Chapter 315: Matters of the Heart

Lin Zhixuan asked Xia Lan to take the "Nanhua Sutra" that she had put on the table, and asked Xia Lan to light the lamp and candle. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Xia Lan went with her, thinking that Lin Zhixuan couldn't sleep and wanted to read, so she held the lamp to Lin Zhixuan's bed.

Lin Zhixuan opened the "South China Sutra", and a thin note was revealed.

Lin Zhixuan picked up the note, which was full of mottled creases, which was his "peace of mind" stuffed in the silver ingot.

The two vigorous and powerful lines of grass may just be a joke he made with himself.

Lin Zhixuan asked Xia Lan to take off the lampshade, and the thin note touched the candle flame, and it was lit in an instant.

"Girl!" Xia Lan subconsciously wanted to stop it, but after all, it was too late, and she watched as Lin Zhixuan carefully sandwiched the two words in her favorite book turned into ashes all over the ground.

"Well, why did the girl burn it?"

Lin Zhixuan saw that the flame that fell on the note on her feet had been extinguished, and only said lightly: "What do you keep for what you don't have?"

Xia Lan bit her lip before she said, "But, doesn't the girl like these two words very much? ”

Lin Zhixuan listened to Xia Lan's words, and suddenly felt as if she was being seen through her heart, and even felt ashamed, glared at Xia Lan, and argued forcefully: "I didn't!"

Seeing Lin Zhixuan's solemn and even a slightly angry look, Xia Lan didn't dare to say anything more, only put down the lamp and candle, and carefully wiped the ashes on her feet with a wet rag.

Lin Zhixuan looked at Xia Lan's appearance without saying a word, and then regretted that she shouldn't have lost her temper with her, she was just very angry, but not angry with Xia Lan, but angry with herself.

She was angry that she would like someone like Chu Nan and Li Jing, and that there would be a man who haunted her and made her unable to sleep like a child.

She was angry that she was so uncompetitive, and that she would be so amorous, and he never thought about himself, never tossed and turned for himself, he even looked down on himself, and felt that he was not worthy of him at all.

She is angry that she knows everything, but she still thinks twice like this, and she is angry that a little bit of kindness to her will make her satisfied.

She was even more angry, angry that she liked it but didn't have the courage to do something like Chu Nan and Li Jing and fight for it.

Liking him is already a thing that makes her feel embarrassed and angry, how can she allow her arrogant self to bend her will.

She was angry at herself for being cowardly and incompetent, and angry at herself for being shameless.

She had never been so angry with herself.

Xia Lan looked at Lin Zhixuan's gloomy face, but couldn't help but persuade Lin Zhixuan on the side: "Girl, why are you doing this? Actually, I think the prince is very good to you, just like this incident, I think the prince must have put that Cao Gongzi under house arrest in the palace for you." ”

Lin Zhixuan said coldly: "He is for the Li family, and it has nothing to do with me." ”

"What about the master, the master has been in Jeju for so many years......"

Lin Zhixuan interrupted Xia Lan and said, "Maybe it's an uncle, or an aunt." ”

Xia Lan opened her mouth before she said: "Xia Lan doesn't know if Prince Zhuang and the eldest lord of the Wang family can instruct Cai Ge Lao, but Gu's mother and Qiu Ju said that when they were in Jinling, the prince had saved the girl's life in the earthquake, and in the official post in Quyang, the girl had also saved the prince's life.

Xia Lan just thinks that in this life, how many people can meet people who live and die together? Those things, ordinary people don't talk about in their lives, even if they don't hear about it. Qiu Ju and I both think that the girl and the prince are very good, and I don't know why the girl is so angry. Xu is girl and the prince are not better than us, always thinking too much. ”

"Don't talk about it, Xia Lan," Lin Zhixuan was very tired, as if she had just made up her mind, and her mood fluctuated again by Xia Lan's words, "Don't say Xia Lan, I'm tired, I'm going to sleep." ”

Xia Lan hurriedly stopped her mouth, and she was afraid that she would make Lin Zhixuan unhappy, so she was secretly annoyed. only carefully turned off the lights, and folded the tent for Lin Zhixuan, and then went back to lie on the kang, about to sleep, but heard Lin Zhixuan's voice come out of the gauze tent again, but there was less tiredness and more determination: "Xia Lan, don't say these words in the future." ”

Xia Lan's heart sank when she heard Lin Zhixuan's words, but she still answered obediently: "Yes, girl, Xia Lan will never say it again in the future." ”

The next day, Lin Zhixuan got up early in the morning, as if she had let go of a concern. After washing, she went to have breakfast with Mrs. Wang, Lin Zhixuan originally planned to go to Lin Ruoxuan's room after breakfast to ask about the shop outside, Lin Ruoxuan's belly has been almost five months, and it is when the child grows the fastest, and her belly is getting bigger.

But I didn't want Mrs. Wang to keep Lin Zhixuan, and I wanted to discuss with her about buying a house in Beijing: "I watched your father enter Beijing this time, let's see if we can walk around the relationship between the Li family and the Wang family, and leave your father in the capital." ”

Lin Zhixuan said: "These circles of fame and fortune in the capital, who live and die all day long, how can they be at ease in Hangzhou." ”

Mrs. Wang did a family affair for Wang Chunan, saw the prosperity of spending money like flowing water in Beijing, and was held by Wang Peizhen in front of the ladies in the capital, where could she be willing to go back to Hangzhou again. Moreover, Mrs. Wang is also thinking about Lin Zhixuan, in these days of the Wang family and the Liang family, Mrs. Wang has already seen that her daughter is not a thing in the pool, and she only hates how she didn't give birth to a boy.

However, even if it is her daughter, Mrs. Wang only thinks that only the dignitaries and wealthy families in the capital can be worthy of Lin Zhixuan. Besides, Lin Zhixuan's means are not weak, and she will definitely be able to protect herself in the back house, and the sons of the family raised under the cumbersome and graceful and meticulous rules in Beijing are not comparable to the children of Hangzhou.

In order for Lin Zhixuan to marry a good family in the future, she should really mention Lin Penghai's official rank and stay in the capital. In the future, Lin Zhixuan's children may be able to enter the country to study, and they have dealt with the princes and nobles since childhood.

With the momentum of Chu Nan and Xue An, Lin Zhixuan's children can enter and leave the palace in the future, maybe the brothers can learn to ride horses and shoot arrows with the princes, and the sisters can also be like Chu Nan, who have been in and out of the palace since childhood and play with the princesses.

Their Lin family is no longer the same as before.

Therefore, for Lin Zhixuan, for Lin Zhixuan's children, Mrs. Wang also wanted Lin Zhixuan to stay in the capital.

Besides, she told Wang Peizhen that she would let Wang Peizhen help Lin Zhixuan marry Luo Men as soon as possible.

Mrs. Wang's meaning is the same as Li Miaosheng's, she still wants to buy her own house in Beijing now, and she can't always live as a guest, whether it is the Liang family or the Li family, it is not a long-term solution.

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