"Sorry, I'm late"

Alice sat in the dressing room a little embarrassed, she hadn't been late for a while, and now the itinerary is not very much, and she will be late, and I am really sorry for people when I think of this.

The cameraman in front originally wanted to deliver a few words of accusation, but when he saw the threatening eyes of Li Meiyan behind Alice, coupled with the contract book in his hand, he reluctantly showed a smile, "It's okay, anyway, it's just late, it's just ten minutes, get ready to prepare, let's start"

"Thank you" Alice smiled at the other party gratefully, curious about how she didn't kill herself, but she didn't have to be scolded.

Being late is a bad habit, but the shooting process is still perfect, and all the necessary states are there, in order to make up for the wasted time, Alice brought in 200% seriousness when shooting, and did her best to do her best for the requirements of the cameraman.

After the shooting, the two returned to the nanny car, Alice leaned on the seat and rubbed her sore waist,

I heard my phone ringing, picked it up and looked at it, "Shengxian, why are you sending me a message at this time, wow, this"

When I saw that the top sent it, there was only a short sentence and a photo

'How's the new look?'

The problem is very common, but the shape in the photo is really

Stunned

Yesterday was the top of the black hair.,Now it's white hair.,And it's the kind of forehead that has been shaved a lot shorter.,The right eyebrow has also changed to this.,Wife eyebrows?

Some people were confused by such a sudden shape, and they didn't know what to give back to the top, so they digested this inexplicably good-looking shape and typed a few words back to the past.

'The eyebrows are good-looking, but the gray hair is cool'

I remembered that TOP said that the album was officially released in October, and now it is only in September that it has been promoted, so I don't want to keep it like this for three or four months, but I believe that BIGBANG's stylists should not keep it like this all the time.

After a few simple words to the top, he put the phone back in the bag, and said to Li Meiyan in front of him, "Ernie, there's nothing wrong."

"Didn't you say you were going to see a psychiatrist? You can meet today, do you want to go? I can make an appointment for a long time, but it's going to end before dinner, and there's an advertising shoot in the evening" Li Meiyan started the car and drove forward, took out an envelope in her bag and handed it to the back.

Alice took the envelope, opened it and saw the contents, and nodded "Well, I see"

Li Meiyan glanced up at the rearview mirror, looking at Alice's frowning appearance, she couldn't help but be a little worried, what is wrong with this girl, she has to see a psychiatrist, and she doesn't tell the members

The psychiatrist who made the appointment was in Seoul, and it didn't take long to drive, Li Meiyan specially parked the car in a small alley not far away to avoid being photographed by the paparazzi, and before Alice got out of the car, she said uncomfortably, "Ellie, hat, and mask, don't you need me to accompany you?"

"No need, I'll just be alone" Alice frowned and brought the hat on the sweatshirt, plus a hip-hop hat and mask on her head, I felt like there would be paparazzi, and lowered the brim of the hat a little, hoping not to be photographed.

A hundred meters away, after walking into this clinic, I found that there was no one inside, curiously looking at the scene inside, very retro, and it is a standard European retro, even the books on the bookshelf are in English, and the phones on the table are also old-fashioned, some doubts, this is really the place where the psychiatrist is?

At this time, a man in a suit walked out of it, looking at the patients who came here dressed up so coveredly, thought about the list he received today, and smiled a little, "Alice?

Alice turned her head to look at the man, nodded and took off her hat and mask, and nodded calmly, "Hello"

"Hello, I'm the psychiatrist you made an appointment with today, my name is Choi Jung-min, you can call me Dr. Choi" Choi Jung-min looked at Alice and didn't look very sociable, and opened the front seat with a smile.

"Hello, Doctor Cui" Alice saw that this man was a little familiar, but she couldn't say why, handsome was quite handsome, but it was still important to get down to business.

The two sat in their seats, with a table in between, Choi Jung-min took a Newton from the bookshelf and placed it in front of Alice, keeping a smile on his face and saying, "Come to me to see the psychology of the artist, you are the first, this thing can reduce your pressure, give it to you"

"Thank you" Alice looked at this thing with a little curiosity, like an ornament, but there were five metal balls in it that were held in place, and when one of the balls on the left hit the other balls, the ball on the far right would pop out, and the eyes blinked curiously when she saw this magical scene for the first time.

"Newton's pendulum is a very popular stress-relieving ornament in the world, you can play it when you are usually idle, okay, let's get to the point" Choi Jung-min saw that Alice was interested in this gadget, and the smile on his face became a little softer, "I have read your information, the pride of the Korean entertainment industry, fame, financial resources, and lack of anything, so the reason for coming to the psychiatrist is because the pressure is too much?"

