Chapter 306: Love, Confused, Love
Hu Yiting's second album for Tong Mu includes Soda Green's "Little Love Song", Liang Jingru's "Breathing Pain", "Courage" and "Ningxia", Zhou Hui's "Promise", Guangliang's "The First Time", Mayday's "Suddenly Miss You", Zhou Huajian's "Is There a Song That Will Make You Think of Me", Yang Zongwei's "Just Once" and Wang Yixin's "Leave the Best Self to You".
The last two of them were added in order to make up for ten songs, but Hu Yiting felt that the quality of these two songs was not inferior to the previous eight, and they were also excellent works.
In the face of this fever album with all ten songs composed of the super platinum title songs of the later generations, Tong Mu was shocked beyond measure!
Just like when Hu Yiting took out her first album for her, the sentimentality and passionate passion in her soul filled her chest again, and her beautiful eyes shone with water, like the whole galaxy flashing in her eyes.
Tong Mu followed Hu Yiting one by one, and although he only had a piano accompaniment, his singing effect was more touching than the too cunning arrangements and overly professional accompaniment of many commercial works.
Tong Mu's singing voice is the real protagonist today, and she sings the soul of Hu Yiting's lyrics and songs.
"Wife, you sing so well. β
Tong Mu looked at Hu Yiting, and the love in his eyes was incomprehensible.
"In your flowing musical rhetoric, I'm just punctuation on the staff. β
"Wife, you speak so poetically. Hu Yiting sincerely complimented Tong Mu, but his language was pale and boring.
Tong Mu smiled back: "I am willing to use my singing voice as your punctuation marks, so that you will think of me every time you hear it." β
Hu Yiting, who was standing next to the piano, stretched out his hand and gently held Tong Mu's Rouyi, his long fingers and slender palms were extremely hot to the touch because of the performance.
Inspired by these excellent works, Tong Mu's heart continued to pour out love and poetry, and he spoke like a poet, this poet's romantic temperament reminded Hu Yiting that there seemed to be a teenager a long time ago, riding an old phoenix 26, carrying a mail bag of hope, whistling in the wind, the corners of his confused clothes fluttering, and delivering a sample of Tong Mu's first album.
How long is how long it was last year.
The boy was himself.
In just one year, I seem to have finished my life with Tong Mu, and when I went shopping yesterday, I seemed to have lost the sense of direction and weight of love, behaved vulgarly, lacked interest, and just wanted to find a way to spend money to satisfy my wife. The previous sex against the child pastor made him look like an old man who wants to prove that he is still majestic by conquering the young wife's white and brilliant **. But after pleasure, the past is satisfied, and the heart is empty again, and the life and lover are perfunctory.
Hu Yiting thought again, Lao Tzu said, 'artificial is false, false is not good', my deliberate arrangement of Tong Mu, from helping her release an album, to later encouraging her to learn from Yuan Luli, there are too many people here because of their own foresight, am I doing this for her or for myself? Am I kind? Of course I love her, but should love do nothing or should there be something? I used to think that it was good to stay together like my parents for a long time, but didn't my parents divorce after a tribulation in my previous life? So I contradicted myself and wanted to give Tong Mu a vigorous success, I know very well how powerful the ten songs of this new album are, each of them is a popular title song, Tong Mu will inevitably be red and purple this time, the status of the little diva in the music world will be firmly established, even if he no longer writes songs in the future, relying on other musicians, Tong Mu can continue to be popular. Where will I be worth to her then?
After Hu Yiting's cranky thoughts, he was confused, despising his cheesiness on all sides, and fearing that he would fall into powerless mediocrity in love.
Tong Mu saw that Hu Yiting was speechless for a long time, and knew that he was starting to be in a routine daze again, so he clenched his hand.
"What do you think, my dear? How did you come up with so many songs?
Hu Yiting looked at Tong Mu and felt that she was still young and could still sell cuteness for more than ten years, but her mentality unconsciously returned to her previous life, like the log poles that have stood since the seventies.
Hu Yiting's gaze became complicated, there was love, confusion, inferiority, and anxiety in it.
"I wrote these songs to make you happy, to make you successful, to make you happy and successful and fall in love with me, which will satisfy my vanity and make me feel proud of my face.
Being able to turn the pink horse under my crotch into an idol star worshiped by men all over the world can fully satisfy my naΓ―ve imagination and make me feel as happy as the New Year with you every day. But now I'm a little scared again, for the first time I feel uncertain about the future, and you're that uncertainty. β
"I'm talking nonsense again! What is the pink? I hate it, it's so ugly!"
