Chapter 146: The Way I Think It's Right
"Poof, rich second generation......" Yin Zheng couldn't laugh, "It looks like you're very proud!"
"My previous wish was to be a rice worm, and what I had to do every day was to do nothing. When I was a child, I was raised by my father, and when I grew up, I was raised by my husband...... "I sandwiched a blueberry yam roll and gnawed it seriously," in fact, for me, this kind of thing is simply a matter of course. I don't know what went wrong, but it's the way it is, and it's a good hand......"
"Why can you...... Well...... So bluntly...... "Yin Zheng seems to think I'm funny.
"Maybe it's because I'm not motivated. I replied earnestly.
"It's good to be happy, self-motivation is a burden a lot of the time. β
"Actually, you're still a policeman, right?" I suddenly raised my head and looked at Yin Zheng for a moment.
Yin Zheng's hand holding chopsticks paused, and then continued to fight against a box of dry steamed siu mai: "I look like a policeman?"
"It doesn't seem like it, but I don't think you can mobilize that many resources on your own. "Medical experts, pharmacy professors, and trained 'assistants', if Yin Zheng is not a policeman, then he must have a backing agency on a par with the public security organs.
"To be honest, you're really smart. Yin Zheng put down his chopsticks, got up and walked to the cement guardrail, stood downwind and lit a cigarette.
"That's why you can't be with Xue Fei?" I wasn't actually gossiping, I just wanted to help Xue Fei confirm something.
"You have a keen eye and a good sense of judgment. Yin Zheng jumped on the guardrail and sat on it diagonally, "It's a piece of material for criminal investigation." β
"Have you ever thought that your protection may be the biggest harm to her? "I suddenly thought of Xue Fei's eyes when she saw Yin Zheng, so bright, and the brightest star in the sky was less than half a point of hers, "What you are worried about, she may not care at all......"
"But I care. Yin Zheng's voice became a little obscure, "My dad is a criminal policeman, and when my mom was pregnant with me, she was kidnapped by criminals. They threatened my dad with my mom and my life and asked my dad to let them go...... Later, my mom passed away, and I had it taken out of my mom's womb through emergency surgery...... The last thing my mom said to my dad was, let him take care of me. In order to fulfill this promise, my dad offered to be transferred from the criminal investigation brigade to the logistics to do security......"
This incident obviously left a deep psychological shadow on Yin Zheng, and as an outsider, I feel thrilling, desolate and tragic when I listen to it casually.
Yin Zheng extinguished the cigarette butt and bounced it to the corner: "Did Xiaoxue tell you that because of me, she was hit on the head with a brick by the thugs......"
"No......" I shook my head. Although I feel that Yin Zheng's method of protecting Xuefei may not be the best, we are human beings, not gods, and we can never see what the future will look like, so we can only clumsily love others in the way we think is right.
"Miss Sang, your father is awake. A nurse pushed open the glass door of the patio and ran in.
I walked over quickly, "How is he now?"
"Everything is normal, but the body is still a little weak and needs to rest more. β
I followed the nurse to the ward, where two doctors were examining my father. After some examination, it was confirmed that there was nothing wrong with my father's health. The doctor and Yin Zheng, who came later, left together, and my father and I were the only two people left in the ward.
Dad stretched out his hand to me: "Little late ......"
"Dad. I took his big hand and sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Xiaowan, you ......" Dad's eyes were full of frustration and guilt, and I knew what Dad wanted to say.
"I'm fine, and so is the baby. I smiled at my dad.
Dad was stunned for a moment, and then sighed with relief: "That's good." β
The next day, the doctor arranged a comprehensive physical examination for Dad. I wanted to accompany my dad to have a check-up, and my dad told me to rest well in the ward, saying that there were a lot of bacteria in the hospital, so I should move around as little as possible. I felt that what my father said was reasonable, so I stayed in the ward and flipped through today's morning paper.
'Knock knock', there was a knock on the door. I looked up, "Please come in." β
Sang Xiaorou pushed open the door and walked in: "Sister, can I stay with you for a while?"
"Okay. I nodded.
I thought Sang Xiaorou was trying to say something to me, but I didn't expect her to really just stay with me, sitting quietly next to me, and she didn't even breathe too loudly.
We didn't chat, and it was no different from me in the room when I was alone. When the door was gently pushed open, even though the sound was soft, we all looked at the position of the doorway at the same time.
A man in a suit and carrying a briefcase saw someone in the room and knocked on the door that he pushed open: "Miss Sang Yuwan, hello, I am Mr. Jin Junchi's personal lawyer, and my surname is Jin." β
I looked at him for a few seconds, and suddenly understood what he was here for. I nodded calmly, but my trembling voice betrayed my emotions: "Please come in." β
"This is my ID, as well as Mr. Jin Junchi's power of attorney. The other man handed me his ID and a page of paper.
