Chapter 68: Night

Drunken hazy night

Slightly damp heart

Neon-shimmering illusions

Flickering light and dark

Who hides in the night

Watch others rejoice

Who blends into the night

Cover up the melancholy in your heart

March drizzle whispers

This year's SHKP newcomers

Pavilions invite the moon

Look up at the dark sky

How much of the past last night

A canopy of stardust

Han Sen belongs to the night, he likes to stay up late to watch TV since he was a child, and has become a night owl.

Han Sen knew that this was a bad habit, but he still couldn't get rid of it. The night is always more enchanting than the day.

At night, Han Sen once hugged Ning Xian'er and muttered, the darkness at night brought out Li Shan'er's whiteness, Zhang Min'er at night was more charming and moving than during the day, and Lin Rou'er was always more docile at night, not as aggressive as during the day.

The night is ambiguous and seductive, and those who like it want the night to be longer, so that the lover can stay in his arms longer.

Those who hate it can't wait to get out of the night to relieve insomnia and pain, and don't want to be swallowed and torn by this boundless darkness.

When he first fell in love, Han Sen would talk to Ning Xian'er on the phone every night, and every word of his lover made the night more cheerful and jumping, as if playing a silent note.

Now Han Sen feels that phone calls are a long time away, and they are usually WeChat exchanges.

Han Sen also hated spending nights. Every time after falling out of love, the night is like a spell, magnifying Han Sen's sadness infinitely, like a net, firmly sticking to him.

How he wished that a girl could give him a fantasy, let him have a good dream, and not be in a daze until dawn.

Now that Han Sen has married Lin Rou'er, although he often suffers from insomnia and is in a daze, all of them are manifestations of excess happiness, unlike before, which was a painful history of blood and tears.

Han Sen's father, Han Kun, is a person who is addicted to alcohol, and Han Sen is a person who loves the night.

Han Kun was crazy about drinking and smoking in the last period of his life, and the doctor had told him not to drink alcohol or smoke, but Han Kun continued to smoke and drink. He wasn't like that before.

In the past, the economic conditions were poor, Han Kun was stunned to quit smoking for many years, and maintained it for many years, except for alcohol, Han Sen never quit.

In those years when he was destitute and empty-handed, Han Kun relied on the anesthesia of alcohol to get him through the most bitter and difficult time.

He loves wine, he is obsessed, and it can make him forget all his troubles, even if it is just for one night.

Later, Han Kun's high blood pressure became more and more serious, and under Lu Yu's advice, Han Kun put down his wine glass.

But it didn't take long for it to be back up again. In 2012, Han Hu got married, and his family opened another branch and bought a house and a car for Han Hu. Happy events one after another, Han Kun had more wine in his cup, and there were more smiles on his face.

In the last year of his life, Han Kun seemed to feel something, and the cigarettes he hadn't smoked for many years also started again.

I haven't been back to my hometown for many years, and now I suddenly want to go back to take a good look, and many friends who haven't been in touch get together to have a drink again.

Later, Han Sen heard a saying called resignation, maybe Han Kun already had some vague foreknowledge of his body, and wanted to take a good look at his hometown, take a good look at the old people, drink a few glasses of wine, and smoke a few cigarettes before the unknown accident came.

Han Sen understands his father's approach very well, because his father has worked hard all his life, and he has drunk wine all his life, and wine has become a part of his soul.

If you ask him to give up his soul for his health and live like an empty shell, maybe he won't be really happy.

It turned out that Han Sen didn't understand his father, he always advised his father to have a better attitude, not to lose his temper and anger all the time, to hurt his body, to be approachable, amiable, to be wise and foolish, and to be kind to others.......

Father always smiled slightly and didn't explain too much, now Han Sen recalled what he said, secretly funny, the world is hard, people's hearts are unpredictable, and when he grows up, he has no intention of wasting his tongue to argue with worldly people.

Some people can't sleep at night, and they want to be accompanied by a beautiful lady like a flower and jade, chatting to comfort the emptiness, loneliness, helplessness, sadness, and disappointment in their hearts.

Someone fell asleep in the night, holding a person he didn't like, thinking of a girl from afar, and falling asleep sweetly.

In the night, some people remembered their hometown, that far away strange and familiar place, and they couldn't remember what it looked like, but they remembered the commissary at the entrance of the village, which still sold cigarettes, beer, drinks, and snacks.

In the night, some people thought of their loved ones, some were still alive, some were dead, they grew up with them, they gave us everything, and they never asked for anything in return.

In the night, someone remembered the ups and downs along the way, ten years later, still nothing has been achieved, and insomnia.

In the night, someone remembered that there were still many dreams that had not been realized, but he was no longer young, and whether his heavy steps could keep up with the footsteps of the sun, moon and stars.