I said a lot to An Zheng, but I was stopped by a few simple words from him.

I've asked me countless times in my heart if I really love her, and the answer has always been no, and it doesn't matter to me whether I'm cute or not.

I didn't answer An Zheng directly, but said: "She gives me a very comfortable feeling, I feel very comfortable with her, I want to live with her, that's all." ”

"Well, whatever your reason, as a friend, I bless you. ”

"Thank you. ”

"You're welcome. ”

After An Zheng finished speaking, he hung up the phone, I couldn't react, and I was a little distracted for a while, and it took a long time to put the phone down.

The night was bottomless, I was really tired, and in my drowsiness I really wished that I would be done with a gust of wind or a nap.

I lit a cigarette, leaned against the head of the bed, and picked up my phone several times to call Song Qingyi, but I never had the courage, I didn't want to contact her again, I didn't want to hurt two women at the same time.

As for Song Qingyi, I don't know if I hurt her, why did she cry?

Isn't it contradictory that if she loves me, why does she keep rejecting my confession?

I couldn't figure it out, looking at the smoke that came out of my mouth, I seemed to see the outlined future, the fragmented future.

……

Time has advanced another month, and my life has completely entered a stable track due to the passage of time, and I can't even remember everything that happened in Simei.

In the past month, I have not been in contact with Song Qingyi again, and I can only learn about her movements from Ma Hao and Zhou Bo, but I didn't take the initiative to learn about it.

Simei is finally about to go public, Ma Hao and I said that if nothing else, it will be successfully listed before the end of May this year.

Although a month passed quickly, I still didn't find a job in this month, but there were some units that called, but either I didn't like it or people didn't look down on me.

I just ran an online car-hailing service for a month, and my income was quite optimistic, and this month, excluding gas money and fines, my net income was 8,000 yuan.

Although this income is optimistic, it is really tired, and both arms are so sore every day.

And Liu Qing, we haven't had any contact since the last time we separated, she seems to have evaporated from the world, I tried to contact her, and I also contacted Xiaoman, but there is still no news.

In the past month, An Zheng has only occasionally contacted me, because after his father's accident, he has become serious about life and work.

So my life began to change drastically, some people and things in the past were changing, and my social circle also began to change.

It was another night with a good atmosphere, and Wang Yan and I took our families to meet each other, which was also what I had agreed with my dad in advance.

In the middle of the month, Wang Yan's relationship with me also warmed up rapidly, and although we didn't live together, we finally held hands everywhere we went.

It is unequivocal to say that Wang Yan is my second girlfriend in the real sense, and I really have plans to marry her and have children.

During the whole meal, the parents of both sides naturally chatted about my marriage with Wang Yan.

Wang Yan's father asked me, "Xiao Xiang, do you and Yanyan have their own ideas about getting married?"

I put down my chopsticks and looked at Wang Yan, and then said: "I have gotten along well with Yanyan in the past two months, and I also think that we can get married and live together. ”

The parents exchanged glances, and then my dad took the lead in saying, "I have no opinion on the engagement, and I am really happy to see that they can get along." ”

After my dad finished speaking, Wang Yan's mother also immediately expressed her position, saying: "Well, we also mean the same, the two children got engaged first, and we also had a matter of heart." ”

I also nodded immediately, "Tomorrow weekend, I'll take Yanyan to the mall to see the engagement jewelry." ”

There is no dissatisfaction between the parents of both parties and Wang Yan, and this means that Wang Yan will officially become my fiancée, and for the first time in my life, I have this feeling of being close to marriage.

……

At the end of the meal, Wang Yan and I held hands and wandered through the streets where few people passed.

As I walked, Wang Yan said to me, "Xiang Nan, do you think we will really get married?"

I glanced at her and smiled, "Why do you suddenly ask such a question?"

"Because I'm always insecure. ”

I didn't reply, but I let go of Wang Yan's hand, and then hugged her in my arms, and this was the answer I gave her.

Wang Yan also understood my thoughts, she looked at me and smiled sweetly, so we continued to step on the light and shadow cast by the street lamp, and walked forward......

In a few words, we walked a little way, we were a little tired, we sat on the bench on the side of the street, I smoked, Wang Yan snuggled on my shoulder, at this moment we really looked like a couple who wanted to live together.

I leisurely exhaled the cigarette in my mouth, and Wang Yan next to me said to me again: "Xiang Nan, you have to continue to work hard, I am not in a hurry for you to find a job, and I don't want you to find a good job, but at least be stable, this is my only requirement for you." ”

"Well, I will, I will. I nodded, and hugged her tighter.

After a moment of silence, I finally said to her, "It's not too early, let's go, I'll send you back." ”

Wang Yan didn't seem to want to leave yet, she pulled me and whispered in my ear, "I'll go to your place tonight!"

I was stunned, I have been dating her for two months, and this is the first time she has offered to live in my house.

I was quite surprised, so I just looked at him and couldn't speak.

Wang Yan is a very introverted girl, and when she saw me looking at her like this, her face turned red all of a sudden.

I pulled her up from the bench and said softly, "Okay, go to my house." ”

"Are you laughing at me?" I muttered.

"No, I wish you were going to me. I said with a smile.

She looked at me and smiled sweetly, and then we walked hand in hand in the direction of my residence.

When I grew so big, I slept with two women, one was Su Xia and the other was Wang Yan.

This is also the first time I have slept in the same bed with Wang Yan, and I am so nervous that she must be very nervous, so we are very far apart.

The fragrance emanating from Wang Yan's body made me feel a little uneasy, and I unconsciously moved closer to her.

She didn't refuse, I just felt a little cramped in the dark, did that mean I could take further action?