Chapter 184: A Wound That Never Heals
Although I knew that Jin Jun would not be able to come here for a long time, I still subconsciously tilted my head. The black suit from Paris ready-to-wear tailoring outlines Jin Junchi's tall figure seamlessly, and people keep coming forward to talk to him, Jin Junchi's face is a somewhat unfathomable expression, especially those eyes, like a deep sea with waves, and the small whirlpools under the eyes tempt people to fall into it.
Although Jin Junchi always exuded an aura of rejecting people thousands of miles away, those people really didn't dare to take up too much time. But it took him a few minutes to walk up to me, and I had finished the little piece of foie gras and took a sip of the juice.
"How did you get here?" Chris and I sat at a small round table for two, and Jin Junchi pulled a chair from the side and sat next to me.
"I'm here to see Mayor Chu. "I picked up another piece of potato grid, dipped it in a little tomato sauce and ate it slowly, the western food here is really good, even the simplest potato grid is fried to the outside and glutinous. However, I want to drink porridge now, "Aren't you coming back tomorrow?"
"You're too late, I've got to get you home. Jin Junchi lowered his head and blew into my ear, "My baby is so charming tonight, I have to pack it and take it home quickly." ”
What time is this Jin Junchi? Is nine o'clock late? No, no, Jin Junchi is pouring me ** soup, what does he want to do next? The alarm bell in my head is loud.
Jin Junchi's inky eyes were filled with a little soft light: "Have you eaten well, let's go home." ”
"I haven't done it yet...... "I've always disliked this kind of party, but Chris brought me here to help me build a network, and it was very inappropriate for me to leave halfway through.
"I'll do it for you. Jin Junchi's deep voice slashed through my eardrums, and his arms around my waist gradually tightened.
"I'm working. I broke Jin Junchi's hand on my waist, "Don't do this." ”
"Won't you go home with me?" Jin Junchi's voice was quite gentle, Yingting's eyebrows frowned slightly, and the warmth between the smoke and waves was irresistible. It took me a lot of willpower not to be tempted by beauty, and I shook my head at Jin Junchi.
"Okay. Jin Jun got up slowly, "If you don't like to eat these, don't eat them, I'll go home and make you some porridge." ”
I looked at Jin Junchi in a daze, thinking that I was having auditory hallucinations. Jin Junchi pinched my cheek a little helplessly, "Come back early, I'll wait for you." After finishing speaking, Jin Junchi left. This is not Jin Junchi's style of doing things at all, I suspect that I have seen a fake Jin Junchi.
"He's smart. Chris picked up the goblet in front of him, shook the red wine in the glass, and admired the tension of the wine in the light, "If it had been before, I was afraid that I would have taken you out of here." "That's right, what Chris is talking about is the Jin Junchi I am familiar with.
My phone rang suddenly, and I looked at Aunt Wu's number. To be honest, I'm a little scared to answer the phone call from home, and I usually call when something goes wrong. I quickly answered the phone: "Hey." ”
"Miss, the young master and the young lady want to talk to you. "I only listened to Aunt Wu on the other end of the phone and gave the phone to the babies, only to hear the little girl shouting, "Ma Ma...... You were a fat family when you were a god?"
"Mom, I'm going back, you guys. ”
"My sister and I are very well-behaved, and my mother should come home quickly. ”
"Okay, Mom, let's go home. "I answered, for the 'call' of these two little guys, I am absolutely at home.
"Let's go, I'll send you back. Chris said to me.
"I'll report you for drunk driving. ”
"Just report it, I've never heard of it, and if you look at it with a wine glass, it's a drunk driver. ”
I followed Chris out the side door out of the ballroom, the long hallway covered with a beautifully woven Turkish carpet and a dull golden light on the frames hanging on either side of the hallway. It felt a bit like a studio at the Académie des Beaux-Arts in Paris, and I was a little distracted.
"Hmm. Chris stopped suddenly, quickly turned around to support me, lowered his head to examine my face carefully, raised his hand and gently touched the tip of my nose, "Does it hurt? It's a little red......"
"It's okay, I was distracted just now. ”
"Brother!" Xie Yunjing walked out of the corner of the corridor, she was wearing a fiery red backless dress, and what was even hotter than the dress on her body was her gaze. Xie Yunjing stared at the hand that Chris was holding on my shoulder, and his eyes were almost on fire, "Brother, how many times do you have to say it to make you sober up, she is not Yunsang!