Alice turned her head slightly to look at each other, showing her first smile when she came here, "Guess half right, I have my own way to reduce stress, and the other half is that when I was filming, I got the sequelae of the role, and sometimes I feel that living in reality is the same as living in the role, and my temper has become a little irritable"

Choi Jung-min nodded knowingly and said with a smile, "Please continue"

Looking at the psychiatrist who really felt like she had seen somewhere, Alice's eyebrows were tightly furrowed, and she recalled that she went back to the past: "I was sick once, and when I woke up, I felt that I was in a very broken house, and then I saw a woman who was shot and fell in front, and then, it was raining heavily and the wind was very strong, and I was like a psychopath, and I said crazy that I was going home, but I woke up and found myself in the dormitory, and I was still holding my sister"

"Another time, in the United States, I unknowingly ordered a meal in a hotel, stewed potatoes, and mentally thought that this thing was my favorite food, but I ate it twice, and I looked at the waiter, and I wanted to, choking his neck"

"When I was filming in Germany, at that time, I filmed again, it was a scene of emotional collapse, I slapped the cement wall hard, it was a real cement wall, and I didn't know that there was blood on my hands, and it was at that time that I knew, maybe this, it was a little dangerous to act"

Slowly and smoothly said the words in her heart, Alice tilted her head calmly and looked at Choi Jung-min who was still smiling opposite, and was slightly dissatisfied in her heart, "That's what I want to say, doctor"

"I understand" Choi Jung-min still smiled, took out a blank piece of paper, drew a flower on it, and placed it in front of Alice, "What do you think, how is this flower on paper?"

Alice glanced down at the A4 paper, a very distinct pencil flower in the middle, but she looked at it herself, but she was a little unhappy, and shook her head lightly, "It's an eyesore"

Cui Zhengmin listened to the answer that was a little different from what he thought, and took the paper back with a smile, "You think this flower shouldn't appear because this flower disobeys your thoughts, so in your eyes, there should be something added to this piece of paper."

"Lyrics, notes, words," Alice said without hesitation.

"What if someone told you not to write lyrics on it, but to draw it?"

"I would, a little angry, not accept this offer"

"Do you sometimes feel bad all of a sudden?"

"No, if you encounter some trouble, you will be in a bad mood, and when you are in the studio, when you are disturbed"

"Will the consequences be serious? For example, swearing, hitting someone, etc."

"It's okay to swear, it's not a hit, and if you're in a bad mood, you'll go to the gym to exercise"

"Do you think you're good at what you're capable of?

"Some, sometimes I feel that way"

The two of you just ask a question and I answer, after more than half an hour, Choi Zhengmin stopped to ask, looked at the frowning brow on Alice's face, smiled and took a book from the bookshelf and handed it over, "This book is called Don Quixote, I feel you need to read it, because, you have a slight anxiety disorder"

"What?" Hearing this, Alice squinted her eyes and stood up, looking at each other expressionlessly, "Anxiety, Doctor Cui, you, make no mistake"

"I'm not mistaken" Choi Jung-min felt that Alice's words were poured on him like ice cubes, and the smile on his face stiffened a little, "The symptoms of anxiety disorder have appeared in you several, not very serious, the sequelae of the role you said are one thing, and the situation in life is another, I can't help the sequelae of the role, this can only come out on your own, but I have one thing to advise"

As he spoke, he stretched out his thumb and put it on top of a water glass on the table, and said with a smile, "We have a very interesting word in this line, 15 seconds, try to look at this glass of water in 15 seconds, try to hug someone in 15 seconds, try to kiss someone you like for 15 seconds, try to close your eyes for 15 seconds, try, take a deep breath for 15 seconds, and then, look up at the sky for 15 seconds, every 15 seconds will make you have a different surprise"

"The symptoms of anxiety disorder, if the patient's mood will remain in a good state, it will get better quickly, you don't need to be so serious about everything, try to talk to your friends more, because they also want to talk to you, once in a while to have dinner with the family, isn't there still a member? Chat with them, go shopping, you can go to the beach when you have time, or climb a mountain, when you are on the sea or at the top of the mountain, facing the breeze, you will feel that the pressure in your heart is gone all of a sudden."

Alice leaned back in her seat and looked at Cui Zhengmin's smile, she didn't know what to think, and nodded "Got it, thank you, doctor, it's very 'pleasant' to chat with you" I complained silently in my heart, yes, it's very pleasant, so pleasant that I want to scold