Chapter 3: Understanding and Trust
Tang Dynasty wanted to stand up, but his head was dizzy, and he had to sit down again.
took out his mobile phone to check the time, but found that the words on the screen were blurry and could not be seen clearly.
Are the glasses foggy?
When I took off my glasses, I suddenly felt that my eyes were bright, and the screen that I couldn't see clearly with my glasses was very clear.
Tang Chao was stunned and muttered to himself: "What is the situation? Could it be that the headache has cured my myopia for many years?"
In order to confirm that the idea was correct, I put on my glasses again, and after putting them on, the whole world became blurry, and I felt dizzy and wanted to vomit. When I took off my glasses, the whole world became clear again, and the feeling of dizziness and vomiting disappeared in an instant.
Tang Chao was ecstatic in his heart: "Is myopia really good?"
No wonder he was happy and surprised, he had myopia in junior high school, and it was very serious, and in high school, he reviewed day and night, and his myopia became even more serious, and now he has more than 600 degrees, and the thickness of the lenses is scary to look at.
Now not only has myopia been cured, but I have found that my eyesight is surprisingly good.
After the excitement, Tang Chao calmed down, he was annoyed why he couldn't think about it so much before, and he actually had suicidal thoughts.
He was simply ridiculous at what he had thought before.
Whether a person has a good performance or not is not just based on his grades, good grades can only show that he is talented in reading. Could it be that the students who are admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, when they go out of society in the future, must have higher achievements than those who have two or three bachelor's books or even junior colleges?
Not necessarily.
Tang Chao was taken aback by his own idea, in the past, he couldn't even think of this idea, because he was instilled by his parents since he was a child, that is, reading is the only way out.
Is the change in my own thinking also the credit of the headache?
Why do I have headaches? What causes headaches? Why do I get better of my myopia after the headache, my thinking has changed, my whole brain is no longer groggy, and my thinking has become sharper than before?
Tang Chao touched his chin, frowned and thought deeply, and suddenly couldn't think of a reason.
"Forget it, I don't want to, go back to eat first, otherwise my parents will be worried. ”
Tang Chao cleaned up his mood, the whole person, the whole body, became extremely brisk, the pressure that used to press his breathlessness, as if with the disappearance of the headache, disappeared without a trace.
He is no longer afraid to face his parents' disappointed expressions and lonely eyes, because he suddenly feels that his life is not only about studying.
If you can't study on your own, maybe you're very good at business?
Thinking of this, a pleasant smile appeared on his face, and suddenly the pleasant smile disappeared and turned into a sneer.
"Li Tian, Lin Juan, you waited for me, and you dared to insult me, and said that I was a toad and wanted to eat swan meat, hum...... I'm going to show you how the 'toad' in your eyes eats swan meat. ”
"And the guy who pretended to be me to write love letters, you better pray that I don't find out who you are, or else...... I'll let you know how to write the word regret. ”
"'Black Sect Leader', as a teacher, you actually insulted students, and the next time you insult me, you will know how serious the consequences are. ”
......
Tang Chao's thoughts flew away, thinking about the anger and unfair treatment he had received in the recent period, and he sneered.
He patronized and thought about these things, but he didn't notice that he had changed, as if he had changed as a different person.
In the past, he was insulted, insulted, and treated unfairly, and he would only choose to endure it silently, and he never thought about how to resist and how to fight for the interests he deserved.
But now it's completely different, it's his interests, it must be obtained, it must be maintained, and if he is knocked out of his teeth, he will definitely fight back.
The headache lasted, Tang Dynasty felt like a century, but in fact, it was not long, less than twenty minutes, and he deliberately sped up his pace, and he only arrived home a few minutes later than usual.
The Tang Dynasty's family said that it was home, but in fact it was just a rented house, with two bedrooms, one living room, one kitchen and one bathroom, only 700 a month, plus the water and electricity bills were less than 1,000.
As soon as he opened the door, Tang Chao saw his mother walking back and forth in the hall with her hands on her chest, while her father sat at the only table in the living room, smoking one cigarette after another, with an unusually heavy expression.
At this time, my parents went to set up a stall, but today, I didn't go out, as if I was waiting for the Tang Dynasty to come back.
When Tang's mother saw Tang Chao standing at the door, she rushed over and hugged him, hugged him tightly, and asked nervously: "Son, why did you go? Why did you come home so late? Don't you scare your mother?"
Tang Chao looked at the clock hanging on the wall, and only came back a few minutes later than usual, but these few minutes, in the eyes of his mother, were like a long century. If he really did something stupid before, how should his mother live in the future? Thinking of this, Tang Chao's nose was sore, and he almost didn't cry.
He guessed why his mother was so nervous, and why she asked like that.
The "black sect leader" must have told his family everything that happened at school, which made Tang's mother so nervous, afraid that he would find a short-term view. After all, Zhi'er Mo Ruomu.
Tang's father snuffed out the cigarette butt, stood up, and just said lightly: "The food is cold, let my son eat first, if you have anything to say, wait until you finish eating." ”
Tang Chao said: "Dad...... Mother...... I'd better take a shower first! I was sweating and smelling from all over my body. ”
Hearing his son say this, Tang's mother, who hugged him tightly, smelled the stench emanating from her son's body.