Tong Mu turned his face away in annoyance, flipped the score to "The First Time", and began to play.
"When you look at me
I didn't open my mouth, as you guessed
Still not sure
Still doesn't meet your requirements
It's me who thinks too much about it
Or are you dodging too?
If it really is me
I plucked up the courage to accept it
Before I knew it, my eyes began to flicker
Oh the first time I said I loved you
My breath is hard and my heart is shaking
Oh, the first time I hold your hands
Lost his bearings and didn't know where to go
That's the reason to love each other together
That's together
Oh first kiss your deep dimples
I wanted to wake up but got dizzy
Oh, the first time you're lying on my chest
Twenty-four hours have not been separated
That was the first time I knew that it was a long time
It's me who thinks too much about it
Or are you dodging too?
If it really is me
I plucked up the courage to accept it
Before I knew it, my eyes began to flicker
Oh the first time I said I loved you
My breath is hard and my heart is shaking
Oh, the first time I hold your hands
Lost his bearings and didn't know where to go
That's the reason to love each other together
It feels like you belong to me
Feel your eyes
You can't go wrong with deciding the first time
Oh the first time I said I loved you
My breath is hard and my heart is shaking
Oh, the first time I hold your hands
Lost his bearings and didn't know where to go
That's the reason to love each other together
That's together
Oh first kiss your deep dimples
I wanted to wake up but got dizzy
Oh, the first time you're lying on my chest
Twenty-four hours have not been separated
That was the first time I knew it would last forever."
Tong Mu played the piano very heavily and adjusted it very high, and the sound was like a crack blooming, as if singing the praises of the youth of the two.
Hu Yiting waited for Tong Mu to finish singing, and applauded: "It's very good." β
Tong Mu turned his head, tears on his face.
"I know, your heart is in the song, no matter how bad your mouth is, I understand you and love you. β
Hu Yiting was warmed by Tong Mu's words, his heart was melting, those gloom were dissipating, and the negative emotions were gradually fading.
"I sometimes think about stupid questions, very negative things, and my emotions become bad, and after we live together for a long time, you will know, I am not a genius, nor am I a perfect person, can you get used to the real me? can you accept such a bastard? would you not want to abandon me?"
After Hu Yiting finished speaking, he felt confused for a while, why did he tell her all without reservation? He could obviously deceive her, isn't it unusual for men and women to lie to each other in good faith? Why can't he do it to Tong Mu? Why do he always involuntarily show his inner cowardice and darkness in front of her? He always exposes his shortcomings one by one like a fool, and if he continues like this, he will be hated by her sooner or later, right? Will he think I'm a bad person? Will he leave me?
Thinking of this, Hu Yiting felt relieved that he had found love, he knew that he had fallen hopelessly in love with Tong Mu, he could be at ease when he lied to others, but he would feel guilty about lying to her, this is because he was really in love with her, she made me feel that I was really living in this world, isn't this love, the most precious thing in the world is legendary, and now I also have it.
Standing up from the piano, Tong Mu hugged Hu Yiting tightly, caressed his back with both hands, and buried his head tightly in his neck socket.
"I'm not sure about my future, but I'm sure I love you, love dead and alive, love dazzled, love gnashing teeth. In the future, whether you lie in bed and pick your nose, pick your feet, throw stinky socks, go to bed without washing your feet, fight or scold the street, I will not love you, I will not leave you, in my eyes, you are Hu Yiting, the lover I chose for the first time in my life, and the only lover, the last lover, the first time I kissed me, my first time is also your first time, isn't it? So you are my husband, we are going to live for the rest of our lives.
I remember when I was a child, my dad had hemorrhoids, pouting his ass and asking my mother to give him medicine, and when he came back from the show, he took off his shoes and his feet smelled, and my mother helped him wash his feet. Now I understand that as long as I love someone, I don't care about anything.
Hu Yiting, I can accept your shortcomings, you expose them, the more exposed the better, I wish you were full of shortcomings, so that no one would rob me, so that you villain belongs to me alone, there is only one person in the world I love you, so that's good. β
"Did your mother get sick with your father's hemorrhoids and stinky feet before she slept with another man?"
Tong Mu bit Hu Yiting's neck fiercely: "Don't talk nonsense, my mother is ...... She's actually a good person...... My dad is also a nice guy...... But he later became an alcoholic...... In short, you are not allowed to drink alcohol in the future, I like the way you get drunk and want to sleep, I heard that such a man will not get drunk and beat his wife. β
"What if I want to spank you sometimes?"
"Hate, when?"
