"Of course, since you like her so much, why don't you let her know. You see, you're depressed right now, are you happy?"

Qin Ran shook her head, of course she was not happy, the desire to hug her was so strong, so strong that she desperately left the good job she already had and hurried back to China, and even patiently listened to Lu Qing's for a long time, just to get her exact address.

"That's not it, since you can't let it go, then try it, as for success or failure, then leave it to fate. ”

Qin Ran didn't speak again, just watched Le Jiarong's eyes become more and more scorching, and she couldn't help but hold Le Jiarong's hand, rubbing it unwillingly. At this moment she was not satisfied, she really wanted to caress that beautiful face, kiss her charming lips, and admire her slender and graceful body.

"What's wrong with you?" Why did Ah Ran look at her with such horror, like a ball of fire, scorching and terrifying.

No matter how you look at the current situation, she feels that something is wrong, Le Jiarong quietly wanted to withdraw her hand, but Qin Ran held it very tightly, and she couldn't pull it. She glanced at the thoughtful woman opposite suspiciously, coughed lightly in embarrassment, and then asked, "Ah Ran, what are you thinking?"

She was responded to by silence. Qin Ran looked at her quietly for a long time, and suddenly said lightly, "Jiarong, I like you." ”

"I like you too, otherwise how could the two of us be your best friends. I thought she was so abnormal, what to say about something earth-shattering, but she thought about it for a while, it was just unfounded. "Do you want me to help you practice? ”

Qin Ran shook her head gently, she squeezed Le Jiarong's hand suddenly, her bright eyes glowed brightly, almost burning Le Jiarong's eyes. She confessed slightly excitedly, "I don't like you like you like a friend, I want you to be my woman." ”

Le Jiarong was stunned, and after a long time, he reacted from the blindfold, and laughed dryly, "I said Ah Ran, it's a pity if you don't go to be an actor, the expression is in place, the lines are heartfelt, I was almost deceived by you." ”

"Jiarong, you know I'm not joking, and I'm not doing Naraushzi's exercises. She held Le Jiarong's hand tightly, the strong thump of her heart hit her eardrums, her burning eyes with strong longing, she looked at the dumbfounded Le Jiarong, slowly approached her, and murmured slightly bewilderingly, "I've liked you for so many years, don't you really feel it at all?"

"Ah Ran, you..." Le Jiarong set off a turbulent wave in her heart, like 10,000 grass and mud horses running at high speed, she said that she was hit by 10,000 points, and she felt very helpless for her stupid behavior of carrying a stone to hit her own foot.

"You told me to be brave enough to face my heart. Jiarong, I know you can't accept it now, but I'll wait for you. She lowered her head and kissed her little white hand reverently, feeling the other party's trembling, and a trace of injury flashed in her eyes. But after raising her head, she returned to her previous gentle appearance. "I'll wait for your answer. ”

Le Jiarong's mood is difficult to describe, this is simply bad news falling from the sky. The best girlfriend has a different mind about her, although she has no colored glasses about same-sex love, but now that it really happened to her, she is still somewhat resistant.

"Ah Ran, I already have a fiancé. ”

There was no need to think about this matter at all, but she knew very well that as soon as Qin Ran's words came out today, they would not be able to go back to the past.

"I know, but you're not married, are you?" Jiarong, I know you can't accept it now, you don't need to give me an answer now. "She's waited for so many years, and she doesn't care about waiting two more days.

Le Jiarong had a headache, "No, Ah Ran, you..." she said incoherently, "When... Are you serious?"

"When did I lie to you?" Qin Ran smiled dotingly, "Jiarong, I won't lie to anyone if I fool you." ”

The only good girlfriend actually had a different mind about her, and Le Jiarong had mixed feelings at this time and couldn't be calm. Qin Ran put away his compulsive gaze after confessing, but the place where his hand was kissed was as if it had been burned by a soldering iron, and the pain was unbearable.

"Jiarong, do you know what is the happiest thing about me?"

She didn't really want to know.

"The happiest days are to live in the same dormitory with you, go to and from class with you, eat and play with you. Every time I see your happy smile, I can't help but want to hug you into my arms. However, I have such an honor only when you are at your worst. Jiarong, you won't know how hard I've endured for so many years, and you don't have to know. ”

Then why do you have to tell me? Le Jiarong wanted to reply with a few words, but he felt that the atmosphere was wrong, so he decisively chose to shut up.

"However, I want you to know that my feelings for you are not a whim, they have been tested by time. It's ingrained in my heart. ”

Do you want to be so numb!" Le Jiarong couldn't stand it, and suddenly felt goosebumps fall to the ground.

"Ah Ran..."Please don't say it.

