Chapter 158: I'm Sorry

Taking over the Sang family sounds like infinite scenery, but in fact, the dark tide is turbulent. Although the grandfather is the chairman of the Sang family, the person who has actually controlled the Sang family over the years is the second uncle. I'm taking over the Sang family now, and it's obvious that I'm fighting with him, and it's strange that he can tolerate me. Dad must have taken this into account, so he didn't want Grandpa to tell me about it.

If Grandpa had said this yesterday, I would have 100 percent refused. But. I now suddenly realize that even if I don't fight for anything and live my life honestly, they never want me to have a good time. Now, Zhang Guirong's hands are stretched out to the babies.

I can't help but think of the truth that Jin Junchi taught me, to be a strong man who makes the opponent fearful, to destroy his will, even when I think of you, I am trembling with fear, and I feel ashamed and ashamed. What is considered a strong person is not necessarily to be invincible forever, but no matter how bad the situation is, there are rebellious bones, no matter how ruthless the opponent's methods are, as long as you don't want your life, you have to be ready to take revenge at any time, or even lose your own life.

Women are always a little weaker compared to men. But if someone dares to put bad intentions on her children, the power of resistance that erupts from the body is absolutely amazing.

I took a deep breath: "Grandpa, I won't let you down. ”

"Good. Grandpa nodded, "You are a child who can do great things, grandpa believes in you." ”

I don't want to do anything big, but if that's the only way to protect the people and things I want to protect, then I don't mind doing it.

"Mama...... You see...... "My little girl came running with a skirt pinched and braided on the top of her head, and finally fastened it with a pink bow adorned with broken diamonds, and she was wearing a little gauze dress of the same color as the bow, and she was as beautiful as a little fairy."

"Baby, it's beautiful. I picked up the little girl and kissed her pink little face. My little girl has grown up and used to be only interested in sweets, but now she has learned to pay attention to more things.

"Mommy is taking you out to play. "I asked the nanny to prepare a sunhat and a kettle, Xiao Yu obediently put on a small hat, Ling'er refused to wear a hat in order to show her bow, so the nanny had to take a small parasol to her. When the little girl saw the lace parasol, she liked it very much.

Lao Zhao drove us to the beach in a battery car, and the beach here is very clean and there are few people. However, the sand is very large, and it is a little hard to step on. Children have a natural preference for sand, and the two little ones carry small buckets and small shovels, and soon they have a lot of fun.

There was nothing to cover the beach, it was so sunny that I wanted to put on a big parasol to shield the babies from the sun. But the parasol was too big, and I struggled with the nanny to get it done.

"Young grandma, I'll come. "Ah Zheng ran out of nowhere.

"Good. ”

Ah Zheng quickly put the umbrella up, and then trotted back to the small yacht leaning on the side of the boardwalk. I subconsciously looked over there, but it was so far away that I couldn't see anything clearly. However, my intuition told me that Jin Junchi was there. I remembered that the maid named Mo Mo said that Jin Junchi was going out today. I didn't think much of it and withdrew my gaze.

"Mama, shell......" Ling'er ran to me with a white shell.

"Baby, let's go under the umbrella to play, it's too sunny here. I pulled Ling'er under the parasol, and the little girl showed me the shells, round stones, and small conches that had been dug out of the sand one by one. After playing for a while, I looked up and found that the little yacht was still parked there and had not left.

"Give them some water, and I'll be back in a moment." "I explained to the nanny and told her to take care of the baby. Then, he trotted to the other side of the boardwalk. I guessed correctly, Jin Junchi was on the yacht, he sat straight by the porthole, and looked at the baby playing on the beach with blazing eyes. Although he didn't say anything, the tenderness in his eyes was enough to show how happy he was.

"I brought them here. Before I could move my steps, Jin Junchi suddenly spoke, "No." ”

I felt like someone had cast a spell on me, my body froze there, and I didn't even know whether to stand here or leaveβ€”what do you mean by 'no'?

I was going to bring my baby to meet him, but when I found out that his yacht had not left, I even had a faint expectation. He'll come to us, or ...... Let Ah Zheng come and tell me that he wants to see the baby. I could tell that he liked the baby, but it wasn't hard to see his restraint.

True 'like' is like coughing, and no matter how strong your self-control is, you can't restrain it. Do you like to look at him from a distance? At this moment, I suddenly began to doubt. It feels terrible to have to doubt what you once believed in, like someone pouring a bucket of ice water from your head, cold from the inside out. Looking at Jin Junchi's calm posture like a sculpture, I was suddenly annoyed.

