Chapter 302: Angel's Heart
Ren Pingsheng sat in the seat above the auditorium of the Songjiang District Women's and Children's Center, hiding his face and body in the shadows, watching the launching ceremony going on on the stage.
The reason why I chose this position is because this is the only area in the whole field that is not guarded by prison guards, and the female prisoners sitting here are all short sentences, good behavior, and docile personalities, so the supervision here is also relatively loose.
But Ren Pingsheng still chose the most corner seat, he didn't want to crowd with others, he was waiting for someone.
Looking at Gao Yuanyuan, who was dressed in a red evening dress and long skirt, she was beautiful and slender, and her witty words were like pearls, fully showing her talent on the stage, so that Ren Pingsheng was both appreciative and proud, and she felt that she was a lucky person to have such an outstanding beauty; looking at Yang Zhenghe, who was calm and unhurried, and coping with it easily, this uncle, who was depressed in his previous life, finally got a platform where he could give full play to his talent, and Ren Pingsheng felt very proud; seeing them, Ren Pingsheng felt that his rebirth was valuable and meaningful.
But Ren Pingsheng still has regrets in his heart, because he has saved many people and shown many graces to many people in this rebirth, but he always owes the most to one person.
For her dedication and sacrifice, Ren Pingsheng still doesn't know how to repay, because her dedication and sacrifice are all because of love, and love is priceless.
This launching ceremony, this Spring Festival Gala, including the entire "Light of True Love Warms People's Hearts, Reform from the New Life" charity and public welfare project, were all planned by Ren Pingsheng, the purpose of which is to give Hanhai Women's Prison a reason to bring female prisoners from prison to this public occasion, so that Ren Pingsheng has the opportunity to meet that person.
In order to meet her, Ren Pingsheng spent nearly 10 million yuan to sponsor this public welfare project in the name of Pingsheng Real Estate, and was highly praised by the Municipal Legal Committee, the Municipal Women's Federation, the Municipal Bureau of Justice and other departments, but these are not important.
It's her who matters.
There was a familiar smell around him, a faint, refreshing aroma, Ren Pingsheng's heart calmed down suddenly, he knew that she was coming.
A gentle hand was placed on the back of Ren Pingsheng's hand, the fingers were cold, but Ren Pingsheng immediately held her and turned his head to look at the familiar face.
With just one glance, Ren Pingsheng couldn't move away, all he saw in his eyes was the pair of crystal eyes, which were as beautiful as when he first saw them, but they were more gentle and tactful.
An Qi is not very different from the last time I saw her, her hair is shorter, but it looks more refreshing, her little face is still very thin, but her complexion is much better than before, but seeing the blue and white striped prison uniform on her body, Ren Pingsheng's heart stinged, he took her into his arms in distress, kissed her little face, and said softly:
"You've lost weight. ”
An Qi didn't speak, reached out and stroked the man's cheek, from the eyebrows to the eyes, from the nose to the lips, and then to the chin, it seemed to be familiar with the man's outline, but the pair of crystal eyes were full of tenderness, and after a long time, she spoke:
"Didn't you eat well? ”
Ren Pingsheng felt a little sour in his nose, he hadn't heard such a gentle voice for a long time, and he hadn't heard such a concerned word.
These days, he has been running around, and there was an accident on the "Silk Road Journey", so his physical and mental state are not very good, but it is the little woman in front of him who really discovers this.
Although she is restricted in her freedom, although she has no amazing specialities, her love for herself is the most sincere and unadulterated.
"I know you're doing a great job right now, but don't forget to take care of yourself, you still owe me a promise. ”
An Qi's tone was full of tolerance, and she whispered to her husband like a considerate little wife, but the accusation was warm.
"Ann....... I'm sorry I haven't come to see you, I'm ......"
Ren Pingsheng held her cold little hand and said a little choked.
In front of An Qi, Ren Pingsheng was very guilty, not only because An Qi had sacrificed so much for him, but also because he was powerless about An Qi's current situation. Since An Qi was imprisoned, Ren Pingsheng has not visited An Qi, mainly considering the factor of generic drug charges, if he goes to see An Qi, he will leave a record in the prison system, and if he is caught by someone with a heart in the future, I am afraid that he will be found again in the connection with generic drugs.
Ren Pingsheng didn't want to be involved in the generic drug matter again, so he chose to protect himself, but unfortunately, this caused harm to An Qi again.
It's no wonder that Yan Po will be angry with Gao Yuanyuan, although all this has little to do with Gao Yuanyuan's appearance, it is completely Ren Pingsheng's consciousness of self-defense. But in the eyes of others who don't know the truth, Ren Pingsheng's behavior is indeed too ruthless and ruthless.
But An Qi shook her head, and she smiled calmly:
"It's okay, I know it's inconvenient for you to come to prison. Actually, it doesn't matter, Xiao Yan often comes to visit me, and he will tell me how you are doing. When I hear good news, I rejoice for a while, and when I hear bad news, I pray silently for you at night, hoping that you will get through. ”
She smiled faintly and said softly, but Ren Pingsheng knew that behind the blandness, there were countless nights of concern, countless pious prayers, all of which were very plain, but very great.
Although An Qi has always avoided putting too much pressure on Ren Pingsheng with her words, Ren Pingsheng is a little embarrassed in front of her great selflessness.
An Qi saw that the man's face was even more ugly, and her eyes seemed to be about to cry, she wanted to appease Ren Pingsheng, and said with a soft smile:
"You see, my prayer worked, and now everything is fine. ”
The more An Qi said this, the deeper Ren Pingsheng's guilt became, he felt that something wet slipped across his face, he wanted to reach out and wipe it, there was already a small hand where he arrived first, An Qi gently touched his face, and said softly:
"Men don't flick when they have tears, no matter how much trouble we have, it doesn't matter. ”
No matter how hard-hearted Ren Pingsheng was, he couldn't suppress his emotions at this time, he couldn't help but hug the little woman in front of him, put his nose into her hair, sniffed the familiar fragrance that calmed his heart, and tears burst out of his eyes again.
