Chapter 11: The Continuation of Love: A Suicide Note
At noon the next day, Hou Jing's parents, sister, and brother-in-law rushed to Hoh. Yesterday, as soon as the waiting mother hung up Xiaoqing's phone, they immediately bought a train ticket from Tongliao to Hohshi, and got on the train without dinner in the afternoon.
They were all anxious to see their son for the last time. Hou Jing's death caused each of them to endure heart-rending grief. The most sad is Hou Jing's mother. The child is a piece of flesh that falls from the mother's body after ten months of pregnancy.
Now that the son is dead, how can he not make his mother's heart ache. Moreover, the waiting mother is a white-haired person to a black-haired person, which is even more painful. She didn't eat or drink, and she was already crying like a tearful person when she arrived in Hoh.
As soon as Hou Mu walked to the door, she saw Hou Jing lying on the bed without moving. More than ten hours of not eating, drinking, and traveling long distances made her body weak. However, the moment she saw her son, she seemed to suddenly have the power of heaven's help, and she quickly ran to Hou Jing's bed.
She hugged Hou Jing and cried and howled.
Looking at the painful appearance of her mother, Xiaoqing's heart was also very uncomfortable. She wanted to comfort her mother, but she didn't. Although she has never been a mother, she can fully appreciate the mood of waiting for her mother. What's the point of a mother who has lost her son and weeps bitterly in front of her son's corpse?
"It's all my fault. It was I who didn't take good care of Hou Jing and caused you to lose your loved ones. Beat me and scold me. Xiaoqing blamed herself.
"It's not your fault. Life and death matter. Hou Jing's sister said comforting to Xiaoqing.
"The dead are greater. Let's not be sad and sad. Hou Jing's future affairs should also be done as soon as possible, so that he can be buried as soon as possible. Hou Jing's brother-in-law said.
"That's right. Father Hou also strongly agreed with his son-in-law's proposal.
Xiaoqing forgot a major event because of excessive sadness. Hou Jing also wrote a suicide note before he died. The suicide note was accidentally discovered when she was packing up Hou Jing's belongings. It was encased in an envelope with no postage stamp or seal, and only the words "Parents Sincerely" were written on it.
Xiaoqing didn't take it out to see it, because Hou Jingyan asked his parents to open it.
"Hou Jing left a letter to you before he died. ”
"Where?"
"I'll give it to you. ”
After Xiaoqing took Hou Jing's suicide note, everyone gathered around to look at it, as if looking at a treasure. It's a treasure for them. Looking at the suicide note, it is like listening to Hou Jing talking, which will make them feel that Hou Jing seems to be still by their side. The suicide note reads:
Dear parents,
Hello, please forgive your son's unfilial piety. By the time you read this letter, the son has been
Left this world.
The reason why I have concealed my illness from you is because I do not want you to grieve for me. you
He worked hard to raise me as an adult and for me to finish college. I should have worked hard to repay you
The nurturing grace of us. However, in the end, I still didn't achieve anything. I'm ashamed of you.
Xiaoqing has been with me for more than seven years and has always cared for and cared for me. I've been working for four years, and I've saved
Some of the money was originally intended to be used to buy a house as a new house for me and Xiaoqing to get married. seemingly
I don't need it now. Please give all this money to Xiaoqing, as my gratitude to her.
When I die, please bury my ashes in my hometown. I want to accompany and bless me forever underground
Blessed with you, I guess I did my son's poor care.
I wish you all happiness such as the East China Sea, and longevity than Nanshan!
Unfilial son Hou Jing
The end of the suicide note is undated.
Hou Jing's body was cremated in Hoh. The ashes are packed in a small box. Hou Jing had already said that he would take Xiaoqing to his house to have a look, but he couldn't get his wish until he died, and in the end, Xiaoqing went to his hometown with his ashes all the way.