Tang's mother wiped a handful of tears and scolded with a smile: "I'll just say it! What smells so stinky, it turns out to be the smell of sweat." The smell was so bad that I hurried to take a shower. ”
She didn't realize that it was only March now, and the weather was still very cold, so how could her son smell of sweat?
"Wait, your glasses?" said Tang Mu, who was about to take a bath, when Tang Mu stopped Tang Chao, who was about to take a bath.
Tang Chao said: "I threw it away." ”
Tang's mother said bitterly: "You are a loser, why did you throw away such good glasses? ”
Tang Chao said: "Because ...... Because I was short-sighted, I threw it away. ”
Mother Tang was stunned and said, "Okay....... Okay, are you nearsighted?"
Tang Chao really didn't know how to explain this bizarre thing to his parents, so he had to make up a lie and said, "Maybe...... It may be pseudomyopia, but it will be fine today all of a sudden. Mom, don't ask, anyway, your son is not a four-eyed field chicken now. ”
He would make two jokes now, which would have been impossible before.
After speaking, Tang Chao hurriedly slipped into the bathroom, for fear that his parents would catch on to this problem.
Tang's mother was stunned, looked at her son's back and muttered, "Pseudomyopia? Why haven't I heard of more than 600 degrees and pseudomyopia?"
After eating, Tang Chao and Tang's father sat face to face, and his mother was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks.
Father Tang lit a cigarette and took two puffs, he had a lot to say, but he didn't say anything.
On the contrary, Tang Chao broke the silence, and said nervously and uneasily: "Dad, I want to change classes." ”
Father Tang took another puff of cigarette, slowly spit it out, and after a long time, he said, "It's okay to change shifts." ”
Before the words fell, Tang's mother, who came out of the kitchen and wiped the grease with her hands on her apron, disagreed, and said, "No." ”
"Do you know how much effort your dad and I put into getting you into a key class?
"Isn't it okay to write a love letter to a female classmate you have a crush on and be rejected in person? It's okay, adjust your mentality, mom believes in you, it will definitely work. ”
Tang's father snuffed out the cigarette butt and said to Tang's mother: "Why is he being rejected for writing a love letter? Don't you know your son's character?
Tang's mother was told by Tang's father, and found that her son was indeed like this before, and said: "Yes! The character of a son is indeed not like being able to write love letters to female classmates." Then I don't understand, why did Mr. Chen call and say that his son wrote love letters to female classmates? and said that his son only thinks about love all day long, so his grades will drop so quickly. ”
Father Tang said: "You still don't understand this, someone must have wronged our son, and besides, you can't hear what Teacher Chen said, he wishes that our son will change classes, so that no one will drag the class back, and the third (2nd) class of high school can be the first in the age, and he has face again." ”
Then he muttered, "I don't know how much our son has suffered in his class during this time, and how much anger he has suffered." ”
Tang Chao's heart was warm, his nose was sore, and tears were rolling in his eyes.
Everyone in the class didn't believe him, they all thought that the love letter was written by him, and his parents were not there, and they didn't even have a problem asking, so they believed him unconditionally and understood him.
That's what parents, great parents.
Tang Mu said: "That...... What is the reason for the drop in my son's grades so much?"
Father Tang said: "I see! It is caused by the pressure we give too much, and the pressure from the environment is too great. ”
Tang's mother said: "It can't be so fast, it has dropped by more than 200 points in a semester, almost 300 points." ”
Tang's father said: "My son is already introverted and shy, and now we have put so much pressure on him, and he is surrounded by better grades than him, and he puts pressure on himself, so if he can't release such a heavy pressure, it's no wonder if he doesn't crush himself." ”
Tang Mu said: "That...... Then it's good to adjust it, and you don't need to change shifts, right?"
Father Tang said: "What do you know?" Then he looked at Tang Chao and said, "Don't listen to your mother, change classes." Don't put too much pressure on yourself after changing shifts, calm down, we still have three months, and it's too late. Although we are only reaching the junior college score line now, our foundation is still there, work hard, it should be no problem to take a three, Dad believes in you. ”
Tang Chao's tears flowed uncontrollably, he understood the pain and gap in his parents' hearts. From the original expectation of Tsinghua University and Peking University, it has directly dropped to three expectations, and it can be imagined how much pain parents endure in their hearts.
Lin Hao choked up and shouted: "Dad......"
Father Tang smiled softly and said, "Don't put too much pressure on yourself, it doesn't matter if you can't pass the three books, you can still support your family when you get to the society." ”
Tang Chao wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word, so he could only secretly swear that he must work hard, work hard to get into a good school, work hard to make this home, and let his parents have a house of their own.
He felt that as long as he worked hard, there should still be hope for a second exam, after all, the foundation was still there, and the groggy feeling that had troubled him for a long time had disappeared.
Father Tang said: "Okay, you should be tired too, go back to the room and rest early." ”
It's only seven o'clock in the evening, and in normal times, he has never rested so early. But he obediently returned to the room and closed the door.