"That's the time. β
"It's nasty, it's not serious again. β
Tong Mu blushed with shame, hugged Hu Yiting tremblingly, and bit a circle of red marks on his neck.
"Come with me to buy medicine in the evening, and you can buy some of that too." β
"What are you buying? Are you sick?"
"It's not...... Buy that, we weren't ...... that day I've been scared for the past two days, what if I get pregnant? What will you make my parents think of me in the future? I can't hold my head up in front of them for the rest of my life. β
"When you are pregnant, you will be born, and your grandson will be happy to hug them, who cares about this. β
"Nonsense! I'm going to flow when I'm pregnant. β
"Then what's going on, what if the curettage can't give birth?"
"Where did you know these words at such a young age? I'm not a papier-mΓ’chΓ©, and I can scratch them. β
"Then I can't bear it. β
"Anyway, I'll have to take medicine in the future! You go buy that one to wear, or don't touch me in the future." β
"Which one to buy? Ouch, don't bite, I'm going to buy *** can't you." β
The two hugged each other affectionately, muttering for a long time before parting, Tong Mu arranged his clothes and hair, and sat back in front of the piano.
For these ten songs, Tong Mu liked it very much, and it was not finished as soon as she practiced, Hu Yiting accompanied her to practice until half past five, and all the scores of the various soundtracks of the songs were completed.
Tong Mu, who grew up in the art troupe since childhood, his father was originally born to play the piano, and later changed to a keyboard player, she has been growing up in the band since she was born, and she is very familiar with various musical instruments.
Judging from the performance of the first album, the recording quality of Tong Mu and Hu Yiting is basically the same as the original, as for some slight discrepancies, they were also revised after discussion between Kong Jing and Tong Mu, and the effect sounds no different from the original.
Hu Yiting only knows that Tong Mu's mother is a dancer and should not be related to her outstanding musical talent, and Tong Mu almost never mentions her mother to Hu Yiting in her life, so in Hu Yiting's impression, except for knowing that her mother used to dance ballet, she has no other concept, and she doesn't even know her mother's name.
After practicing this day, I only ate a bowl of instant noodles with a slice of Chinese cabbage at noon, and the noodles were naturally under Tong Mu, and Hu Yiting was responsible for tearing the cabbage.
If it weren't for the fact that the neighbors would have opinions, Tong Mu would still want to keep practicing, and after putting down the lid, she was still humming softly intently.
"Wife, you can relax, you don't bother you after a day?"
"When I was a kid, I listened to my dad rehearse in the band, and it would be a whole day to listen to it, so what's annoying?"
"I just listen to the piano and have ringing in my ears all day, and I listen to the whole band play and sing all day, which is really crazy. β
Tong Mu cleaned up the piano and the sheet music on the dining table, and said with a smile: "After listening to it for a long time, you will get used to it, and when you learn all the musical instruments, it will be more interesting. β
"Wife, you are a genius, how many instruments do you know?"
"What a genius, except for the piano and keyboard, I can't talk about much else, but as long as it's common, I can play and make a noise. β
"What do you mean by making a noise?" Hu Yiting, the science man's details of the sticky disease again, asked.
"It's just that you can play twice on the score, and it's ridiculous, and it's very bad.
When I was a child, I didn't have any toys at home, and all I could get into was the band's instruments, or I went to the show, but I liked to play with the instrument more than the show, and my dad and the people in the group were very good to me and taught me a lot. β
"Wife, your family has a history, next time we will buy all kinds of musical instruments and put them at home, so that you can enjoy it. β
Tong Mu chuckled: "By the way, I can play the drums well, and the cello is okay, and when the house is decorated, I will buy a set of drums for you, and when I have money, I will buy a better cello, I haven't touched these for a long time, and I don't know if I have lost what I learned before." β
Hu Yiting felt a little inferior when he heard this, thinking that Tong Mu was a real genius, if he wasn't reborn, where would Tong Mu, a stunner with beauty and intelligence, look up to himself.
"What's wrong with you, what are you thinking?"
"Nothing. β
"Why hide it from me, you must be thinking about something unhappy again, you really look like Lin Daiyu today, why is a big man so sentimental. Tong Mu said with a smile, but he was happy that Hu Yiting could expose his thoughts in front of him.
Hu Yiting sighed: "I'm thinking that I'm not worthy of you at all, let alone musical instruments, I can't even beat the triangle, where do you like me? Don't talk about writing songs! Say something else." β
Tong Mu felt that Hu Yiting was as stupid as he was when he had an awkward relationship with himself that day, and he couldn't get out of the horns, just like he was not in a good mood when he came to menstruation for a few days, so he got up and hugged him again, coaxing the child and said: "My husband is the most handsome, I just like you, and I am willing to be your wife for the rest of my life and serve you for a lifetime, what do you want me to say?"
