"By the way, Xiao Nan, what time is it today?" Zhang Xiaobei saw that Yue Nan had stabilized, so he changed the topic.

"It's June 6th. Yue Nanqi replied.

"For 20 days, I don't know if I can go to the ground. Zhang Xiaobei shook his head and said.

"What's wrong?"

"Graduation ceremony!" Zhang Xiaobei said a little helplessly.

At this time, Director Zhao knocked on the door again and came in: "Yue Nanqi, is it?"

"Yes. "This person has just seen it, Yue Nanqi thought.

"Director Zhao. Zhang Xiaobei pulled Yue Nanqi's hand.

Yue Nanqi also hurriedly said, "Director Zhao is good. ”

"Just now, the chairman of our board of directors has already said hello to your school, and helped you take a week's leave, I hope you can accompany Zhang Xiaobei here, how about it?" Director Zhao said with a smile.

obviously created a chance for the two of them to get along, and said it so tactfully, as if asking Yue Nanqi for help.

The eyes of the two children suddenly lit up: "Thank you, Director Zhao." ”

Director Zhao went out after speaking, and Yue Nanqi really sighed and said: "Who is the chairman of your board of directors, so powerful, just help me ask for leave in a while, I still wanted to come just now, but I don't know if I can invite it down." ”

"I'm afraid it's more than that, I'm afraid your good days are coming soon......" Liu Xiangbo will definitely not call himself, either to the province or to the capital, this is not a matter.

In fact, there is really no need to hit the capital.

Of course, if a big leader says hello, it's not interesting to just ask for leave, of course, it's more to take care of it during school.

These people, depending on the color of the leader, are too good.

Of course, Director Zhao treats Zhang Xiaobei better, and Zhang Xiaobei feels a little more and more uneasy in his heart.

I, Zhang Xiaobei, am an ordinary person, how can He De be worth the fight of these people.

Forget it, it doesn't matter, other people's methods are beyond our imagination, isn't there such a saying? Poverty limits my imagination.

In addition, if you think about it, even if you can be "used" by others, then the so-called "use" is probably your own value. Otherwise, expect his parents, who are facing the loess with their backs to the sky, to give him a job with his life's hard work and savings?

And the beautiful girl next to you, what do you take to feed him?

Zhang Xiaobei's face showed a trace of helplessness, of course, this was something that Yue Nanqi was not aware of.

In this month, Zhang Xiaobei has thought a lot, and now Zhang Xiaobei finally understands what is the Marxist philosophical concept of "objective existence".

Only when people get rid of the ideal pretentiousness, regard themselves as an objective existence on the earth, and realize that anything can happen to them, all kinds of legendary diseases, all kinds of dangers, and even death, of course, including all kinds of wealth, all kinds of demands, can they think well for their future.

Life is only one life, and grass and trees are only one autumn. Let's do it.

The people at the bottom of society, the fate can never be in their own hands, and it is good to be able to carry you forward with the waves.

Thinking about it this way, although I have experienced two lives and deaths without graduating, I have also understood so many truths in advance, and it can be regarded as not in vain.

Now if Zhang Xiaobei were to look at the same dormitory again, he would feel that their student spirit was too strong, in other words, a little too naïve.

The world is like this, there is a yang and a yin, there are high-rise buildings, there is a shadow behind it, there are yang flowers, there is insider trading, the laws of this world are not new at all.

Yue Nanqi has lived here for a week and has returned to school, anyway, Zhang Xiaobei's mental state is okay, and the speed of recovery is quite fast, Yue Nanqi is relieved.

But it doesn't matter if she just returned to school, the leaders of the Youth League Committee talked to her again, did her work, asked her to participate in the student union team election next year, and asked her to make positive progress and move closer to the organization.

Listening to Yue Nanqi's daily phone report, Zhang Xiaobei smiled disapprovingly, the desirable place in the capital, the energy is not within the tolerance of ordinary people.

In more than 20 days, Zhang Xiaobei has been able to go to the ground, not because he has to go to the ground, but when the time for this graduation ceremony is coming, he has to go anyway, even if he fixes his ribs with a chest strap, he has to go.

I really can't do it, I have to go in a wheelchair, and it's just once in a lifetime.

Of course, although Zhang Xiaobei is much more mature than his peers, he is still a little young in the end, and he pays attention to what happens once in a lifetime, the first time in life, these things.

Later, there were many "once in a lifetime" and "first time in a lifetime", Zhang Xiaobei was numb, where there are so many memorable things, they are all manifestations of no sense of existence.

……

On June 30, Zhang Xiaobei sat in a wheelchair with a chest strap on his chest, and appeared at the graduation ceremony under the push of Yue Nanqi.

The ninja was in pain, Zhang Xiaobei also changed into a bachelor's uniform, shook hands with the principal cordially, took a photo, and then took a crazy photo with a group of buddies and brothers in the dormitory.

It's just that this has really become Zhang Xiaobei's most special memory, because this time, Zhang Xiaobei has been sitting, in a wheelchair.

After doing it all morning, at noon, the group's car picked up Zhang Xiaobei, what are you doing, you have to be hospitalized, you have to stay for another week, and you have to recuperate for two months.

As for the pile of tattered luggage in the dormitory - go ask for it, whoever likes it, except for a pile of books thrown in the rental house, nothing else.

In this way, he didn't eat the graduation dinner, didn't drink the wine after graduation, and didn't participate in the madness of graduation, so Zhang Xiaobei graduated silently.

July 1st, from today onwards, Zhang Xiaobei is no longer a student, what a wonderful thing, from now on, this school will completely "draw a line" with himself, and it has become a memory to sit in this lecture hall and listen to the class again.

Farewell, Tang Forestry University! Farewell, my alma mater.

Starting from today, Xiaobei has embarked on the society and embarked on the real journey of life. The alma mater, which was useless in my heart before, only today did I realize that she was so beautiful and so nostalgic.

Many years later, Zhang Xiaobei returned to school, met his old roommates, and chatted together about what his alma mater was. Zhang Xiaobei said that his alma mater is the place where I can scold her thousands of times, but I can't tolerate others saying a bad word.