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It's like having a long, long dream: I have become another person and live in another country.

An ordinary family of three. Both parents are civil servants, take the salary of the state, and do things for the country.

lived a mediocre life, and also shaped an ordinary character.

My childhood was peaceful. It's just that he had a serious illness when he was young, and his parents took him to seek medical treatment several times and finally got better.

Only the inevitable sequelae are still left.

The unhealthy body affected his character from the inside out, and the whole person slowly became a little silent.

I don't like to socialize and exercise, I like to sit alone somewhere and be quietly in a daze, thinking about issues that don't belong to this age.

The mind is very bright and the grades are excellent. It's an anomaly, but it's not annoying. On the contrary, because of his mature and unadulterous style, he was appreciated by the teacher.

Gradually, I began to learn to write essays with flowery rhetoric that I don't understand, and to solve math problems with steps that can save money. Silently show everyone what makes them special.

Graduate, go on to higher education, and start one trek after another. He doesn't look handsome, but he doesn't look ugly either. So I had a fruitless first love in middle school.

It's not a vigorous love, but for the sensual, it's so unforgettable and unforgettable.

The pain of the breakup shattered his not strong reason, and the whole person became even more depressed and decadent. I can't live in fear.

After trying to redeem it but failing, it finally became a picture of hanging children.

Mixed days, mixed studies. Because the first love object was a classmate, the class became boring.

Skipping class to play games online, reading novels, watching anime, watching movies, and watching TV series in class. Slowly changed from an honor student to a middle student who was partial to the subject.

The repeated teachings of parents and teachers had no effect at all at that age of youth and rebellion.

After all, he has thought of death more than once, what does he care about?

Just when his life was about to be ruined by himself. A chance brought him into contact with the entertainment industry of country H.

He was shocked by his glamorous appearance and colorful stage!

In your own country, the star is always so far away from you. Out of reach.

I love their songs and works, but I've never had a young and energetic idol like this. It feels like they're living right next to you, there's really there.

He walked over to the bathroom mirror and looked at his face. At a young age, he looked lifeless because of long hours of staying up late and irregular life. I don't like to exercise in front of the screen all day long, and my body is gradually gaining weight. Looking at myself like this, I thought of those images on the screen. The heart that has been silent for a long time and is overgrown with grass seems to finally shine into a ray of sunshine. That feeling is not something that words can express.

He went back to his computer and looked at all the information he could find:

From TVXQ, Super Junior, BigBang, Brown Eyed Girls.

Then to Wonder Girls, Girls' Generation, KARA, T-ARA, SHINee, 2AM, 2PM......

(There are many excellent combinations later, so I won't list them one by one)

The songs they became famous, their classic stage, their different experiences.

Among them, the group Girls' Generation was popular all over Asia at that time, and its popularity was unparalleled.

But they experienced the Black Sea in the early days of their debut and almost disbanded. The teenage girls persevered for their dreams, and finally the phoenix was reborn.

Such an experience, which he had only seen in novels, finally made him feel the meaning of perseverance and hard work.

Without mixing with reality, dreams must always dissipate. He wanted to go to that world one day and meet the girls who had inadvertently saved him.

He decided to make them better!

I was in my third year of high school, which was a turning point in my life. He forced himself to quit his internet addiction and decided to give it a go.

Then I started brushing the questions like crazy.

Every early morning in the third year of high school, I dragged my tired body out of cram school. On the deserted street, I walked and waited for a taxi to pass by.

The single on the headphones loops BIGBANG's "One Day at a Time". He told himself that he could barely hold on, barely endure it.

I survived the entire senior year of high school like that.

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(Manual soundtrack read: "Tears Flash" Fei'er Orchestra)

At noon the next day after the college entrance examination, I woke up from a hangover.

He turned on his computer and connected to the Internet that he hadn't seen for a long time. Searching for the trends of the Girls' Generation group, I realized that it was in the third year of high school, and the world had been turned upside down.

It's been almost a year since Jessica quit the team, and the era was fragmented and incomplete.

The slogan of the past: "Now is the girlhood, after the girlhood, always the girlhood." ”

It has become an empty word!

The indestructible friendship in "Indestructible", the hand that never lets go.

The high note of "We Are Always One" in "Divine" is still in my ears.

I've really done my best...

Why can't you just wait for me...

So what do I do?

Is this the end of it...

But no one can answer these questions.

The source of power that supported him to survive the third year of high school is as fragile as a blank sheet of paper at the moment, which is about to break at the touch of a button.

Remembering the hellish days of the year, only sleeping a few hours a day, the leapfrog results shocked everyone.

But at that moment, he suddenly felt that something was not worth it.

Tears flowed unconsciously, and I couldn't stop.

A bunch of crooks.

Unable to stop crying, he didn't take a breath and fainted in front of the computer.

