Chapter 15: The True Pessimist

Hearing this, Cha Di's face turned pale, and his eyes were almost about to burst into flames, but he didn't dare to have the slightest attack on the woman with superior strength in front of him.

The woman in the white cloak is defecting from the Manga Society.

At this time, his eyes were kind and calm, and he couldn't see any waves, but this kind of incomprehensible eyes made Cha Tu feel even colder.

No, he turned his head to the side, and then looked faintly at the lively atmosphere of the bar, where everyone did not notice the movement of the tea pot, and everyone was still immersed in an extremely joyful atmosphere.

After staring at it for a long time, he sighed: "There are still many familiar faces." ”

Cha Tu said: "I'm afraid it's an enemy who knows something." He smiled lightly and didn't say anything.

Seeing that there was no excesses or premonitions, Cha Tu couldn't help but exhale a little, and at the same time stretched his palm under the bar.

"You know what? Before that, I had imagined what the future would look like, and there were many imaginary scenarios, and the way it was now was neither good nor bad, but it was also a little surprising to me. ”

Cha Tu sneered, "I'm curious about what the worst-case scenario will be?

No, out of the corner of his eye, he glanced at the tea tea.

"You're someone who lived through that dark time, and you should know that death and imprisonment are not the worst possible outcome. ”

Cha Di's face turned a little pale, and her lips trembled lightly without spitting out a word.

"Of course, that's the last thing I want to see, after all, there's nothing more tragic in this world than cannibalism." ”

"But things eventually got to that point. With that, he picked up the already warm lime wine in front of him and drank it down.

"It was a dark time that I can't forget, but I just know that I survived that scuffle, and tonight... Hehe, I have the possibility of dying at the hands of 'my own people'. ”

For Cha Tu's words, he not only smiled lightly, neither admitted nor refuted.

After a while, he said, "Actually, it was painful to think about that time now, but no one felt hopeless, and everyone believed that one day everyone would defeat the hunters, achieve victory, and finally gain freedom and sunshine. ”

Cha Tu's eyes seem to be caught in the illusion of memories of the past.

"Yes, it was a chaotic and determined time, and both the blasphemer and the clan shared a common goal, for which everyone was willing to give their best, even their lives. ”

After that, Cha Tu said, "Do you remember the people who died in battle in those years?"

After a pause, he nodded: "Of course I remember, many people's faces can clearly appear in front of them, that feeling... It's like it all happened yesterday. ”

Cha Tu said: "Do you remember a person named Zhou Ting?"

No, he nodded.

"Very nice boy, outstanding in both ability and other aspects, just... It's a pity...", he frowned slightly, "If I'm not mistaken, I remember that his dream was to become a professional racing driver." ”

Cha Tu smiled lightly: "Is that all?"

No, I don't want to look at the tea with doubts.

Cha Tu smiled faintly and said, "He likes you very much, of course, it's not the same as the feeling of liking others." ”

Hearing this, he fell silent, and then shook his head lightly and said, "I don't know about this. ”

Cha Tu smiled: "I don't blame you, if you want to blame that kid for being too shy, he usually just sees you and meets red-eared, how can he pour out his heart." ”

After laughing, the smile on Cha Tu's face faded.

But it's a pity that he didn't express his heart until the end. ”

Hearing this, he smiled indifferently again, but no one could see what kind of emotion was contained in his smile.

Cha Tu sighed and smiled miserably: "But it doesn't matter anymore, everything has passed." ”

No, he muttered, "yes, it's all over." ”

Cha Tu said: "Actually, there are still some things that I just said that are not accurate, and not everyone reports the same purpose, right?

No, he smiled indifferently and said, "This can be regarded as a kind of precaution." ”

Cha Tu sneered: "It's a rainy day, I didn't expect you to be so clever when you have always been like an iceberg." ”

No, he said: "What I have stated is just the facts. "We have been fighting against hunters and the world for many years, but have we really won the freedom and sunshine that belong to us? We just try to hide our identities, carefully disguise ourselves as ordinary people to live, we have no social circle of our own, we don't have friends who dare to fully trust, and we even try our best to control our many desires and feelings." What's the difference between this so-called life and those pet dogs in captivity?"

"We are not really disguised as human beings, we are. ”

No, he sneered, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Who admits it?"

Cha Tu was silent.

No, he said: "You, for so many years, you have been deceived by the 'vision blueprint' planned by the paper kite, and you are willing to believe her no matter how ruthless the objective reality is." In a way, the paper kite protects you and harms you. ”

Although he was afraid of the strength of the company and was concerned about the safety of the others on the scene, he couldn't bear the criticism of the paper kite, and in his mind, the paper kite was like a sacred totem.

No, he said: "You should know that the paper kite was seriously injured not long ago. Cha Tu was silent, as the leader of the Manyan Society in the fourth district, he naturally knew something about this matter.

He continued: "Although she has been fortunate to recover from some things, it is uncertain how long this luck can be maintained, and whether it will befall her next time. Cha Tu remained silent about this, apparently knowing the same thing about this time.

"And what do you think caused such a thing to happen?"

Cha Tu continued to be silent.

"I've been by her side for so many years and helped her deal with a lot of things. This made me know more about not only the Manyan Society, but also about her. As you know, the paper kite is a person who takes care of the overall situation and can give everything for the sake of his family. But in my eyes, she can only be regarded as a chivalrous man with affection and righteousness, and as the head of a family, she is too kind and naΓ―ve. ”

Cha Tu wanted to use this to mock Bubu, but when he thought about it, it really didn't make sense to talk so fast at this moment.