I glanced at his ID: "Hello, Lawyer Jin." What is there that I need to do?"
Miss Sang was polite. Lawyer Jin took out a wad of paper from his briefcase, "This is what I drafted, about the divorce agreement between you and Mr. Jin Junchi, you can read it first, and if there is anything you don't understand or need to be revised and discussed, you can talk to me." β
I took the stack of papers, but I saw the 'divorce agreement' in black and bold letters, and it was black in front of me. After that, although my hand turned back page by page, I didn't actually see anything in my head.
Turning to the last page, there are two places that need to be signed side by side, Jin Junchi has already signed, and the arrogant and domineering font is like a sword, stabbing my eyes.
I calmly picked up the pen and signed my name seriously. Putting aside this ending that has nothing to do with 'perfect', I think Jin Junchi and I have simply made a perfect interpretation of 'reincarnation', and once upon a time I signed my name on the marriage application with a heavy heart that was almost the same as at this time. After experiencing so much sadness and pain, and also experiencing warmth and sweetness, I went around in a big circle, stumbling forward, and only to find that I had returned to the original point after walking for a long time.
After passing shoulders again and again, you can still hold hands again and again, that's just a bridge in the movie. In reality, saying goodbye is more often than never seeing each other again, and even the chance of rubbing shoulders with the other party may be zero.
Lawyer Jin put away the documents I had signed: "Within three working days, please cooperate with me to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to apply for a divorce certificate, if you don't want to go, you can sign this power of attorney, I will go through the relevant procedures, and then send the divorce certificate to you."
Jin Junchi is really caring, so he will save me trouble. I signed the "Divorce Agreement", and there is something I can't sign. I grabbed the piece of paper, looked at it, signed my name and returned it to him.
"Okay, I'll come to you when everything is taken care of. Lawyer Jin politely bowed to me, "Miss Sang, goodbye." β
I didn't say anything, just silently watched him leave. Honestly, I wouldn't want to see him again if I could.
Outside the window was a blue sky, and a few white clouds were flowing slowly in the direction of the wind. I can't tell what it feels like now, although my heart is empty, there is not much fluctuation. From the moment I saw the scene that destroyed all my thoughts in the Yuelu Mountain Villa that day, I had a premonition that there would be such a day, but I couldn't be sure that the first person to propose it was me or Jin Junchi.
"I'm sorry......" Sang Xiaorou muttered.
I thought I had misheard, and turned my head to look at Sang Xiaorou.
Sang Xiaorou hung her head, her hands twisted together and clasped her nails: "Sister...... I'm sorry...... If it weren't for the fact that I was jealous of you and wanted to harm you, I wouldn't have listened to Sang Xinlan's nonsense, and she wouldn't have had a chance to force you to kill the child...... My brother-in-law won't divorce you...... It's all my fault......" Sang Xiaorou sobbed lowly, "I know it's wrong...... But what's the use of knowing...... There's no going back......"
"It's none of your business. I patted Sang Xiaorou on the shoulder.
I didn't say this to comfort Sang Xiaorou. There was an abyss between me and Jin Junchi, one step forward was shattered, and one step back was self-contained. If it's just because of the baby, the baby is still there, I can explain it clearly to Jin Junchi. But I know that now this ending was planned by Jin Jun sooner or later, without the baby's ties, just let him shoot more cleanly.
Two days later, Mr. Jin asked me to meet at the Panshi Residence downstairs in Qizheng. I was in a meeting and knew he was supposed to be here to deliver me the divorce papers. I told him I would arrive in half an hour, and if I didn't have time to wait, I could drop off my things at the front desk and I'll let them pick them up. He said that he would hand over in person, and he would wait for me in the private room of the tea room.
After the meeting, I went straight to Panshiju, a Japanese-style tea room, and the waiter led me into the private room and pushed open the sliding door of the Japanese-style room. The private rooms are covered with tatami mats and have a special dΓ©cor. I saw Jin Junchi sitting cross-legged on a cushion next to a low table, his back straight, like a sculpture demonstrating the norms of etiquette.
I didn't expect Jin Jun to come in person later, and I didn't do a good job of seeing him, so I had to take off my shoes as slowly as possible to give myself a little buffer time.
I slowly walked over to the low table and sat down, waiting for him to speak first.
Jin Junchi looked at me calmly, if his usual eyes were as light as water, now the water has turned into ice, and there is no fluctuation, with a distant alienation.
I suddenly felt that the man in front of me was far away from me, maybe this was the real him. The second young master of the Jin family, who is rumored to be a god, seems to be the second young master of the Jin family who does not eat fireworks in the world. He should have been far away, standing in a place where no one could touch him.