When I came back from the White City, I thought something would happen next, but not everything in this world will go in the direction that people have set. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Three years have passed, and if it weren't for the occasional wake-up in the middle of the night to study that 'brush', I would have almost forgotten some of the things I had before.

It's the only thing that reminds me that it's not over!

At least, no one has noticed that I still have such a 'brush' in my hand.

And the ordinary life almost made me feel that my previous experience was completely an illusion!

Now that life has returned to peace, as an ordinary person, you will still be somewhat disturbed by some trivial things!

During this time, my mood has not been very beautiful.

Today's performance is even worse, my mood has been restless, and I always feel that something bad is about to happen.

I turned on the computer and flipped through the mailbox, but I almost didn't see any expected reply, only a few small orders that didn't hurt or itch, and I couldn't help but feel more upset.

Finicked, I lit a cigarette and leaned back in my chair and squinted in thought.

I don't know if this year is a very bad year for me or other reasons, since the beginning of the year, the company's orders are almost none, even if it is a small order, it is also sporadic and can be counted on your fingers.

Since October last year, for unknown reasons, orders have been almost extinct. I'm starting to regret whether the decision to relocate early last year was too irrational.

At the beginning, for a large order from a customer, he resolutely moved the company to a nest, and the company's personnel also expanded a lot, and all of a sudden, the cost increased several times. It can be maintained in the first half of the year, but there will be some trouble in the second half of the year.

Originally, I expected to take the company to a higher level because of this, and everyone would do a good job. However, the weather did not go as expected, and after a few months of losses, the company began to be stretched.

For a small company like mine, I know all too well what a broken chain of money means.

Seeing that it was almost time to pay the rent and pay my salary, I began to feel uncomfortable again when I looked at the balance on the books.

Faced with such a dilemma, I suddenly felt a little lost and at a loss.

From my own point of view, I have always wanted to do something in my lifetime, so I have quite a bad reputation for the current corporate climate.

In the decades of China's reform and opening up, there are many enterprises that have emerged at the right time, but there are also countless that disappear at any time. Especially in the city of Shenzhen, the performance is particularly prominent.

Nowadays, this phenomenon is even more obvious, especially for small businesses like ours, where a random gust of wind can disappear countless times overnight.

In the final analysis, their own technology is weak, R&D investment is too little, there is basically no competitiveness, peers are usually vicious price competition, killing each other, the winners are those old enterprises, especially those with strong technology and financial resources of foreign-funded enterprises.

And the government often only supports some strong enterprises, for small enterprises like us, which are not more than 100 people, they can only fend for themselves, and everyone can ask for more blessings.

It used to be ambitious and wanted to be a brand and an enterprise with independent innovation capabilities.

But the reality is always skinny, and after a few years, my ambition has almost worn out.

I feel that the development of the company has a lot to do with my personal personality, so at the beginning of this year, I subdivided all the work, except for major matters such as company decision-making and fund management, I no longer directly involved in most of the rest of the work.

First, I felt a little tired, and secondly, the current stagnation of the company probably had something to do with me, so I put forward my own plan at the shareholders' meeting at the beginning of the year. But after a few months, the company's business is still quiet, and there is no improvement at all.

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When Gu Xin came in, I was squinting and leaning back on the chair.

I guess he thought I was sleeping, so he put the backpack on his shoulder on the sofa and sat down cautiously, for fear of waking me up. But even these small movements and sounds made me roll my eyelids, and when I saw that he didn't react, I was ready to continue squinting.

Normally, I'm not squinting and I'm not sleeping.

Just as I was thinking about it, I heard a "pop", and then I smelled a familiar smell.

"San'er, you're inhaling second-hand smoke again!" I snapped my eyes open.

"You're not a non-smoker. When Gu Xin saw me open his eyes, he hurriedly walked over, handed one over and lit it for me.

I took a hard sip and looked up at him, there was really not the slightest guilt or apology on his face, he looked a lot haggard after not seeing him for a while. Despite this, he was dressed very neatly, and his state showed no signs of relaxation. This has a lot to do with his military background.

"Lao Tzu sucks a hand, not a second-hand!" I have always been unforgiving.

In front of Gu Xin, my words and deeds are very similar to the underworld boss in the movie, not like the boss.

"When did you arrive?" I asked.

"Half an hour ago. Gu Xin looked a little out of sharpness, as if something bad had happened, his brows were not raised, and there was a hint of sadness. In my impression, in this world, Gu Xin will not be so concerned about anything else except his wife.

Could it be that something happened to his wife? My heart was cold.

"My mother is gone. Before I could ask, Gu Xin came up with this sentence.

After hearing this, I felt cold from head to toe, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable. Because Bride Gu is also my godmother.

The first time I met my godmother, it was three years ago.

Of course, everything started with Gu Xin.

It was also very surprising to know Gu Xin, he was the little security guard I had helped when I was in Baicheng three years ago.

To be honest, that time was purely my own impulse, and I never thought that Gu Xin and I would become brothers-like friends.

I'm a very strange person, I never pay attention to many things that I don't think are important, and I guess I forgot about it after helping Gu Xin that day.

The reason why I remember it now is because Gu Xin is by my side, and this incident is related to the whole story.

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It was noon one day, two months after I returned from White City.

At the time, I was bored flipping through the web pages in my office.

There was a knock on the door, and I just said "Please come in", when I saw a person push open the door and Shi Shiran walked in.

"Mr. Qi, hello, do you remember me?" asked the person who came to split his head.

I looked up and didn't recognize me.

The heart said who the are you, it's not a salesman.

At first, I thought it was Xiao Fang (my secretary), but who knew that a stranger came in! At noon, did he go away just after eating? The security guard at the door fired him today.

"I'm sorry, I'm forgetful. "Everyone is here, I just can't remember, "Please take a seat, what's your surname?"

"Big brother, I've been looking for you for half a month!" the man sat down, "My name is Gu Xin, do you remember what happened in Baicheng? I am the security guard you gave me money." ”

Grass, I beat my head, and finally remembered.