Everyone's life is a line, and once it crosses, it is fate. More than that, however, are parallel to each other. can coincide with your life, one in 6 billion.

Yue Nanqi.

Zhang Xiaobei.

One south and one north, may not be destined to be all the way. The two straight lines crossed for a moment, and then quickly separated again.

When he got home, Yue Nanqi had just gotten off work, but he looked like he was in general interest.

"Xiao Nan, let's talk, take it easy. Zhang Xiaobei now feels that he and Yue Nanqi are a little "polite" when they talk.

Yue Nanqi smiled slightly and sat down as well.

"Now, although I can't figure it out, I accept this reality. ”

"But, Xiao Nan, we have also gone through five years from college to now. I'm a little confused, what does the past five years mean to the two of us?" Zhang Xiaobei asked lightly.

"Xiaobei, I can be a human being, have thoughts, love and hate, it is already a rare opportunity, one in ten million. ”

"It's the same with you, a 1 in 10,000,000,000 chance of having a human body. It's all lucky. ”

"It's not easy to meet in the vast sea of people, that's one in a thousand. ”

"But a fate, in the universe, is just passing by. ”

"As I said, you are a responsible person, and for me, as a husband and lover, you are doing very well. ”

"It's just Xiaobei, people are alive, and they carry too many things, either they will be stronger or they will run away, and I chose the latter. ”

"My father is already like that, my mother is so cold, and I can't add a son and a half daughter to you, I sometimes wonder, where is the value of my existence?"

"I chose to run away, maybe because my ability to bear pressure was too weak, maybe because I didn't want to torture myself anymore. ”

"Actually, the people around me didn't say anything about me, but I felt that others looked at me differently. ”

"You didn't point fingers at me, but I always felt sorry for you without children. ”

"I'm not a self-blamed person, but I can't be selfish. ”

"In addition, in the process of worshipping the Buddha, I can find a trace of tranquility, a trace of balance, at least I know that I am sorry for you in this life, and I hope to pay it back in the next life. ”

"To live, there must always be a support point, and I found it, so I want you to let go. ”

"If loving and being loved makes either party feel painful, it can only be said that fate is over. ”

"As I said before, I have forgiven everyone and everything, including myself. ”

Yue Nanqi rarely said so many words, half melancholy, half yearning.

Zhang Xiaobei was also helpless when he heard it, and sighed again and again in his heart.

In fact, no one is stupid in life, it's just that everyone's worldview has changed according to their own personality and mental journey as they grow older.

In other words, everyone perceives reality differently.

There is no right or wrong in this, it can only be said that to break up or not to break up, which choice will bring less damage.

Yue Nanqi has been a tomboy since she was a child, but after meeting Zhang Xiaobei, her personality has changed significantly, there is no doubt that she loves Zhang Xiaobei and is willing to change herself for Zhang Xiaobei.

But she has been a princess since she was a child, she was afraid of melting in her mouth, and she was afraid of falling in her hand, and suddenly Yue Yuan sang such a play, and her mother's attitude was even more cold - because her mother was also under a certain amount of pressure.

Zhang Xiaobei is the only one who plays the role of father, mother, husband and even child in Yue Nanqi's life.

In Yue Nanqi's life, it seems that Zhang Xiaobei is the only one left.

But people's hearts are flesh and blood, in Yue Nanqi's opinion, Zhang Xiaobei has become her all, but she is also afraid!

If you lose Zhang Xiaobei one day, won't you return to a state of nothing?

At that time, did you still have the confidence to continue living?

As soon as the pessimistic mood is triggered, it is out of control.

Zhang Xiaobei is also tired, whether it is work or life, there is also huge pressure, but he can't bring anything to Zhang Xiaobei, he hasn't cooked a meal, and his clothes are washed in the washing machine.

Especially the matter of children, I don't seem to be able to let go.

It wasn't until I read the Buddhist scriptures that I seemed to have found a support point for psychological balance, maybe Zhang Xiaobei owed himself in his last life!

But even if you owe yourself, it's a matter of the previous life!

So the repetition of emotions has always existed.

However, it wasn't until I made the decision to separate from Zhang Xiaobei that I felt that my life had found a glimmer of light again, and I had found a reason to live.

Because I found that in addition to Zhang Xiaobei, I still have something to do, as well as reasons and support points to live.

So, she persevered and made up her mind.

I made up my mind to let go and let go of Zhang Xiaobei.

After Zhang Xiaobei listened, the left atrium was bleeding and the right atrium was crying.

But there is no way to say this heart full of blood and tears.

Zhang Xiaobei knows Yue Nanqi too well, don't look at her looking weak, but once she makes up her mind to do something, it will not be able to pull back the nine cows.

It's so stubborn.

At school, Zhang Xiaobei misunderstood Yue Nanqi, but what about Yue Nanqi?

If you don't ask, I won't tell.

Sometimes, Zhang Xiaobei also follows Yue Nanqi's broken character, and he hates it so much that his teeth itch, but he can't say anything.

Now it's okay, I don't have to itch at the root of my teeth anymore, my heart is full of blood and tears, and I can't feel the itch anymore.

"Xiao Nan, give me a little more time, I think I'll figure out a lot of things. Zhang Xiaobei lit a cigarette and said lightly.

There is no way, you can only say lightly, at this time, only this emotion is the most appropriate.

"Hmm. Yue Nanqi seemed to be obedient this time, and snuggled up to Zhang Xiaobei's body.

It's just that what Zhang Xiaobei felt at this time was that Yue Nanqi's body didn't seem to be so warm, but a faint coolness.

Zhang Xiaobei didn't stay at home that night, to be honest, he came back to see.

However, when he came back this time, Zhang Xiaobei had fully felt the changes in Yue Nanqi.

This time, I'm afraid I really let it go.

The whole person is no longer excited, which means that the mind has been decided.

Zhang Xiaobei went to the bar alone and opened a bottle of foreign wine.

It's not because of anything else, but the taste of foreign wine is the most difficult for Zhang Xiaobei to swallow. And the taste of this wine is just like this thing in Yue Nanqi now.

Zhang Xiaobei drank it pure, without adding ice or mixing with the drink, just sipping this unpalatable taste little by little.

At this time, a singer sang a song, the name of the song was "A Song of Red Dust", Zhang Xiaobei listened to it, and unconsciously burst into tears......