After Song Qingyi said the word breakup to me, my heart began to tremble, in fact, since we started to fall in love, I knew that there would be such a day, because the gap between me and her is too big, in the real world, there is no story of a toad and a white swan becoming husband and wife.

It's just that I didn't expect it to be because of Wang Yan, because of the child in her belly, and whether that child is mine or not, I really don't know.

I don't believe she would break up with me because of this, she wasn't so stupid, maybe she wanted to break up with me a long time ago, she just couldn't find a reason.

I looked at her, sneered, and said, "Song Qingyi, do you know? You are too indifferent now, you are really too indifferent!"

She wasn't talking to me, and this indifference chilled my heart completely.

There is no one in this world who can't live without anyone, it's just that it hurts when you break up, she said such things to me, what else can I do?

What if you are reluctant, the heart-rending retention is just a manifestation of unwillingness.

Even without me, she has enough conditions to find a man who is a hundred or a thousand times better than me, and there will definitely be another man worthy of her love to heal her.

In her indifference, I finally replied expressionlessly: "Okay, I finally waited for your words, it's okay, I'm fine...... It's just Song Qingyi, what I want to tell you is that you may never meet a man like me again in your life, and you can't see a man who has lived with you for several years. ”

Song Qingyi didn't have the slightest soft-heartedness, she still said so coldly: "I said everything that should be said, you take care of yourself, I'll go." ”

"Go, go, hurry up! I never want to see you again......"

In my roar, Song Qingyi left reluctantly, her footsteps fading away in the corridor outside......

I closed my eyes and let out a long breath, my hands slammed over my face, and I was numb, not knowing what I had just said.

But I was really in pain, but I felt so relaxed at the same time...... If it weren't for the damn encounter at the beginning, with our background, our birth, and our social relationships, we wouldn't have had a trace of intersection, let alone a relationship.

We weren't meant to be a world in the first place, just like a piece of snow never belongs to summer.

Knock knock!

There was a knock at the door, and I looked up numbly, only to see Zhang Tian walking back again.

He stood at the door, didn't dare to come to me, and I didn't have anything to say, maybe he was outside the door all the time, and the conversation between me and Song Qingyi just now may have been heard by him.

"Brother Nan, are you okay?" Zhang Tian asked me cautiously after a while.

I tried to control my emotions that were about to get out of control, and forced a smile: "I'm fine!"

"Brother Nan, I'm sorry...... I heard it all. ”

I continued to smile and said, "It's okay, we often fight like this, and we will be reconciled tomorrow." ”

"But...... When I saw her come out just now, her tears kept flowing, and she stopped at the door for a while before leaving, and she cried Brother Nan. ”

I was stunned for a moment, when she was in front of me just now, her face was expressionless and she didn't look like she was going to cry at all, why did Zhang Tian say that she went out crying?

Could it be that the moment she turned around, she couldn't hold back her tears?

If so, is she in heartache? If her heart hurts, why would she be so cruel to me to break up?

In my silence, Zhang Tian said to me again: "Brother Nan, do you want me to chase her back to you?"

I hesitated for a moment, shook my head and said, "No need, she can leave if she wants, she can't stay." ”

"Then Brother Nan, what do you want to do now, you tell me, I will satisfy you. ”

I know he's afraid I'm too sad, so he wants to make me happy, but I'm really not happy at this time, even if he comes to tell me that I won the 5 million jackpot, I can't be happy.

I shook my head and said to him, "Go back, I'll be alone for a while." ”

After speaking, I closed my eyes, and soon there was a feeling of warmth in the corners of my eyes, and a sense of overwhelming powerlessness also appeared in my heart.

I can't afford to keep her, I can't get her to forgive me, to keep her by my side.

I thought, maybe I was really wrong, and if I were her, it would be difficult for me to withstand such a blow.

I have also gradually understood that the most unplanned love in the world, we can look forward to it beautifully, but the reality is always discrediting, making us lost in the mud flow of love.

I didn't think about anything, just lying on the hospital bed buried deep in the night, but in that quiet environment without a little noise, my senses became extremely sensitive, and the faint breath left by Song Qingyi in the ward seemed to be still there.

I thought about it for a long time, and finally came to an answer, even if it wasn't for what happened last night, it would be difficult for me and her to have a result.

I'm just a real little person in this society, I don't have the right to be with her, all I can do is please her.

At night, even after thinking about it, I still couldn't get better, and I choked in pain.

I think that in my life, it seems that I can't see the hope of love anymore!

I'm almost 27 years old, and I should have children at this age, but I'm still lost and sunk in love......

I can't remember how I survived this night, in short, I was so miserable, but I was so powerless, I picked up my phone several times and wanted to call Song Qingyi, but I still gave up.

I'm like a cripple now, with a cut on my head, a broken hand, I want money, I want no money, I want no people, what can I do to restrain her?

After thinking about it all night, I also figured it out, I shouldn't be sad, it will only make my life worse, I should find a way to change myself, I believe that one day the child in Wang Yan's belly will be revealed.

……

I stayed in the hospital for three days, and three days after I was separated from Song Qingyi, I have been living in the dark, I didn't answer anyone's calls, and when others came to see me in the hospital, I just forced a smile and told them "I'm fine." ”

I didn't contact Song Qingyi either, I knew that even if I took the initiative to contact her, it wouldn't lead to anything, but made myself even more uncomfortable.

On the day I was discharged from the hospital, it was still An Zheng who came to the hospital to pick me up, he already knew that I had broken up with Song Qingyi, he was not surprised, and persuaded me to open a point, saying that I was not a person with her at all.

I glanced at him and said, "I'm not all the way with her, so you and Song Qingshan are all the way again?"

"This is different, the two sisters are very different, Shanshan is not like Song Qingyi, in short, don't think so much, there are many women in the world. ”

I didn't speak again, standing at the gate of the hospital, looking at the blue sky and white clouds in front of me, tall buildings and busy traffic.

"Okay, don't think about it so much, the old won't go, the new won't come!" An Zheng walked up to me, patted me on the shoulder and said, "I said a long time ago, in the end, there is no successor to fall out of love...... So, you have to start a new relationship as soon as possible now, just Liu Qing's stinky girl, who usually looks at you, I think she is good and suitable for you. ”

I pushed him away, gave him a blank look, and said, "If you can't comfort people, don't comfort them." ”