Chapter 248: Drinking This Glass of Despair
Le Mu asked softly, "Is what you just said true?"
Mr. Lu was just immersed in his past, forgetting that Le Mu was still sitting here. "Yun Shu is a good girl, Ji Yun's first love. ”
"I know this girl, Jiarong told me. ”
At this time, Mr. Lu was surprised, and he asked incredulously, "What did you just say?" Did Ji Yun talk about Yun Shu in front of Jiarong?"
Le Mu smiled faintly, "It's not just that I mentioned it." Ji Yun also took Jiarong to meet Yun Shu and Yun Shu's father. ”
"Why is this kid's heart so big, isn't he afraid that Jiarong will be unhappy and dump him immediately?"
When Le Mu heard him say this, she was immediately unhappy, "What do you mean by this, is our Jiarong such an unreasonable person." Even if she knew, what could she do, could the living still fight the dead?"
Mr. Lu laughed twice and begged for mercy: "I know I said something wrong, don't be angry." ”
"I'm not angry, I just don't think it's easy for children to walk together. ”
"It's really not easy," Mr. Lu echoed, "I didn't expect Jiarong to be with Ji Yun after knowing about her past, which is very impressive to me." ”
"Who hasn't ordered the past yet, if you keep holding on to the past, will you be able to live that day. Le Mu said meaningfully, "People, you can't always look backwards, after all, the road always has to go forward." ”
Ji Linling's face changed, and she immediately said unceremoniously, "Who are you talking about when you refer to Sang scolding Huai." ”
Le Mu was surprised and said, "I'm just lamenting life, you don't have to think so much." ”
Mr. Lu continued, "Forget about Yun Shu's matter, didn't Ji Yun become the chairman of the Lu family later, and you want to make yourself like the queen mother who listens to the government, meddling in his work everywhere, if it were someone else, he would have turned his face with you a long time ago, but he cared about you as his mother, although he didn't give you a good face, but he didn't completely turn his face." After that, it's Jiarong's matter, I won't say it, you should know it now. ”
"What can Le Jiarong help him, what's wrong with me wanting him to find a woman who is the right person, so that he can struggle for many years less, is it wrong?"
Le Mu sighed and said, "You're not wrong, as a mother, it's not wrong for you to think like this." ”
Mr. Lu retorted: "It depends on whether this is what Ji Yun wants, since he was a child, you have always managed him with your concepts, and let him learn to do what you have always wanted to do." At the end, he also emphasized, "He is your son, not your puppet." ”
Ji Linling didn't speak, her pretty face was pale and pale, like a dead corpse.
But he never said it to me. ”
"Why didn't he tell you. Every time he talks to you, you always send him away with a few words. Ji Linling, let me ask you, if you had such a mother, would you have a good relationship with her?"
Ji Linling was silent for a long time, and said weakly, "I'm doing this for his good." ”
"Don't cover up your self-serving dictatorship under the guise of doing it for his good. ”
Mother Le pulled Mr. Lu's arm and motioned for him not to overdo it. Mr. Lu glanced back at her and closed his mouth in a kind manner.
"Is that all there is to it?"
Mr. Lu was about to laugh at her casual tone, and he said with a smile, "Isn't this enough?"
"Lu Jiyun won't treat me so ruthlessly because of these periods. He has endured it for so many years, and if it is going to break out, it will break out a long time ago, and if he will not endure it until now, there must be other things. ”
"Do you really want to know?"
Ji Linling nodded, "Even if I die now, I want to die clearly." ”
Mr. Lu glanced at Le Mu, there was a slight struggle in her eyes, Le Mu smiled clearly, she stood up, and said very understandingly, "You guys talk first, I'll go out for a walk." ”
"No," Mr. Lu grabbed her arm, "you don't have to go." ”
"If I'm here, you'll be very inconvenient. ”
"There's nothing inconvenient, I don't want to hide anything from you now. ”
Lemu smiled helplessly, and had to sit back down.
"Okay, if you want to know, then I'll tell you. What he can't bear the most is not the grassland you have made grow on my head, nor the imprisonment of your freedom for him, but the fact that your hands are stained with the blood of innocent people. ”
Ji Linling's body couldn't help but walk up, her expression was like autumn leaves, full of despair.
"There are other things we don't know, and we certainly don't want to know. Now let's just talk about what we know, Yun Shu is one, and the woman who was killed by you last time. ”
"I didn't kill her. Ji Linling flatly denied it.
Mr. Lu didn't speak, just looked at her so directly, obviously not believing what she said.