Night slipped quietly from the sky

Willfully scratching the wound

Who is it?

The pain was so silent

I thought I locked up happiness

Able to keep promises tightly

Who is it?

Push the window open, and the wind sweeps away love

Every tear you cry for you flickered

The road of determination has also been bumpy

The head does not look back, and there is no hesitation

Never regretted loving deeply

Every tear of laughter for you flickered

Cause I love you so

The most beautiful love is not clinging

We had

Beware of the heart after it is broken

I'm still trying to piece it together

The dream you give

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When Cheon Myung-hoon woke up, his face was already full of tears.

The mother, who was wiping his face, saw her son wake up and cried with joy on the spot. Sister Qian Mingyue also jumped up and hugged her favorite brother.

Everyone's emotions gradually calmed down, and Cheon Myung-hoon also learned about his situation from the conversation between the doctor and his family.

His vital signs were normal, but he was in a coma for two months for no apparent reason. Having no reaction to external stimuli, he seems to close his mind and enter the depths of consciousness.

None of the top experts at home and abroad have ever seen such a situation.

Until five minutes ago, Cheon Myung-hoon, who was unconscious, suddenly burst into tears and was short of breath. The mother hurriedly called the attending doctor, and the doctor seized this rare opportunity to rescue him, and finally woke up Cheon Myung-hoon.

Facing inquiries from parents and doctors. A confused Cheon Myung-hoon wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say.

Although he was still young, this big dream brought him another completely different memory of 18 years. At this moment, if you follow the simple addition and subtraction calculation, he has 30 years of experience.

Although such 30 years is not the same as a full 30 years. But at this moment, his mind is not what a twelve-year-old child should have.

After nearly two weeks of observation in the hospital, I finally got permission from the doctor. The day before his birthday, Cheon Myung-hoon was discharged from the hospital.

The 12th birthday is not spent in the hospital room.

The first thing Cheon Myung-hoon did when he got home was to turn on his computer and search.

Girls' Generation – No eligible results.

BIGBANG – No eligible results.

These are the two most impressive names, but without exception there is no response.

Cheon Myung-hoon quickly realizes that the problem lies in the time, it is the year 2000, and those future hot idols are still children of the same age as him. And how can you find relevant information on the Internet?

So what information can be found now?

Suddenly he thought of one:

S.M. - sadomasochism, collectively refers to the consciousness and behavior related to sadism and masochism.

Cheon Myung-hoon only had time to see the first search result when he heard a knock on the door, and in a hurry, he quickly closed the web page.

Sure enough, in the next second, after showing the etiquette that everyone should have, his dear sister Qian Mingyue couldn't wait to push the door in.

In this house, she didn't have a room that she needed permission to enter.

"Xiaoxun, how is your recovery? If there is no problem, go out shopping with me. It's been a long time since you've been out and about. Tomorrow is your birthday, so let's buy whatever you want today. ”

Qian Mingyue is already a sixteen-year-old high school student, which is the age when she likes to go shopping.

"Much better, I don't feel like there's anything wrong with it......" Before Cheon Myung-hoon could finish his words, he was dragged up from the chair by his sister.

"Then let's go now. ”

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On the way to the department store, in the car. Qian Mingxun was tightly held by his sister and accepted Qian Mingyue's love in all directions.

"Nuna, have you heard of S.M?" As he was about to get off the bus, Cheon Myung-hoon finally got a chance to breathe. Asked the question he wanted to know most at the moment.

"S.M.S.H.O.T. do you like S.E.S. When did you pay attention to this?"

Although there is a four-year gap, as the closest family member, Qian Mingyue thinks that she knows her younger brother very well.

But she never knew that Cheon Myung-hoon had already begun to pay attention to female IDOL, and this matter immediately attracted her attention!

"What S.E.S? I don't know. Qian Mingxun asked suspiciously.

"SO DO YOU LIKE FIN.K.L? YOU'RE AN ANTI FAN OF S.E.S?

Although Qian Mingyue is not a fanatical star chaser, the girls around her chase the crystal boy every day, H.O.T. I also understood the way in it.

In her opinion, her brother must be a fan of one of them, and since it is not S.E.S., then it must be FIN.K.L. Otherwise, why did you suddenly pay attention to S.M. Company?

Hmph, little one, I want to hide it from your clever sister.

Under the repeated questioning of his sister, Qian Mingxun vaguely remembered the origin of these names. It's the ancestor of Korea, but because of its age, it didn't leave much impression in my dreams.

In order to gag her sister's mouth, Cheon Myung-hoon "took the initiative" to explain the "fact" that he was a fan of FIN.K.L.

Qian Mingyue was satisfied and began to make up various plots, and Qian Mingxun also learned one thing:

It turns out that there really is such a company as S.M!