"Take care of yourself, you don't have to worry about my affairs. Chris glanced at Xie Yunjing coldly.
"The more you treat her, the more sorry you are for Yunsang. Yun Sang is in the sky watching you give your love to others, how sad it should be......" Xie Yunjing's tone was quite sincere, but her acting skills were really not as good as one percent of Dong Qingqing's, and the calculation in her eyes was too obvious, "Yun Sang...... My poor sister ......"
"As I said, you are not allowed to say Yun Sang's name!" Chris's face sank completely, and he glared at Xie Yunjing, his eyes full of dangerous warnings.
"Brother......" Seeing Chris's terrifying appearance, Xie Yunjing was obviously a little scared, "I know you are all blaming me, not only you and your parents, but even Ah Chi is blaming me...... However, what is wrong with me, I just told Ah Chi the truth, and he has the right to know, because he is ......"
Xie Yunjing is about to mention that matter, no matter who I am now, it is always a wound engraved in my soul that cannot be healed, and I am only faintly in pain on weekdays. But Xie Yunjing uncovered the 'gauze' that covered the wound and whitewashed the peace, so that the blood could see the light of day again. The pain slammed straight down from the top of my head and spread all over my body to my limbs.
"That's enough!" Chris circled my shivering body, "haven't you had enough of your stay in a nursing home in Thailand?"
"Hahaha......" Xie Yunjing suddenly laughed, "How ridiculous this world is, those who tell the truth must be punished." A liar can live a chic and comfortable life!" Xie Yunjing glanced at me fiercely with a resentful gaze, "You remember, whether it is Ah Chi or my brother, their love for you is because you look like Yunsang, and you will go to hell!"
I took a deep breath and said slowly, "I won't go where you are." ”
Xie Yunjing reacted for a moment before she understood what I meant: "You mean I'm going to hell?
"Yes, the devil is meant to live in hell...... "I was completely calmed down, and I gently brushed off the arm that Chris was holding on to me, and went straight outside. According to some of the latest information that Yin Zheng has passed on to me, although no direct evidence has been found, the car accident three years ago is also inextricably linked to Xie Yunjing. That chaotic car accident was like a huge whirlpool, and almost everyone was swept into it.
Before I recognized Xie Yunjing, I really couldn't imagine a person who pushed 'me' to death. How can you be so justified in using 'me' to attack others. From beginning to end, I was like a 'thing'. Die when she needs it, become a shield to protect her when she needs it, and a weapon against others when she needs it.
The cool night breeze brushed my face and made me more awake - some people should never be forgiven, forever ......
"Xiaowan, you don't look good. Chris asked me to get in the car, "Do you want me to take you to the doctor?" ”
I didn't speak, just shook my head. I stared at the glass in the car window, where my shadow was reflected. Even with the not-so-clear reflections, I looked terrible - my overly pale complexion made the dark eye makeup and bright red lips stand out, and it looked like a ghost.
Chris drove onto the road when I suddenly said, "I'm going to Changshan Island." ”
"What are you doing there so late......" Chris looked at me worriedly.
I saw that the car still didn't turn around, so I had to explain: "The babies live there with their father and grandfather today......
"Good. Chris breathed a sigh of relief and slapped the steering wheel.
"Do you think I'm going to jump into the sea on Changshan Island?" I think Chris is really worried, I didn't think about dying before, but now there are so many important people who need me, how can I be willing to die! I took a deep breath, "Have you ever heard that 'a responsible person has no power to die.'" I can't afford to die now, and even if someone throws me into the sea now, I'll try my best to climb ashore. ”
"I will not allow anyone who wants to put you in danger. Chris stared at the road ahead, but his determined gaze seemed to have penetrated reality, "That kind of thing, it can't happen again, absolutely not......" Chris should be comforting me, but his strength at this time is wrapped in vulnerability.
"I won't allow it...... "'Happen again', won't I live in vain?"
Chris parked the car on the dock and followed: "I'll send you there." ”
The dinghy was sailing on the dark sea at night, and suddenly spoke: "Sangsang, are you still willing to believe your brother?"
I remained in one position, as if I hadn't heard Chris. It's not that I don't believe him, but I really don't have the courage to admit to anyone that I am Yunsang.