"Believe it or not, I said I didn't kill him, I didn't kill him, I have no reason to kill him. ”
Mr. Lu showed a sneer, "If she hadn't died, how could Le Yunsheng come out so easily." ”
Ji Linling's face turned white, and he still said stiffly: "I don't care what you think, anyway, it's not something I did, I will never admit it." ”
"Actually, it doesn't matter if you admit it or not, Le Yunsheng has been released, and she is also dead, whether you subjectively want to do it or not, and whether it is your hand or not, but I can be sure of one thing. Mr. Lu paused for a moment and said loudly, "Even if you are not the mastermind, you are definitely an accomplice." ”
The corners of Ji Linling's mouth trembled, and he didn't know whether he was angry or excited. But Mr. Lu didn't give her a chance to defend herself, he waved his hand, and there was a trace of impatience on his face.
"Alright, I've answered all the questions you want to know, should you keep your promise and leave now? Ji Linling, I hope we don't meet again in the future, this should be the best ending for us. ”
Ji Linling was silent for a while, and asked softly, "Do you love me?"
Mr. Lu smiled sarcastically, "What are you talking about now?"
"I don't care, I'll ask you, do you love me?"
Mr. Lu glanced at Le's mother weakly, and saw that the other party had been looking at him with a smile, so he boldly faced his heart and said softly, "Love." ”
After all, it was the person he once loved, Mr. Lu's eyes were very complicated when he looked at Ji Linling, and he wanted to persuade her a few more words, but when he thought of her hedgehog-like personality, he felt that no matter how much he said, it was in vain.
"Good, good, men's love, it's always so cheap. ”
I thought she had come here to reconcile today, but now it seems that he was whimsical.
"Please take a good look at what you have done before you accuse others. Okay, let's not talk a lot of nonsense, please go back. ”
Ji Linling knew that staying here any longer would only make him feel angry, and it was not interesting, so he turned around and left.
Mr. Lu was angry and flustered, he stared at a pair of cold faces of Layue, and sat on the sofa sulking.
"What's wrong, are you in a bad mood?"
"It's nothing," Mr. Lu smiled reluctantly, "I just think it's ironic, I did say at the wedding that I would protect her and love her for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect that how many years have passed, but we have come to this point." ”
Parting ways is still light, and not getting along with each other is their final destination.
"Hey, the world is impermanent, things have happened, it's useless to think so much, after all, time can't be turned back. All we can do now is go with the flow. ”
Mr. Lu pulled Le Mu over, he gently hugged Le Mu's slender waist, pillowed his head on her shoulder, and said sullenly, "I know." However, in my most lost and helpless days, I am glad to have met you. ”
Le Mu smiled noncommittally, thinking that in fact, they should be each other's salvation. In those dark days, they relied on each other's care for each other to get through that difficult and desperate road.
After Ji Linling went back, he locked himself in the room again. She stared at the divorce certificate for a moment, her expression was dull, her eyes were empty, and she lived like a dead corpse whose soul had been out of her body.
"Don't look at it. He directly took away the obstructive document, and looked at Ji Linling's eyes full of distress.
He didn't really take a fancy to Ji Linling's money before he escaped, but he was afraid that if he didn't leave, he would no longer be able to control his demons. His feelings for Ji Linling are actually very complicated, from the initial resentment, unwillingness to the final distress and attachment, it took only a few years.
At first, when Ji Linling punched and kicked him, he was disgusted and angry, but later, he was only full of distress.
Every time he saw her wronged, he wanted to hug her tightly in his arms, but he clearly knew that he didn't have that qualification.
So, just when his mentality was about to collapse across the board, he fled. But after he left, he found that his longing for her had not been alleviated by the distance, but had become more and more overflowing.
So, he regretted it. He thought about it for a long time and finally decided to see her again.
So, he deliberately leaked his whereabouts. He knew that she had been looking for him, and of course the reason she was looking for him was definitely not because of love.
Ji Linling hates anyone's betrayal, this is something she absolutely cannot tolerate.
As early as when he decided to see her, he had already prepared for the worst, so he expressed his love without scruples, but unfortunately, the little woman in front of him didn't believe it.
Still, she chose to forgive him, no, to be exact, she just chose to keep him by her side.
"What are you doing here?"
"I'm here to see you. ”
"You go out, I don't want to see anyone right now. ”
The man seemed to be unable to stop his hot heart anymore, he tightly imprisoned her shoulders, and roared: "Can you not be sad for the man who doesn't love you, can you open your eyes and take a look, the man who loves you the most is not him, it's me, it's me, it's me!"
Ji Linling just glanced at him lightly, she waved his hand away in disgust, and said coldly, "If you really love me, you won't betray me, don't think I've forgiven you." ”
"I don't care if you forgive me, I just want to be with you all the time. Both of us are lonely people, both struggling in despair. I can see that you are tired, but you are still stubborn and refuse to let go of yourself. Suzu, as long as you want, let's leave the city, find a small place, and live a stable life, okay?"