Hu Yiting sighed: "Let's eat, I'm hungry." β
Tong Mu saw that he was not in high spirits, thinking that he had said the wrong thing, so she quickly tidied up the house and locked the door and went downstairs to get into the car, all the while she was silently thinking about her thoughts.
Hu Yiting got in the car and asked, "What do you want to eat?"
"That wonton was delicious that day, why don't we eat ravioli again?"
Hu Yiting nodded and drove the car out of the community.
On the way, Tong Mu finally couldn't help but speak: "My dear, I think you are very brave, very kind, honest with people, full of wisdom, there is nothing in the world that you don't know, compared to your ability, I am useless, not worthy of you." β
Hu Yiting was praised: "Are you still thinking about what happened just now?"
Don't think about it anymore, I'm a young man today, in fact, your husband and I are a big layman, seeing that my wife is so good, there will be so many things I don't understand at all, I feel inferior in my heart, and I am jealous that you are better than me, you look at me, one with more grandchildren, don't dislike me, scold me more and I will be beautiful. β
Tong Mu breathed a sigh of relief, feeling angry and funny.
"Where's the grandson!Husband, you're a big hero in my eyes!Honey, you're so stupid sometimes, don't think like that in the future, huh?"
Hu Yiting nodded, feeling that he was very stupid today, since he was realive, he would have a good life, why bother to dwell on the past.
Hu Yiting found a grand hotel near the guest house, asked the front desk if there were any wontons, and the other party said yes, so he entered the hotel restaurant and ordered four dishes, one soup and wontons.
After eating, the two went to the pharmacy to buy some family planning drugs and husband and wife supplies, after entering the pharmacy, Tong Mu did not say a word from beginning to end, his face was righteous and awe-inspiring, as if he was an underground party member on the execution ground, Hu Yiting was like a dog spy, sneaky with a smile on his face, and seriously asked the clerk which drugs are better and have no side effects, and which set is the most expensive, so he bought everything that should be bought, and finally the underground party members paid for the dog spy to settle the bill.
After returning to the guest house, Tong Mu washed the clothes soaked in the bathtub in the morning and dried them out, and then Hu Yiting took a bath, and after washing, he began to call Wang Lili and other colleagues in the company to ask about the progress of today's work. After Tong Mu took a bath, he rubbed Hu Yiting's changed clothes and dried them on the balcony, and when he came into the house, he saw that Hu Yiting hadn't finished making a phone call, so he took out the song sheet again, and sat on the sofa in the living room to ponder.
Hu Yiting went to bed after making the call, thinking that he had to sign the contract for the house bought by Tong Mu as soon as possible, and the head of the household was of course Tong Mu, so her private seal, household registration book, ID card, and income certificate must be ready, and after signing the contract, she will go to the bank for a loan and make a down payment to the real estate company, and these materials will be used again at that time.
Among them, Tong Mu's household registration book has to wait for the family to send it, when his aunt tore off the page of Tong Mu and threw it away, he was picked up by his mother Bai Ping, and later the trustee transferred her household registration to his own household registration book at the police station, so in the past two days, he had to urge Kong Jing to let the Shenzhen Audio-visual Publishing House prepare the income certificate of Tong Mu, and then take Tong Mu to engrave a private seal......
Hu Yiting was thinking about it, and Tong Mu also climbed into bed, blushing and burrowing into his arms.
"What do you think?"
Hu Yiting talked about buying a house.
"Well, I can do this myself, don't worry about my business, your company is so busy, you should go back to work tomorrow." β
"It's okay, in the future, I'll send you to Aunt Yuan's house every day and then go to work, and I'll go over to practice singing with you in the afternoon, is that okay?"
"Of course it's good. β
"Hu Yiting, what you said in the afternoon is not worthy of me, don't say it again in the future, you will be my husband sooner or later, a man I will serve as if I am like a day, I will be unhappy if you talk about me like this, I will feel that I have done something wrong and made you angry. β
Hu Yiting was moved: "I know, wife." β
Only then did Tong Mu put his head in Hu Yiting's arm, closed his eyes with peace of mind, and gently hummed the song he had just learned today, and soon fell asleep.
Hu Yiting wanted to try the condom he had just bought, but when he saw that Tong Mu was so tired, he dismissed his idea, hugged her and closed his eyes, and fell asleep after a while.