Seeing her cry bitterly, I didn't comfort her, he was right, if I loved her, I could tolerate everything about her, but I didn't love her, so even her breathing felt wrong.

After a heart-rending sob, Su Xia looked up at me with tears streaming down her face and said, "Xiang Nan...... I was wrong, and I know I was wrong...... I shouldn't have done such a stupid thing, can you forgive me...... I was really wrong!"

I didn't want to see such a Su Xia, so I refilled myself with a cigarette, turned my head to look out the window, and listened to the sound of the rain falling on the canopy outside the window, and the rustling sound of the flowers and leaves in the courtyard......

I don't want to reminisce about the past with her, because I know very well that my heart is not only clean and clean, but also has a beginning and an end.

To this day, I feel that I don't owe Suxia anything, so I won't accommodate her pain anymore, and no matter how sad she cries, I won't go back to comfort her.

In my coldness, she suddenly looked up and asked, "Is it that no matter what I do, you will never look back?"

"Yes!"

In the long time since I knew Su Xia, I have never rejected her so loudly, even if I broke up at the beginning, I just told her on my phone.

And now, I don't care what kind of mood she feels. Because in this unclear relationship, I am also a victim!

I finally extinguished the cigarette in my hand, and looked at Su Xia sitting on the sofa again, her eyes were very loose, like a person who had lost her soul.

After a while, she finally wiped away the tears hanging on her face, lifted her satchel and stood up, and her voice returned to normal: "Okay, Xiang Nan, I know what you mean." But I also tell you, I won't give up on you so easily, and I'll let you marry me willingly one day...... You can think I'm a shameless woman, it doesn't matter, just break the jar...... I'm not having a good time anyway, and I won't let you have a good time. ”

I heard something else in her words, and I smiled wryly, "Are you so interesting?"

"I don't care if it's interesting or not, my youth is wasted on you, I'm 26 years old after the New Year, and I don't want to talk to other men anymore. She paused, and said hatefully: "I know you have changed now, but I can also change, you wait!"

Her words made me panic, because I was afraid that she would do something out of the ordinary, so I said to her in a lighter tone: "Su Xia, let's get together and disperse, even if we can't be friends, don't be enemies, okay?"

"Don't tell me this, my brain is messed up right now. ”

"Leave me alone, and let yourself go......"

Su Xia suddenly sneered terribly: "Anyway, I don't have any decency here with you anymore, I made it very clear, either marry me, and I will treat you well...... Otherwise, I wouldn't have made it easy for you. ”

I was very anxious in my heart, and subconsciously took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, I took a deep breath, and then said to Su Xia in a low voice: "I doubt now, do you really want to be with me in your heart or just get by...... If you just get by, I advise you to be kind, because I don't want to live with someone I don't love for the rest of my life, so I feel cruel than going to jail...... If you really loved me, we should have had a good time together, but I didn't experience happiness at all......!

"I admit everything you say, I also said that if you want to start over with me, I will never do this again, and I promise to listen to you...... I beg you to give me a chance. ”

It's also rare for Su Xia to whisper so quietly in front of me, but I didn't relent, just because I didn't want to hurt her, so it was our best choice.

I took a deep breath of my cigarette and didn't want to say anything more, because she was so unconscious now that whatever I said was like a hammer on cotton, and it didn't hurt.

In my silence, Suxia finally turned to leave, and as I was leaving, I picked up the snacks she had brought and stopped her: "Take this with you, I don't have an appetite to eat." ”

"If you don't want to eat it, throw it away! She didn't stop and walked straight outside.

"It's raining outside, I'll give you an umbrella......"

The sound of her footsteps mingled with the sound of the rain as she drifted away......

The courtyard was quiet again, and I sat back on the couch and stared at the box of snacks on the coffee table, I didn't have the heart to throw it away, I closed my eyes and leaned back on the couch and fell asleep unconsciously.

I had a dream that when I was in college, I wrote love letters to Susha, and it was popular to write love letters at that time.

Even though she and I had become boyfriend and girlfriend at that time, she still liked me to write love letters to her, and she thought my writing was beautiful, and she thought the words I wrote were beautiful, so I wrote to her almost every week.

I still remember one of the passages, I wrote to her: People will meet a lot of heart-warming people in their lives, and they may mistakenly think that they are likes, but in fact, they are just a good feeling at a certain moment, after all, heartbeat is not the answer, heart is fixed!

In my dream, I dreamed of these love letters that I had written to her, and then little by little in my mind with the memory dissipated, maybe I will slowly forget, but I think I once loved her and will never forget it for the rest of my life.

……

The next morning, I was woken up by a knock on the door.

I opened my eyes in a daze and found that I had slept on the sofa all night, because the heating was on, so I didn't wake up in the middle of the night.

When I woke up, the air outlet of the air conditioner was still blowing whirring, I subconsciously rubbed my eyes, stretched my waist and looked out the window, it was Anzheng.

It was still raining outside, so I went to open the door for An Zheng, put away the umbrella, shook the water on the umbrella, and couldn't wait to say as I walked inside: "I have good news for you." ”

"What?" I took the umbrella from him and hung it behind the door.

"Song Qingshan agreed to date me. ”

"What!?" my sleepy bug was gone all at once, and was more awake than ever.

"As for being so excited?" An Zheng said in an aggravated tone, "Under my strong attack, she was finally taken down by me, and she has agreed to associate with me. ”

"You, how are you...... "I wanted to say something, but I don't think he would listen to what I said.

"Hey, there's something to eat! I just didn't have breakfast...... she said, staring at the snack Susha brought me last night, "It's okay to eat, isn't it?"

"You can eat it if you want, it's not bad. ”

He ate it, and while saying that it was delicious, he asked me, "Where did you buy it?" It looks bad, but it tastes pretty good...... The box is also very good-looking. ”

"Su Xia brought it to me last night. I said lightly.

"Phew!" An Zheng suddenly spit it out, his face as if he had eaten.

"Damn, why didn't you say it earlier, if you don't eat, you won't eat. ”

Looking at his extreme rejection, I laughed miserably: "Are you as for you?"

"It's not...... She, why did she come to you again?

I nodded, and he asked again, "Did you say yes?"

I shook my head again, and he took a long breath and said as if he was more anxious than I was, "That's good, that's good......"