My body slid down the washstand, and when I was about to fall, Ah Zheng suddenly rushed in from outside and held me up: "Young grandma." ”

"Thank you. I propped my hand against the wall next to me and glanced at his hand holding my shoulder, "I can do it myself." ”

"Young grandma, I'll help you go outside and take a rest. Ah Zheng didn't let go of his hand.

"I'm not your young grandmother anymore. I raised my head and smiled miserably at Ah Zheng, and then broke the fingers he held on my shoulder one by one, "Let go!"

Ah Zheng was stunned by my yelling, and I leaned against the wall and walked towards the elevator step by step.

As much as I wanted to get out of here as soon as possible, I simply didn't have the strength to go fast. I moved slowly like that, and Ah Zheng followed me step by step, probably afraid that I would fall down at once.

When Lao Zhao saw me, he immediately ran over: "Miss, why is your face so bad?"

"I'm fine. The moment he grabbed Lao Zhao's arm, the belief that barely supported his consciousness collapsed.

"Miss...... The eldest lady ...... "Lao Zhao immediately held me up and picked me up," Uncle Zheng ...... This ......"

The housekeeper hurriedly ran over: "First take the young grandmother into the room to rest, and I'll call the doctor." ”

I couldn't control my body, but my consciousness didn't disappear completely, and I screamed as hard as I could, but the sound I might have made was like a gossamer. Lao Zhao put his ear close to me: "Miss, what did you say?"

"Let...... "I don't want to stay here, even if I die," take me...... Walk ......"

"I see. "Lao Zhao's voice is all six gods and no master," Take you away...... You can rest assured ......"

Lao Zhao put me in the back seat, and I curled up. I still couldn't keep my eyes open, and the excessive speed of the car made my vertigo symptoms worse. The car stopped abruptly, and the door was opened: "Miss, we are at the hospital, you ......"

I could hear my own heartbeat, thumping very clearly. The voices of the outside world were much farther away from me, but I could still hear Lao Zhao communicating with the doctor, who briefly checked and said that my blood sugar was low, and I would take a drip first.

I'm afraid that it's not good for the baby, and I'm so anxious. I wanted to wake up, but it was like a nightmare, and I couldn't control myself at all.

"Dr. Tang. "I heard a familiar voice, it was Su Jin.

"Director Su, why are you here?"

"This is my patient, and I took it to the ward. Su Jin's tone was unquestionable.

"Okay, then I'll open a hospitalization order in a moment and transfer it to you. ”

"Thank you. Su Jin continued to ask, "What did you do with it just now?"

"I did a blood routine and still didn't get the results, and the blood sugar was fast, showing that the blood sugar was low. Just as I was about to hang up a glucose first, you came over......"

"Okay, leave it to me......"

Hearing Su Jin's voice, my tense nerves relaxed, and my consciousness became more and more blurred, he knew that I was pregnant, and he shouldn't give me the medicine I shouldn't have.

When I opened my eyes, the light around me was dim, and the room was full of shadows, but there was not much furniture, like a standard room in a hotel. Since I could smell the disinfectant, I judged that I was still in the hospital. Turning his head to look at the other side, Dad was sitting on the sofa next to the hospital bed, his head hanging slightly, as if he was asleep.

I feel dizzy better, but now I really want to go to the toilet. I slowly sat up from the quilt, there was a slight noise on the side of the sofa, and then the lights were turned up, and my dad reached out to help me: "What are you going to do, dad will help you get ......"

"I'm going to the bathroom. ”

"Good. "Dad put my slippers on, picked me up, and went to the bathroom.

"I can walk...... Daddy......"

"It's no problem now, I'm afraid I won't be able to hold it in a few years. Dad put me down at the bathroom door, "See if you can stand firm?"

I took a few steps on my own: "No problem. ”

When I came out of the bathroom, my dad carried me back to bed: "Leave the yam porridge here, Dad will get you something to drink." ”

"Oh. "I didn't feel hungry, but my stomach did feel uncomfortable. The main thing is that not eating is definitely not good for the baby.

Dad flipped up the table next to the bed, put a bowl of porridge in front of me, and took a few more snacks. I ate silently, my mouth not tasting anything at all, and there was a faint bitterness.

