Chapter Thirty-Nine: Accepting the Red Lotus
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What Lan Ting wants to do most after she turns ten is to make everyone stop noticing her. A little bit disgusted with the real world, lively is noisy, bright will be sad, going out is too annoying, there are too many people at the party...... Almost everything that should be longed for and liked is what Lan Ting wants to refuse.
Immerse yourself in the fantasy she constructed, in reality, in addition to learning, thinking, talking and other things that require your brain and heart, even before falling asleep, Lan Ting is also immersed in the illusion created by herself.
There is a difference between fantasy and reality, contradictions bring confusion and struggle, and Lan Ting is more and more disgusted with the hurtful real world.
Lan Ting dropped out of school without going through her relatives. Good children who have always been obedient have chosen to drop out of school by violating school rules - long-term absenteeism.
During this period, Lan Ting only reported peace.
She just didn't want to go...... Stay in crowded places.
Put your phone on silent and put on your earbuds. Looking at the flickering phone screen and listening to the faint doorbell in a daze......
She......
Not a good boy, she's so bad! so willful! so selfish!
She knew she was doing wrong, wrong, and undeserved. But she ......
But she just didn't want to bow her head and change, every time the phone flickered, Lan Ting's heart hurt a little, and every time there was a faint ringtone and knock in her ears, Lan Ting's heart hurt.
There was a strong sense of guilt in her heart, although what she was doing now and the result after that was what she wanted it to be, it was not what her relatives wanted. Maybe she was really a good child who was too obedient before, and she really couldn't be at ease.
She felt like a sinner and was sorry for them......
"Silly child, you are the same as your mother, don't cry, live well, this is your mother's hope, Xiaoting is so well-behaved that she won't let her mother down, right, don't do stupid things." ”
Grandma, Mommy...
..........
She's not a good boy, she's a downright bad boy!
Lan Ting will never forget the look in the head teacher's eyes when she handed her the retirement certificate......
Unbelievable, and deeply heartbroken.
"Xiaoting, you can do a ....... of suspension"
"Eh~........"
A heavy sigh was heavily imprinted on Lan Ting's heart.
She has always been a good child in the eyes of her teachers and classmates~
Quiet, well-behaved and obedient, quiet almost never offended anyone~・・・・・
Hehe.....~
In fact, she wants to be a bad boy even more, what is wrong and what is wrong is expected by everyone, and it is reasonable!
can be willful, can be arrogant, can clearly and unabashedly express their disgust.
I just don't like crowded places! I just don't like schools!
At most, others will say, "Oh, I already knew, I knew she would have chosen this way." At most, at some specific times, I will be reminded to teach the child a lesson.
Instead of attracting too much attention and disbelief, "What! No one would say that she is difficult to get along with, how can a very likable child do this!"
A bunch of calls, though all caring. But Lan Ting still felt too noisy and annoying. She has very few friends, only Momo.
It's too tiring to make up lies and deal with calls that are curious and superfluous.
What she likes is the silence of a person......
A slightly unexpected death, Lan Ting disappeared, the knot in her heart was untied, and the newborn Shiso had some confidence and naughtiness in her eyes that had long been lost by Lan Ting.
Mother wants her to live not simply to live, but to live well and happily.
Live and show off your true self.
In this life, she wants to be a person who can hide herself, and she must be a person who can laugh and be proud of the world.
If life is a play, then she must never play the same two scenes, just like some things.....
Some things don't want to repeat twice!
She has always only read the story once, and the unknown is the most interesting, isn't it?
In this life, she wants to be arrogant once.
She didn't want to feel guilty anymore, and she didn't want to regret it anymore!
........
Blood-red flames ignited in the void. In the black emptiness, the wisps of blood flame are more bright and evil, and the blood flame is woven into a bewitching red lotus, slowly blooming with the sad beauty and the temptation of death.
A crystal tear with sorrow and relief slid down her cheek and on her chin, and Zi Su said goodbye to Lan Ting. The knot in the previous life is fully understood, and the things in the previous life are remembered by Shisu, but it will not make her lose her temper and make her heart full of demons.
A red lotus loomed in the empty eyes, and the eyes regained a trace of brilliance.
The dark and cold evil suppression stone, a pool of decayed red lotus after the rain......
Stretching out his cold fingers and rubbing his eyebrows, with the coolness between his eyebrows, Shisu's mind slowly cleared up, searching for his previous memories.
She found that her body was now very weak and fragile, as if all her energy had been drained, and a strand of hair on the side of her head had turned a dull pale that had lost its vitality.
As soon as his mind moved, the time by the lotus pond began to accelerate. In order not to delay the blood feeding, Shiso slowed down the time in this area to the outside world. Sometimes there is a delay or even a slower time than the outside world.
The decay of a pond began to recede, and the red lotus quickly bloomed again in front of Shiso's eyes. But compared to before, there is a lot less smart and bewitching beauty.
Now this is just a pool of blood flames with a hint of karmic fire, and it is no longer a beautiful red lotus karmic fire.
Looking inside, a beautiful red lotus blooms in the dantian. The blood-colored flames separated from the red lotus and turned into small red lotuses blooming, and the small red lotus bloomed and turned into blood flames and merged into the red lotus.
Leave, bloom, wither, return......
Repeated over and over again, there seems to be some kind of mysterious, esoteric laws and truths, but unfortunately Shisu still can't understand this legendary red lotus that blooms in hell.
After swallowing a whole bottle and ten special top-grade spirit pills, Shisu felt that he had the strength in his body and was no longer weak.
The vitality of ten top-grade Yunling Pills is enough to support two ordinary Jindan late-stage monks, Zi Su secretly sighed that if it weren't for her cultivation of "Mixed Yuan Spiritual Decision", the vitality of the "Mixed Yuan Spiritual Decision" far exceeded that of ordinary monks, and she would have been drained of vitality this time and died, how could she still accept the Red Lotus Karma Fire~
It's no wonder that non-Yuan Infant Great Perfection half-step transformation gods can't be tried!
The Red Lotus Karma Fire lives up to its reputation! Seeing the true heart, it burns the sins and burns all the evils.
Swallowing a few bottles of ordinary unfrequented Yun Ling Pill to replenish her aura, and subduing the red lotus, her aura was all exhausted, and her vitality was greatly damaged. But you can finally refine the natal magic weapon!
Yin and Yang Stone, Qiankun Jade, Wuji Water, Baiyue Stone, Neon Thousand Blood, Cotton Silk in the Air, Variety Jade Paste....... Hee-hee, her morning and dusk life and death fan, waiting for her to .......~
I'm so happy that I can~ I can finally get out of the state of abject poverty without treasures!
If Shiso's heart is heard by everyone in the know, it is enough to vomit three liters of blood and three souls out of the body and turn into a ghost.
Aside from these, your space alone is enough to make people envious, jealous and hateful, and in the cultivation world, it is something that even immortals will be tempted by... Yes... Yes....
If you are poor, then there is no reason, compared with you, Lao Tzu is a naked poor and treasureless family!