Chapter 7: Snow and Pain in Saibei

It was not yet dawn, and there was no one in the wide streets. The surroundings were dead and silent, Tian Tian walked through the streets and alleys, walking in the vast dark night, like a ghost. In fact, she also felt like she had lost her weight, leaving only her soul to drift in the wind.

Along the way, Tian Tian didn't meet a single person, not even a living creature that could talk and move. She seems to be the only one left in the vast world. She felt lonely like she had never felt before.

Compared with loneliness, what weighed on Tian Tian's heart was pain. The pain was as if she had been eaten alive. Yes, she is no longer a pure woman. Her body had been defiled, and it was such a filthy, beast-faced creature who had insulted her.

Her body was no longer pure. Will the little dragon still love her? No, never again. There will never be a man in the world who will love her again. No matter how broad-minded a man is, he will not tolerate his lover's betrayal of him.

Perhaps, she did not betray Xiaolong and betray their love, but only unfortunately lost to the bad guys. However, once Xiaolong knew about the incident between her and Su Zihao, could he still forgive her? Will he still love her as he did in the past? No, never again. Tian Tian was heartbroken and asked and answered himself.

Tian Tian wandered alone in the gloomy and terrifying night. She couldn't find a place to belong, a place to hide from the darkness and find solace. I can't go back home. She didn't know and couldn't imagine how her parents would be furious with her when they found out about it.

She felt that she didn't have the face to see Xiaolong anymore. She is already a broken flower, a completely rotten woman, how can Xiaolong still love her?

It was already dawn, and Tian Tian was still wandering the streets. Passers-by frequently looked at this disheveled and unkempt woman, without the slightest sympathy, and with a sense of schadenfreude and voyeurism.

Tian Tian's expression was also very indifferent, as if she didn't care about everything anymore. Yes, Su Zihao not only took away her virginity, but also ruined her love, everything about her.

Tian Tian floated on the street for a long time before she slowly drifted to her rented place. She was indeed tired. She needed rest, both physically and mentally.

Tian Tian neither opened the door nor knocked on the door, but just happened to meet Xiaoqing who was about to go out, so she entered the house.

"What's wrong with you?" Xiaoqing asked Tian Tian when she saw her in a trance.

Tian Tian entered the house without answering anything.

"Brother, sister-in-law is back. Xiaoqing shouted into the house and hurried out.

Hearing Tian Tian's return, Xiaolong was overjoyed. He jumped out of bed and rushed out of the room, not even wearing shoes.

"You're back, keep me waiting. ”

Tian Tian also ignored Xiaolong's words and walked straight into his room. This was the first time she had treated him with such a cold face since they met. What the hell is going on?Why did she do this to me?, Xiaolong muttered to himself.

"Tian, you open the door. Xiaolong vaguely felt that something was wrong, and wanted to enter the house to ask Tian Tian specifically, but she blocked the door.

"Tian, you open the door. Let me in. I have something to say to you. ”

"Did something happen?"

"Don't talk about it......"

Then, there was a whimper from inside the room.

"Did something really happen to you?"

There was still silence in the room, and the little dragon continued:

"Tell me what happened to you. Whatever it is, I'll face it with you. ”

"You're a good guy, you're going to find a good girl. I...... I don't deserve you. ”

Tian Tian leaned against the door panel and cried bitterly for a long time before lying on the bed. She was lying in bed, and she would suffer from all kinds of nightmares. It was a long time before she fell asleep. She was so exhausted that she slept for more than ten hours in a row.

When Xiaolong entered the house at noon, he saw that Tian Tian was still asleep, so he couldn't bear to wake her up. When it was time for dinner, Xiaolong saw that she was still asleep, so he pushed her.

She awoke ake, her body instinctively curled up in the corner, and let out an almost hoarse cry, "Get out of here, don't touch me!"

"What's wrong with you? Are you having a nightmare?"

Tian Tian opened his eyes and saw that it was Xiaolong instead of Su Zihao beside him, so he realized that he had lost his words, so he followed Xiaolong's words and said:

"Hmm. ”

She didn't mean to deceive Xiaolong, but she hadn't figured out whether and how to tell Xiaolong about her misfortune for a while.

"What time is it? ”

"It's half past seven. ”

"So I slept all day. ”

"Not really. You must be hungry, right?"

"I'm not hungry. ”

"Are you really not hungry?"

"Really. I'm just a little tired. ”

"Then you can rest. I'll go eat with Xiaoqing, and I'll bring you some when I come back. ”

Tian Tian was noncommittal. She lay down again. Xiaolong and Xiaoqing went to dinner.

After eating, Xiaolong really brought back a boxed lunch for Tian Tian. She did not fall asleep, and as soon as she heard footsteps, she woke up again.

"Look. I'm back with something delicious for you. ”

"You eat. I have no appetite. ”

"I've eaten it. This is what I brought to you. You haven't eaten in a day. How can you not eat? If you're hungry, I'll be miserable too. Eat it. ”

"I said I wasn't hungry anymore. Tian Tian looked a little angry and a little impatient. Actually, this is not her true feelings. She just felt that she couldn't bear Xiaolong's care for her anymore.

"You really don't eat it? If you don't eat it, I'll eat it. I actually ate it. ”

Xiaolong picked up a large piece of egg and put it to his mouth, but it was not really eaten, but to lure Tian Tian to eat it. She was indifferent to it and ignored it. Clearly, his ploy did not work.

"Honey, you open your mouth. Ate eggs and big chicken legs. ”

Tian Tian laughed, amused by Xiaolong's nonsensical funny. Xiaolong took the opportunity to bring the large piece of egg to her mouth. This time, she didn't refuse.

"Delicious, right?"

"You sing so badly. ”

"If it's not good, it's bad. As long as you're willing to eat. ”

Xiaolong fed Tian Tian one bite at a time, as if he was taking care of a child or a sick person. Tian Tian's pain was also alleviated under Xiaolong's care.

After Tian Tian finished eating, Xiaolong put the chopsticks into the lunch box and got up to throw the lunch box, but Tian Tian pestered him not to leave.

"Don't go. Don't leave me. Tian Tian crouched on Xiaolong's back and muttered repeatedly.

"I'm not leaving. I will not leave you. I'll be with you always. ”