Otherwise, she would not be afraid of the darkness and be disturbed by nightmares. She's just hard to talk about. In the final analysis, all this stems from the shadow left by Su Zihao.

Su Zihao's injury to her was too deep and heavy, and it was difficult to completely heal. Whenever Xiaolong made love to her, she had to keep looking at Xiaolong's face, otherwise, she would mistake it for Su Zihao's attack on her again.

If she told Xiaolong about this, she was worried that Xiaolong would also mistakenly think that after she married Xiaolong, she was still thinking about Su Zihao. This will definitely cause the relationship between her and Xiaolong to be divided. That's what scared her the most.

Xiaolong and Tian Tian were both lying flat on their backs, neither talking nor looking at each other. Suddenly, the two of them turned their heads sideways in unison, looking at each other, making both of them a little timid and embarrassed.

"You didn't sleep?"

"You can't sleep, how can I sleep? I shouldn't have asked you that. Xiaolong's answer really moved Tian Tian. This also made the two hearts, which were a little estranged just now, suddenly get close to each other again.

"I shouldn't have lied to you like that. I'll tell you the truth, don't think about it, don't abandon me. Okay?"

"You are my wife. I can't love you enough, how can I abandon you? Don't think about it, I will be with you well for the rest of my life. Xiaolong said and hugged Tian Tian in his arms.

"Me too. However, when I was with you, somehow, I never forgot him. ”

"Who?" Tian Tian was married to himself and was still thinking about others, and the word "he" in Tian Tian's words touched Xiaolong's most sensitive nerve.

"Su Zihao. ”

"What? You're still thinking about that bastard. Xiaolong's shock continued unabated, causing the arm he was holding Tian Tian to suddenly let go.

"You take your breath and listen patiently to me. I tried my best to forget him, but I couldn't. As soon as the lights went out, I felt that it was him lying next to me, not you. I don't have anything to do with him anymore. I just want to forget about him completely and be with you well. What I said is true, word for word. ”

"I believe in you. Let him pass the past, let's not keep thinking about the painful things in the past, but think more about the present. How nice it is that we eat together, sleep together, and go shopping together! You don't have to forget him, because the more you want to forget him, the more you can't forget him. He has done a lot of evil, and nothing good will come to him. We'll just take care of ours in the future. We live a good life and make this home prosperous. In the coming year, it will be better if you give me another fat boy. Xiaolong hugged Tian Tian in his arms again and comforted her affectionately.

"Think beautifully. ”

Tian Tian finally smiled. Xiaolong was also very happy when he saw it, and couldn't help but kiss Tian Tian. The little dragon's kiss is not over, or rather, it is just the beginning. Then, he caressed her from top to bottom, from the surface to the inside.

Under his caresses, she lost her muscles and bones, leaving only a body as soft as cotton, and there was no longer noise around her, only the sound of love. Tian Tian slowly closed his eyes, looking like a sleeping beauty, but he did not sleep, but held his breath and mobilized all his senses to experience the taste of love.

This is the first time that Tian Tian has experienced sex with full attention, rather than simply bearing it. She also completely distinguished Su Zihao and Wu Xiaolong, the two are very different, whether it is weight, or breath, even the way of caressing is very different, if the former is a storm, then the latter is a gentle drizzle.

Xiaolong turned his head sideways and saw Tian Tian lying quietly in his arms with his eyes closed. She may be asleep, and the little dragon is inconvenient to disturb, just staring at her quietly. The sun outside the window shone on her face, making it shine like a half-moon.

Suddenly, he saw both of her eyes move. He had heard that when people dreamed, their eyes rolled. According to this statement, she was just dreaming. Maybe it wasn't necessarily that way, maybe she just thought of something happy.

Whether he was dreaming or thinking, he felt that it had something to do with last night's events. He also wished that she and he could share the joy of last night.

"Tired, aren't you?" After Tian Tian opened his eyes, Xiaolong immediately asked.

"It's a bit tiring, but it's not in the way. Breakfast is ready, you can get up and eat. ”

"I'm going to have to make up for it, I was so tired last night. ”

"I hate it, get dressed, and don't look at my watch, when is it?" Tian Tian got out of bed, and as he spoke, he threw Xiaolong's T-shirt at him.

When Xiaolong washed, Tian Tian wiped the table and stool and put the breakfast on the table. In the middle of the table is a large white porcelain soup basin containing millet porridge. There is a basket of steamed buns on one side of the soup bowl and two eggs in a small bowl on the other side.

This is the breakfast of Xiaolong and Tian Tian. When Xiaolong saw the fragrant breakfast, he felt the warmth of home and the kindness of his wife. The virtuous wife also served him a bowl of millet porridge herself, which moved him even more. In order to repay his wife's dedication, Xiaolong kissed Tian Tian.

Xiaolong and Tian Tian sat facing each other, and they would glance at each other from time to time, as if they were both rare treasures, which always made people not get tired of seeing each other. This way of eating also makes the sweetness of love seep into every bite of food they eat. Halfway through the meal, Xiaolong suddenly received a call from Dapeng.

"What's the matter?"

"Dapeng asked us to have dinner together in the evening. ”

"Didn't say why?"

"I didn't say it. Let's just go. Dapeng is a person who can do big things, unlike me, who can only be a driver. ”

"But I love you as a driver!"

"I just like you as a clerk. I want nothing more than to be with you every day. ”

"Gentle village hero's mound. Aren't you afraid of dying in the gentle country?"

"Don't be afraid. I'm not a hero. Then again, if I can die in your gentle township, I can die a well-deserved death. ”