"What are you afraid of? If you can't walk all the time, won't you see the baby all the time?" I know it hurts to say this, but when I was stung, I didn't have so much energy to think about Jin Junchi's feelings, "Whether you can be the same as before doesn't matter to me at all!"

"It really doesn't matter? I used to be able to do a lot of things for you, take you to see the Northern Lights, go anywhere you want. But now, I can't even do such a simple action as picking you up, and I don't even have the ability to walk in front of me. As for the promises to take care of you and protect you, they can only be talked. A layer of gray mist rose in Jin Junchi's eyes, and he couldn't see a little brilliance, "Xiaowan, have you ever thought that in fact, what you like and want to face each other day and night is just me in the past." Now, it's all different......"

"Jin Junchi, do you think that accepting your care, being tolerated and pampered by you, and enjoying your care, this is all the reason why I love you?" Could it be that Jin Junchi thinks that I am a spoiled little princess, without a little sense of responsibility and responsibility, and only asks for love, "If this is the case, you are not the only one who can treat me like this!" My eyes were very sour, but I held back my tears, "Every word I said was very serious, not comfort or temptation." I'm 24 years old and I know what I'm talking about and what I'm doing!"

Jin Junchi lowered his eyes, and his thick eyelashes covered a deep silence: "I know that you don't talk about it casually, and you won't dislike me." However, I would dislike myself. It was originally a life run by two people, but suddenly it became that you revolved around me. Help me go to the bathroom, help me shower and change my clothes...... But if one day you get sick, I can't even help you with a glass of water...... Such a cruel life, I would rather die. ”

No matter how difficult it was, Jin Junchi worked hard for two years, and as soon as I intervened in his life, did he not have the courage to live? Perhaps my existence was a stimulus to him at all, and I made him have to face the hardships and cruelty of reality. I seem to be pushing him again, no, no, no, it's not what I want.

"I'm sorry. "I made a mistake again, and although I didn't know how to do it right, I had to stop this 'mistake' first. I have to get out of here immediately, otherwise either I will collapse or I will collapse with Jin Junchi. I turned and ran off the yacht, and on two occasions I almost fell because I was so fast. I stumbled back to the beach, the sun shining straight down on me, but I didn't feel hot at all.

"Mommy......" Xiao Yu held my hand.

I took a deep breath and squatted in front of Xiao Yu: "What does the baby want?"

"Why is Mom crying?" Xiao Yu covered my cheek with a small palm, "Mom hugs." I tightened my arms and buried my face in his tiny shoulders.

"Ling'er also wants to hug. The little girl also ran over and arched into my arms.

I hugged two small soft bodies, feeling that as long as I had them, my world was already complete. You can't be too greedy, you have to force yourself and Jin Jun to the point where you have no way back, it's too cruel. If being together makes Jin Junchi feel miserable, then it's not bad now, let's pretend that we are all living well. I just want him to be comfortable, and the rest, for me, really doesn't matter.

Grandpa quickly got the lawyer to transfer the equity to me, and the shareholder meeting was scheduled for next Tuesday. On Monday, I went back to the company to hand over to Xiang Qi, and Xiang Qi said while signing my resignation letter: "I knew this earlier, and I went to Paris to learn how to do fashion design, which wasted my hard work in choosing a mentor for you." ”

"There is nothing to do in vain in this world, and it is always good for a promising young man like me to learn more. I smiled and took the signed report from Xiang Qi, "Where are you so sorry, you just feel that the senior laborers who have been carefully trained for two years have not been used back to their original needs, and they are very unwilling." ”

"Only by seeing through but not talking through can we be friends. Xiang Qi threw away the pen in his hand and fell steadily into the pen holder.

"Thank you Director Xiang for cultivating me, we will have a period in the future. I waved my hand.

"It just happened that the department had dinner in the evening, and you also took the time to come and help you get a farewell party by the way. Xiang Qi invited.

"Okay, I'll be there. ”

"Book a place, I'll let Secretary Jia inform you. ”

"You've set up a dinner party, but you haven't decided on a place?" I raised an eyebrow.

"Since I'm going to hold a farewell party for you, I naturally want to change to a more advanced place. Xiang Qi smiled faintly, "Don't seem to be disrespectful enough to Vice President Sang." ”

"I didn't say that much. Let's go to the personnel department first. ”

"You go and get busy first, and then contact later. ”

After all the formalities were completed, I received a call from Jia Ling, and the dinner was scheduled for 8 o'clock in the evening.