"Jiarong, I don't ask for anything else, I just want you to look at me squarely. ”

"I didn't squint at you. ”

Qin Ran smiled faintly, "Jiarong, don't pretend to be stupid, you know what I mean." ”

Le Jiarong feels that some things can be delayed, but some things must not be delayed. Especially in the face of Qin Ran, when she was in difficulty and helpless, she was always by her side, and she always remembered this companionship in her heart, and she was also very moved.

But being touched is not the same as love. Not all emotion can be converted into love.

"Ah Ran, I want to tell you..."

Qin Ran suddenly interrupted her, "Jiarong, I said, you don't need to give me an answer now. ”

She instinctively felt that Le Jiarong's next answer must be something she didn't want to hear, and she instinctively wanted to avoid the answer that would break her heart.

"Ah Ran, I'm going to answer you now. Le Jiarong hesitated for a moment, then patted her hand, sat upright, and said very seriously, "I just told you that love has no boundaries, and I don't wear colored glasses for same-sex love." I never realized that you had such thoughts on me, I don't know if you were hiding it too well, or if I was too slow to react. ”

She smiled self-deprecatingly, then continued, "I have always regarded you as my best friend, and in my heart, you are unique. But this is only in friendship, I now have a lover, and I am ready to spend my life with him, so, Ah Ran, I don't ask us to go back to the beginning, but I just ask us not to be strangers. ”

Although the refusal was expected, when she really heard it in her ears, Qin Ran clearly heard the sound of heartbreak, which made her unable to breathe in pain.

"I thank you for your honesty, just Jiarong, please give me some time. Qin Ran said with difficulty, "I can't talk to you calmly now, let's do it today, I want to go back first, okay?"

"I'll give it to you. ”

Her face is really not ordinary ugly, seeing her so sad, Le Jiarong's mood is not much better. For the first time in my life, I received a confession from the same sex, but I didn't expect it to be her best friend.

It's ironic, God this is deliberately blocking her.

"No, I can go back myself. I won't send you, be careful when you go back. I... I'll go first. ”

After Qin Ran finished speaking, he didn't wait for Le Jiarong to reply, and stumbled out. She was afraid that if she didn't leave, she wouldn't be able to control her hands, and she wanted to kidnap her, imprison her in her arms, and let her beauty bloom only in front of her forever.

"Ah Ran. Le Jiarong was afraid that something would happen to her, so she took out two Grandpa Mao and shouted, "Uncle Li, I put the money on the table, no need to look for it." ”

Today is a weekday, and the only customers who come to eat at the restaurant are Le Jiarong and them. The boss, who was cleaning in the kitchen, heard the voice and immediately walked out, but Le Jiarong was already gone.

Uncle Li muttered to himself, "Why did this little girl leave so early today, and the sauerkraut fish is not ready yet." ”

Le Jiarong didn't catch up, but just followed Qin Ran from a distance, saw her get into a taxi, and hurriedly stopped a taxi, "Master, follow the car in front." ”

The driver looked at her suspiciously, obviously taking her for a perverted stalker.

"Master, don't get me wrong, the car in front is my friend, she's in a bad mood today, I'm afraid she will do something stupid. ”

"Then sit tight. ”

Qin Ran really didn't go home honestly, but went to a bar. Le Jiarong made a call to Lu Jiyun, hung up the phone and shared the location with him, and then quickly walked into the bar.

The deafening music evokes the restlessness of the heart, and the strong drum beat makes people more and more crazy. The mixed air was filled with the heavy smell of tobacco and alcohol, which made Le Jiarong can't help but sneeze a few times in a row. The environment here is really bad, how could Ah Ran come to such a messy place. The men and women on the dance floor writhed wildly, shouting "borrow", while carefully avoiding the dance steps of the crazy male and female devils.

The first time she came to this place, she would never go back a second time.

Someone suddenly touched her buttocks, Le Jiarong turned around angrily, only to see a little gangster with dyed hair, whistling at her ambiguously, angry that she wanted to hit someone.

If she hadn't been worried about Qin Ran, she would have gone over to communicate with him cordially, what is the meaning of respecting women. Without hesitation, she gave him a middle finger and walked away with a shrill whistle.

However, after a few minutes of delay, Le Jiarong lost Qin Ran's trace, she frowned, looked around twice, and finally saw Qin Ran in the corner who was gulping down wine.

Oh my God, she doesn't want to live anymore.

She hurriedly walked over, and before she could get to her, she was dumbfounded to see a bewitching woman sitting intimately on Qin Ran's lap, and drank the wine in the cup with her hand.

The woman lazily put the wine glass on the table, wrapped her arms around Qin Ran's neck, and lowered her head to kiss it. The two kissed unscrupulously in a dark corner, completely ignoring the gaze around them.