, I'll find a way for you about usury, and you will live well in the future, I believe you will live a wonderful life, because...... You are excellent!"

Unexpectedly, she cried even more when I said this, and Pear Blossom said with rain: "I have had too many people around me since I was a child, but I know them all...... But you, why are you so nice to me?"

"Because you're my friend!" I smiled and put her head on my shoulder.