"Actually, in recent years, the world of blasphemers has not completely survived the dark period, and you don't want to think about it, those high-ranking government officials will tolerate the existence of such a dangerous group as the blasphemers, and besides, the group of mad dog-like hunters in the Nine Places will willingly disappear from here?"

In fact, the undercurrents in the past few years have also been turbulent and terrifying, but these undercurrents rushing to the Manyan Club have almost been borne by the paper kite alone. ”

Although there is no example to illustrate, but with Cha Tu's understanding of No, he can also imagine the seriousness of what he said.

"Sometimes I don't understand what the paper kite does, and I don't understand why she has to bear all this pressure alone. I didn't ask her once, but her answer was always so light-hearted. ”

In this regard, Cha Tu couldn't help but be even more moved.

"Now you know how you feel after this? It's a sigh and a lot of guilt? Hehe, but what's the use of all these things?"

"Why..."

"Huh?"

"Why!" Cha Tu's voice amplified, and then his gaze fixed on him.

"If you know so much about paper kites, why did you end up betraying her?"

No, the face under the hood showed a hint of gloom.

"As I said earlier, I admire and appreciate the paper kite, but I don't agree with her approach. In other words, I don't see any future in her. ”

"I don't need to say that you also know something about what happened on the island of the moon at the moment, and compared to Sakura and Thangka, they will also infiltrate some information to you." Yes, the real war has arrived, it is inevitable, and it is not accidental, it was predestined many years ago. ”

"Believe me, it's just as inevitable that this incident of Inwar and the Templars will eventually turn into a battle between humans and the Blasphemers. ”

After a pause, he said, "For this, someone has been aware of this for many years. I can tell you unequivocally that paper kites are also one of them. ”

Cha Tu was a little stunned when he heard this, but his surprised expression quickly turned to doubt.

"The paper kite has a noble personality, but it is by no means stupid, which is foreseen to be there, and its farther encounter is that it sees through the essence and outcome of this war." ”

Hearing this, Cha Di's face changed again, and he had already heard the meaning of the words.

Looking at Cha Di's expression, he couldn't help but chuckle: "That's right, compared to what you already realize, Paper Kite is not optimistic about this war, she thinks that the blasphemer will definitely lose, and even perish." ”

"You talk nonsense!"

Cha Tu whispered angrily, her fists already clenched together.

No, no, but he didn't think so, and continued to smile: "It's a surprise, isn't it? But I'm sorry, I didn't mean to deceive you, I can swear by everything I have, and I'm not lying about that." ”

"Each of you knows how powerful and confident the paper kite is, but you don't know that the paper kite is a complete pessimist. This inner feeling was not told to me by her own mouth, but it was something that I gradually discovered over the years of getting along. ”

Cha Tu's eyes stared at him, and his body trembled uncontrollably.

No, he said: "When I realized the feelings in the paper kite's heart, I somewhat understood why she had to force herself to support this big mess for so many years. ”

"Paper Kite has a heart of compassion for the world, and even though she is aware of the future end, she still does not want to share the pressure and pain with you. Perhaps she didn't want the blasphemers to fall into a state of utter despair, thus embodying the outbreak of war, which would not only lead to the destruction of the blasphemers, but also the destruction of more innocent people. ”

He said with a smile: "Now you understand why the Manyan Society can be inclusive of all rivers and rivers and accept all the blasphemers who are willing to join in." Paper Kite wants to build a huge 'utopian city' on its own, in which you can live happily, but this life has its own specific period, and when the paper kite completely collapses, this 'utopian city' will collapse and be destroyed. ”

Cha Tu listened silently, and the hatred in his eyes at this time had completely disappeared, replaced by endless complexity and confusion.

At this time, I finally spoke my heart.

"By now you should understand why I'm here today. The reason is simple, because I don't want to die. ”

Alive.

This is the most primitive and basic desire and motivation of human beings.

"I don't want to wait until the moment the paper kite falls, and then I will be like a lost dog and be in a panic for the rest of my life, and finally fall into an unimaginable tragic end." I have a completely different idea of the paper kite's pessimistic expectations, I want to resist! I want to change all this!"

"Of course, this is not only my idea, but also TAROT's idea. Resist, resolutely resist, completely resist, let all the enemies who want to kill us be destroyed, let the world recognize us completely, out of sincerity, out of fear, in short, we want to be able to really walk on the street in the sun with our heads held high. This is true freedom!"

In the end, he finally slowly controlled his emotions, and it was obvious that the words just now made the usually silent and steady No, also rarely excited.

Looking at the appearance of No, Cha Tu's heart actually had some understanding of it for a while, but this does not mean that he agrees with it.

Cha Tu turned around, took out two cups from the wine cabinet, poured red wine into both glasses, and didn't care whether he accepted it or not, so he put one of them in front of him.

"Do you remember what it was like when this place was first established?" Cha Tu abruptly changed the subject.

No, he also calmed down again at this time, and nodded quietly after hearing this.

Cha Tu smiled: "It was really a wonderful time, I feel that every day is so happy and happy, I don't remember the past and don't worry about the future." Haha, you also developed the habit of drinking coffee at that time. ”

No, not silently.

Cha Tu said, "Na, I'm sorry. There is no coffee here tonight, only drinking. You and I must have never had a drink with each other. If you can, please give me a face and drink this wine. Once you've drunk it, you can do whatever you want. ”

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