It was okay to be in a coma before, but now that she wakes up, Qiu Ju is in pain and it is difficult to fall asleep.

Inexplicably, tossing and turning all night, Qiu Ju thought about Xia Lan.

But she is different from her after all, these fifty boards, although it sounds like a lot, but Du Qin's hands are not heavy, compared to the twenty boards of the Chen family of the Lin family at that time, it can be said that it is benevolent and righteous.

It's just that he and Lin Zhixuan were far away in Jinling at that time, and that incident was just something I heard about. I have never empathized, I have never put myself in my shoes, the pain, the humiliation, and the grievances, Qiu Ju has never thought about it for Xia Lan.

It's just a maid, and the lives of these minions of them are like mustard. The master doesn't cherish it, and she, a personal big girl who has always been treated by Lin Zhixuan as a sister, is becoming more and more pampered, and she really treats herself as half a master, forgetting the trembling in the past, and never really caring about the life or death of the slave.

Tossing and turning that night, Qiu Ju thought a lot, and suddenly felt afraid, it turned out that she had lost Lin Zhixuan's favor, and she was just a lowly slave like flowers and grass, and suddenly felt unwilling, how could she be willing to live the same life as before.

But what can I do?

In this huge palace, even Su Yu, even those side concubines and concubines in the palace, are nothing more than that, dying in the twilight of life, I don't know how desperate it is in spring and autumn.

There was a moment when Qiu Ju, like Xia Lan, had the idea of passing away, and suddenly felt that this thought was terrible.

Qiu Ju was so aggrieved that she shed tears, and the girl in the house also spoke coldly, she had injuries on her body, she couldn't cover a heavy quilt, it was cold outside, and the two pots of charcoal that were burning in her room were now only one pot, Qiu Ju was very tired, almost no strength, and she didn't have the face to argue with them, so she could only endure and endure this snowy winter.

It wasn't until the next morning that she was half-asleep and half-awake, Qiu Ju suddenly felt a lot warmer, and opened her eyes forcefully, and saw that the maids and women in the house were scattered, and it was Lin Zhixuan sitting on the side of her bed, and all the grievances in her heart slipped out of her eyes like beads with broken threads, wetting the pillow.

Qiu Ju has a thousand words, but it is like a fish in her throat. only looked at Lin Zhixuan crying in a daze.

Lin Zhixuan looked at her miserable white face, but she had lost weight to the size of a palm overnight, and her dark circles were swollen, so haggard, so miserable, and so lovable. All kinds of bitterness and pain in the previous life seemed to come back in an instant, Lin Zhixuan also couldn't help but reddened her eyes, gently wiped her tears for Qiu Ju, and asked, "Does it hurt?"

Qiu Ju looked at Lin Zhixuan, who cared about her so much, she couldn't help it anymore, she whimpered, and the many sorrows in her heart were all kinds of sorrow in her chest, and she seemed to vent them all at this moment: "Qiu Ju, Qiu Ju is wrong, Qiu Ju is sorry for her mother." ”

Lin Zhixuan half-hugged her, patted Qiu Ju's back gently, and said, "You have never been sorry for me, you are just sorry for yourself." ”

Qiu Ju's eyes were red, and she was speechless.

Lin Zhixuan patted her on the back for a long time and said: "Okay, after this, the past has passed, don't think about it anymore, and I won't allow anyone to mention it again! From now on, you will still be my right-hand man, my most trusted sister, okay?"

Qiu Ju couldn't say what she felt in her heart, so she said again and again: "Qiu Ju doesn't dare, Qiu Ju can't afford to be Niangniang's sister, Qiu Ju was confused in the past, and she will serve Niangniang wholeheartedly in the future, without two hearts, and no longer selfish." ”

Lin Zhixuan had a bitter smile on the corner of her lips: "Your selfishness, how can it not be my selfishness, I know that you are lonely, and you have no parents and brothers to take care of you in the mansion, but do you remember what I said to you after I fell in the back garden of the Lin Mansion that day and woke up? When you were sisters at that time, am I not now the princess of Jing." My Qiu Ju is so arrogant, she should never have been hanged from a tree.

It was also because I was busy with the trivial affairs of the palace at that time, and I really didn't have time to take care of the thoughts of you girls, so today, fortunately, it is not too late. What happened to Xia Lan has broken my heart, and you must not let me down again.

As for selfish and unselfish things, you should remember one sentence: This should be a long-term relationship, if you don't have the heart, I will rest! Don't do those infatuated shapes, teach yourself to suffer, others to suffer, and finally the bamboo basket to draw water for nothing. ”

Qiu Ju listened to Lin Zhixuan's words in a daze, although she didn't know poetry and books, but the sentence "If you don't have the heart, I will leave" inexplicably fit in her heart. Qiu Ju read this sentence silently, and was stunned for a while, and finally lay on the bed, bowed to Lin Zhixuan, and her eyes were clear and clear: "Qiu Ju remembers." ”

Lin Zhixuan was relieved for the most part, gently stroked Qiu Ju's back, and said, "You are so healthy and recuperate, get better as soon as possible, I can't do without you by my side." ”

Qiu Ju leaned over and responded.

Lin Zhixuan turned around and called the little maid and the mother-in-law to come in, and ordered: "From today onwards, Qiu Ju will be promoted to the first-class maid in my room, in charge of all matters inside and outside Xi Jinzhai. This room was set aside for Qiu Ju to live alone, and the two little girls of Suilan Baixiang followed Qiu Ju to serve in the future. ”

A room full of maids and ladies were first surprised, and then they all hurriedly bowed down in response to "yes".

Several old women who had been harsh to Qiu Ju looked at each other, and they all felt that a catastrophe was coming.

Qiu Ju was also relieved to see Lin Zhixuan give herself face like this, this time it was bitter first and then sweet, as if it was in addition to the separation between the two of them because of Xia Lan's accumulation for a long time.

Lin Zhixuan comforted Qiu Ju for two more words of good life and recuperation, and reprimanded the maid in the house for being so good at serving, so Dongmei accompanied her.

Wei Mingxu was already waiting for her in Xijin Zhai, saying that the post had been sent to Prince Zhuang's mansion, and breakfast had already been transmitted, although Wei Mingxu didn't understand what Lin Zhixuan was doing early in the morning, he just looked at Lin Zhixuan's face was still good, so he didn't ask in detail, just had breakfast with Lin Zhixuan silently, and then ordered someone to leave the house in a carriage.

The New Year's Festival was a celebration, there were many children in Prince Zhuang's mansion, and it was even more lively, Lin Zhixuan and Wei Mingxu looked at a few juniors, and Lin Zhixuan met Wei Qindai in private.

Wei Qindai was very polite to Lin Zhixuan, although she grew up together when she was young, but Lin Zhixuan was unknown, and she had never thought of her very much, and she was not close to her, but now she suddenly became her elder, and Wei Qindai only treated her politely.

It's just that because Lin Zhixuan told him a lot about the big girl of the Leng family last time, Wei Qindai couldn't tell Lin Zhixuan how he felt. I just felt that I couldn't put down the shelf for a while and couldn't get close, and I didn't know whether to treat Lin Zhixuan as a sister or an aunt, but I was afraid that my excessive alienation would chill Lin Zhixuan's heart, so I was a little in a dilemma.