Hou Jing came to a small restaurant. It was getting late, most of the people who were eating had left, and there were only a few employees left at the restaurant. As soon as he entered the door, he saw Siya. She was sitting in a seat against the wall drinking alone.

In front of her were two beer bottles and a liquor bottle. When he stepped forward, the beer had been drunk and the liquor was gone. It seems that she first asked for two bottles of beer, and when she saw that the beer was not very enjoyable, she drank the liquor again.

"Don't drink any more. You're already drunk. Come back with me. Hou Jing snatched Siya's wine glass.

"Who are you? Why am I going back with you? Siya said and picked up her glass and drank, "It's you, sit down - drink with me." Siya looked up at the visitor, her eyes were already drunk.

"You're drunk. You can't drink anymore. ”

"I'm not drunk — not drunk. I can still drink it. ”

"You're like this, and you say you're not drunk. Come back with me. The restaurant is also closing. Seeing that Siya still didn't leave, Hou Jing had to let her out of her seat stiffly. After Hou Jing settled the account for Siya, he helped Siya to leave the restaurant.

It was eleven o'clock, and there was no taxi at the door of the restaurant. Hou Jing had to help Siya again while walking looking for an empty taxi. Hou Jing was in front, Siya was behind, her left hand went around Hou Jing's neck and was pulled by Hou Jing in her hand.

Siya's body fell forward from time to time, and her left hand also moved up with the shaking of her body, and Hou Jing had to pull her left hand down again. When pulling Siya's left hand down, Hou Jing also unexpectedly felt the smoothness of the back of Siya's hand and the slenderness of his fingers. Hou Jing was complacent about his unexpected gains.

Hou Jing opened Siya's satchel, found the key, and quickly opened the door.

While he was looking for the key, Siya fell to the ground again. He had to pick her up again and carry her into the house. Hou Jing didn't know where the switch of the room light was, so he groped in the dark and came to the bed. He put Siya down on the bed, took off her shoes and put her legs on the bed. He also covered her with a quilt.

When Hou Jing was about to leave after doing everything for Siya, he was suddenly stopped by Siya. Siya used her left hand, which he was already familiar with.

"Don't you want me?" Siya's words made Hou Jing even more stunned. Once upon a time, what Siya said was also a thought hidden in Hou Jing's heart, which he didn't dare to confess and even dare not implement. Now, when Jing Siya said this, Hou Jing felt as if she had seen through it, so she was a little frightened and overwhelmed.

Hou Jing still stood still. After a while, he felt his hand glide over the warm skin, gradually sliding towards the soft "peak". His heart trembled. The line between beauty and lust is not clear, and the two are often ambiguous. He used to peep, and now the "peak" he touched also led him to the bottom of the valley from which he could not extricate himself.

In the dark, two people who were "lustful and dizzy, and obsessed with love" were tightly entangled. A man and a woman who have lost their shame are also frantically stroking and kissing each other's naked bodies. Hou Jing also fought with his bare hands like a fanatical fighter.

Suddenly, he stopped the fight and was defeated. His passions were again dictated by his body. More than a week ago, when he had just entered Xiaoqing's body in high spirits, he withdrew due to a sudden atrophy and never entered it since. Now, weak and incompetent, he doesn't even have the ability to get in. He felt that he had grown old and decrepit. He felt a sense of despair that he had never felt in his life.

"What's wrong with you?" Siya said and kissed Hou Jing again. She wanted to make a comeback with him.

"I'm not a man anymore. I'm a wreck. Waste people! Waste people!" Hou Jing said more and more sad he became in the end. Sad, he jerked Siya away.

For a long time, Hou Jing and Siya neither spoke nor were they close to each other, they both lay quietly. After some quiet thinking, Hou Jing found that he had fallen into the swamp of right and wrong at the beginning of the night, sinking deeper and deeper, and finally made an unforgivable mistake, which made him feel deeply ashamed and remorseful.

He hurriedly got dressed. He had to quickly leave the battlefield that left him with shame and remorse.

"I'm sorry for you today. No matter how you punish me, I will not complain and listen to me. ”

"Don't go. Talk to me for a while, okay?" Siya's words were gentle and sentimental, sentimental and longing. It was like an invisible rope that tied Hou Jing's legs and feet.

"Say it. I'm here. ”

Hou Jing didn't hear a response for a long time. Later, the whole room suddenly lit up. It made him a little creepy. He sat at the head of the bed with his back to Siya, motionless like a clay statue. He really didn't know what face he should face Siya.

"Are you going to talk to me like that?"

"I-I'm despicable, I deserve death, I-" Hou Jingcheng bowed his head in fear.

"I asked you to talk to me, and I didn't make you repent and confess. Why do you want to do this?" Siya's tolerance gave Hou Jing the courage to face Siya.

"I apologize to you for what you just did. I shouldn't have done that to you. ”

"It was my fault just now. You don't think I'm a watery poplar woman, do you?"

"No, it won't. You are kind-hearted and noble-minded, and you are not like that. It's all my fault. It's all my fault for being a beast for a while. ”

"You can't be blamed entirely. I shouldn't have been so willful. ”

"Are you unhappy? If you still think I'm a friend, tell me about it. Say it, and you may feel better. ”

"Today, I broke up with my boyfriend of many years. ”

"You love him, don't you?"

"Yes. In this world, I think, he can't find a second woman who loves him more than me.

For him, I can go to the University of Internal Medicine with him instead of going to a prestigious university, for him, I can sacrifice my chastity to sleep with his boss just to keep his job, and for him, I can endure all the hardships without letting him suffer a little. ”

"You've really done a lot for your boyfriend. ”

But he didn't appreciate it at all. He also resolutely broke up with me. ”

"Why?"

"As soon as he heard that I had slept with another man, he immediately offered to break up with me. ”

"Didn't you tell him you did that to keep his job?"

"What's the use of telling him? He doesn't listen to me a word now. ”

"You have to give him some time to calm down. When he thinks it through, he will change his mind. ”