Hmm, where is this, is she dead? The cold water is eating away at her world little by little, breathing is getting harder and harder, her eyes are getting heavier and heavier, she is so sleepy, let's sleep. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info "Come on, get some sleep." Close your eyes, there's no cold, you're not alone, come on, close your eyes, death isn't terrible oh, come on kid, mom is waiting for you here, my kid. ”

"Mom!" Lan Ting woke up from her dream, "It's here again, it's been several times this week, I'm going to buy some soothing incense tomorrow." Got up from the bed, wrapped in the quilt, Lan Ting turned on the computer, and the screen showed a woman with long hair holding a little girl with short hair and smiling gently, her eyes full of affection. "Mom. He muttered softly, "Do you want Xiaoting to accompany you?" Xiaoting misses her mother too. "The hospital gown on the woman's body looks so glaring.

'Knock knock, knock' QQ avatar kept flashing, silently clicking. Xiaoting, are you having nightmares again? Xiaoting, listen to my advice, replace the desktop, you are always obsessed with the past and refuse to contact the outside world, and your aunt will be sad. Xiaoting, Xiaoting, you reply.

Momo, is there a holiday tomorrow and Saturday?

Put, go out.

Well, go buy some soothing incense.

Okay, morning and afternoon?

Well, whatever.

Then at two o'clock in the afternoon, I'll go to your house. I can sleep in the morning.

Okay, Momo, thank you.

Rest, it's twelve o'clock.

Well, bye.

(^_^)/~ ~Bye-bye, good dreams.

Looking at the computer in a daze, the blue light reflected on Lan Ting's face, and Lan Ting's thoughts drifted far away. Eight years ago, when she was eight years old, she had a gentle mother and a loving father, and a very warm and warm home, instead of the current messy home full of black and gray, with deep shades of cool blue being the only bright color.

At the age of eight, she was noisy to go to the lake to play, did not listen to her mother, very close to the water, the water was still very cold in early spring, in the cold water she felt that the world was leaving her little by little, she had learned to swim but she was completely afraid of forgetting, struggling in the water, the cold water made her feel a little stiff, she cried and called Mom, Dad. My father went to buy cigarettes, and my mother jumped into the lake and fished her out, and she was so uncooperative that she completely forgot that she couldn't swim.

She and her mother were seriously ill, she had a fever very high, the doctor said that she might not be able to survive, and her mother stayed by her side and called Xiaoting over and over again, telling her that death was not good at all, it was very cold there, Xiaoting was most afraid of the cold, wasn't it? There was no mother and father there, Xiaoting couldn't bear her father and mother, right!

Over and over again, over and over again, the mother lay on her bedside and said over and over again, the doctor told her to rest, just because she heard that the child and the mother are fetters, even if the child is asleep, the child can hear the mother's words, she is afraid that she will not hear her voice as soon as she leaves, the child will be afraid, the mother said that if the child is not afraid, the child will definitely wake up. She woke up and survived, but her mother, who had been in better condition, was gone. Privately, she heard from the nurse that her survival was like her mother trading her life for her.

"Mom, Xiao Ting doesn't want your life, Xiao Ting wants you to stay alive and continue to accompany Xiao Ting, Mom, can you hear me?" Lan Ting moved her gaze from the computer to a purple-blue bead hanging on her left wrist that seemed to be the size of a jade thumb cover, this is the heirloom of her mother's family, but the strange thing is that the rules left by the ancestors are not to pass on the male to the female but to the female not to the male, the mother tied to her when she was unconscious, it should have been passed to her when she was thirteen years old, and the mother who has always respected the rules of the ancestors the most broke the rules for her. Grandma said that the ancestors would be angry and would punish their mother.

Grandma persuaded her mother not to do this, and the people who did this in the ancestors all had a serious illness and almost lost their lives, and her mother's current body would die. Mom didn't listen and said, "Mom, I know all this, but their children, those children like Xiaoting, have all survived, haven't they, so Xiaoting will also survive, I can't watch Xiaoting leave, Mom, don't tell Xiaoting if it's okay." ”

"It's not good, Xiaoting, how sticky this kid is to you, you don't know, and Xiaoting also knows that you care about the rules, but now the beads are in her hands, and she is not yet thirteen years old. Xiaoting is still young, but Xiaoting is very smart and children are very sensitive to their parents, she will think about it herself, Xiaoting can't deceive, she will guess it sooner or later. ”

"If you can be later, it will be later, Mom, then when Xiaoting is thirteen years old, her feelings for her mother will be lighter, and then tell her if it's good, five years will wipe out a lot of memories, you just tell her that the beads are fake, I think she likes to make a fake one too much, okay, Mom!"

"You. Grandma's tone was as helpless as Momo's.

"Grandma, why don't you keep deceiving, at least I can deceive myself. Lan Ting pursed her lips, her tears salty.

She remembered her grandmother saying, "Can you fool you, you guessed it, didn't you?" Silly child, you are the same as your mother, don't cry, live well, this is your mother's hope, Xiaoting is so well-behaved that she won't let her mother down, right, don't do stupid things. ”

Soon, Grandma also left. The doctor said that grandma's body had already reached its limit, and she lived nearly half a year longer than the scheduled time of death. She knew that this was her grandmother's insistence, and her grandmother agreed to her mother's request, so she wanted to watch her daughter's child grow up and tell the child about her daughter's hopes and hard work.

After grandma left, the people of grandma's family no longer welcomed her, and asked her to hand over the beads, saying that the beads were heirlooms of the Huang family and she was the child of the Lan family, and many people said that she was a disaster, and there were people from grandma's family and outsiders and her stepmother, otherwise why did she leave as soon as she came to grandma who was living well, she fell into the water and fell ill with her mother, and it was she who took her mother's life to survive, and her mother was almost well.

My father bought a new house and asked her to go with her, but she refused and insisted on living in the same place where her mother once lived. After her mother left, she kept calling him father, and when she was a child, she said that father and mother were nicknames for the closest people, and father and mother were cold written nouns, so she only called father and mother instead of father and mother. Lan Ting knew that she was angry, if her father was there at the time, her mother would not have been sick if she had been in the water, and if the beads were given to her, her mother would only be sick and would not leave.

The night was already very deep, Lan Ting wrapped in the quilt in the past memories in a messy churn, in a trance, Lan Ting fell asleep, in the dream she dreamed that she was not yet eight years old, father and mother and their family have been living in this house by the sea, it is a very warm and happy family.