Although An Qi was also trembling, she controlled herself strongly, trying to hold the man's body, and gently stroked his hair with her hands, just like she did every night during the days of living together.
At this moment, An Qi's resilience and calmness are far stronger than this man who looks confident.
When Gao Yuanyuan on the stage began to speak emotionally, Ren Pingsheng raised his head.
The two of them are like a couple of old husbands and wives who have been together for decades, hugging each other's waists, silent, listening to each other's heartbeats.
Looking at the dignified, elegant and calm girl in the audience, An Qi said softly:
"She's really nice. ”
Ren Pingsheng sighed, he knew that this was a hurdle that had to be crossed between the two, and he couldn't continue to wrestle between these women.
Since his rebirth, although he has had many women, An Qi's position in his mind has always been unique, but with the appearance of Gao Yuanyuan, the two have appeared side by side, Ren Pingsheng knows what to explain at this time, it already seems very hypocritical, but he has to do it.
Because An Qi is too unique to him, in front of her, Ren Pingsheng can only be honest.
But before Ren Pingsheng's words could be spoken, An Qi waved his hand and said:
"You don't need to say it, Xiao Yan told me. ”
Her gaze was once again projected on Gao Yuanyuan in the audience, her eyes revealed deep ripples like sea water, and she said softly:
"I knew early on that you wouldn't be a man who was comfortable staying with a woman. “
"In your life, you are destined to have many women. ”
Ren Pingsheng was speechless, he asked himself, he was indeed as An Qi said.
Although he is sincere in his feelings for An Qi and Gao Yuanyuan, this kind of behavior between the two daughters is very despicable in itself, especially for this woman who sacrificed her freedom for him, Ren Pingsheng's behavior is not a betrayal.
But An Qi didn't accuse him with harsh words, she still maintained that calm tone, and said softly:
"She's a good girl, cherish her. ”
After speaking, An Qi stood up, gently left his seat, and walked into the backstage.
She didn't look back at Ren Pingsheng again, but Ren Pingsheng knew that that heart would always beat for him.
......
When Gao Yuanyuan walked to Ren Pingsheng's side, he had already recovered from An Qi's departure emotion, on the surface, he was no different from usual, but only Ren Pingsheng himself knew that he still had An Qi's shadow in his heart.
"Have you ever cried?"
Gao Yuanyuan looked at him very seriously and said.
Although Ren Pingsheng tried his best to cover it up, no clues could escape her insight, and in front of her, it was better to be open.
Ren Pingsheng nodded, did not explain the reason, and Gao Yuanyuan did not ask him.
With Gao Yuanyuan's wisdom and ability, she has long figured out the history of Ren Pingsheng and the women around her, for this An Qi who is in prison and has been married once, Gao Yuanyuan does not think that she will pose a threat to herself, so when Ren Pingsheng proposed the idea of meeting, Gao Yuanyuan was not angry, jealous or resentful like an ordinary girl.
Gao Yuanyuan knows that Ren Pingsheng's ability to honestly talk about An Qi's history has shown that he is sincere and attentive to himself, and his meeting with An Qi is just a farewell to the past years, a kind of gratitude to the ordinary times of the past, only through farewell and gratitude, can he get rid of the shackles of the past and truly belong to her Gao Yuanyuan.
Therefore, Gao Yuanyuan did not object, nor was she particularly enthusiastic, and with her calm and thoughtful attitude, she assisted Ren Pingsheng to achieve this meeting.
Her gaze turned downstairs, and the center of the stage had changed to a different program.
The show was an English poetry recitation, and An Qi, dressed in a striped prison uniform, walked softly to the center of the stage, where she stood quietly.
In the spotlight, her thin figure, distinctive face, and determined look in her eyes silenced the audience, and only then did she recite the psalm.
She recited "The Road Not Taken" by the American poet Robert Frost, which was too difficult for the vast majority of the female prisoners present, but both Ren and Gao were highly educated, so it was not a problem to understand the poem. The content of the poem is:
"Two paths split out of the yellow woods,
It's a pity that I can't get involved at the same time,
I stood at that intersection for a long time,
I looked out toward a road,
Until it disappears into the depths of the jungle.
But I chose a different path,
It's barren and very lonely,
appear more seductive and beautiful,
Although on these two paths,
They rarely leave the footprints of travelers,
Although the leaves fell all over the ground that morning,
Both roads are unpolluted by footprints.
Oh, leave a path and see you another day!
But I know that the path is endless,
I'm afraid I'll not be able to go back.
Maybe somewhere in many years,
I will look back on the past with a soft sigh,
Two paths split out in a wood,
And I chose the one with fewer people,
Thus determined the path of my life."
An Qi is worthy of graduating from Hanhai Chinese University, although her voice is not very loud, but the bite is clear, the tone is standard, and it is full of rhythm, this poem under her interpretation, even people who can't understand English, can see the persistence and stubbornness in her heart from her expression and tone, and her pair of sparkling eyes always maintain the angle towards Ren Pingsheng's seat, as if expressing her heart through this poem.
At the end of the recitation, An Qi's thin figure bowed, and then disappeared lightly on the stage.
Ren Pingsheng knew that it would probably take longer for him to see her again.
He sighed inexplicably.
Listening to the man's sigh, Gao Yuanyuan's face was indifferent, and she just said quietly:
"She's a good woman. ”
Ren Pingsheng didn't answer, he just read a sentence silently in his heart.
"She's an angel. ”