After I finished eating, my father wiped my hands again: "Go to sleep, the doctor said, you have to rest more." ”

"What time is it?"

"It's almost four o'clock. "Dad dimmed the wall lamp, and the light became suitable for sleeping again.

I had been asleep for about ten hours, so it's no wonder I don't want to sleep at all. I couldn't sleep, so I stared at the ceiling.

"Not sleepy?" asked my father.

"Hmm. I rolled over to my dad, "I can't sleep anyway, why don't I go to the couch and sleep in bed for a while?"

"If you are not sleepy, you will lie down obediently. There was some hesitation in Dad's tone, "Xiaowan, do you know that you are pregnant?"

"Hmm. My fingers wrenched around the quilt, tightening little by little, almost tearing off a piece of cloth from the hood. I bit my lip, "Dad, I'm sorry......"

I also want to be like other people's children, get married and have children at the right age, and live a peaceful and happy life, so that my father can worry less. However, I always made everything miserable.

"Why do you want to apologize? You didn't do anything wrong......" Dad gently rubbed my hair, "Do whatever you want, if you can't do it yourself, tell Dad and Dad will do it for you." ”

"Good. I answered, and tears ran down the corners of my eyes into the pillow. At this time, I realized that although I was sad to death at the Yuelu Mountain Villa, I didn't cry. My heart shut Jin Junchi out of my heart before my brain could make a judgment.

In the past, when I encountered some tricky things, I could only cry and wait for my dad to clean up the mess for me. But now I can always calm down before I decide to give up, and come up with the most reasonable and effective method, so that I can sometimes feel quite unfamiliar to everyone.

"Is there something wrong between you and Jun Chi?" said Dad quietly.

"Yes, there are some problems. I tried to keep myself from choking, "But I can handle it, don't worry." ”

"My little evening has grown up, and Dad believes that you can handle it......" Dad sighed faintly, "However, don't put too much pressure on yourself, you still have Dad." ”

There are many things that happen every day, and as long as you live in this world for one day, you can't avoid being hurt by that person or thing. Some injuries are unintentional, and some people are not worth considering. Some mistakes can be remedied, and some deserve forgiveness.

Before going to the Yuelu Mountain Villa, I had imagined many possibilities, and I believed that Jin Junchi suddenly withdrew from my life and stopped, there must be a reason why he had to do it. I'm ready to listen, and whatever he says, whatever his reasons are acceptable to me, I'll do my best to understand and figure things out with him. I feel that I am able to empathize with all that he has done, because of any tenderness he has ever given, because he is the father of my child, and because I have fallen deeply in love with him.

I can tolerate and forgive many things, but the scene I saw in the villa of Yuelu Mountain has exceeded my ability to bear. Even now, I still believe that Jin Junchi must have his reasons, but no matter what it is, I will not choose to forgive him.

I hope I can forget Jin Junchi, even if I can't forget it, I don't always habitually think about him, don't suffer for him, don't hurt for him, and don't hurt myself for him.

I couldn't sleep in the early hours of the morning, and by the morning I was sleepy again. I was about to fall asleep in a daze, and Su Jin came over to check on me.

"Are you still dizzy?" Su Jin opened the case and wrote down a few strokes.

"Don't get dizzy. I shook my head.

"We'll have to talk. "Su Jin usually likes to laugh, and he looks like a warm man, but now he has a straight face and is a little bluffing.

I couldn't help but get nervous and looked at him fixedly: "Is there something wrong?"

"You haven't been in good health, and you were anemic some time ago. Su Jin lowered his head and flipped through the cases, "The results of several tests done yesterday have come out, two of which are not up to standard, and three are pressed on the line." If you want your baby to be born healthy and healthy, you must supplement nutrition more strictly than ordinary pregnant women from now on. If you can't, your child may be at risk. ”

"Oh, that'...... "I really can't eat or sleep these days, and there are a lot of things going on in the company.

"If you are willing to cooperate, I can ask my colleagues in the obstetrics and gynecology department to consult and make a detailed schedule for you. Su Jin put the pen in his hand into his pocket.

"You arrange it, I'm sorry for you. I nodded.

"It's not troublesome, the main thing is that you have to strictly enforce it. "Su Jin seems to have a headache for a disobedient 'patient' like me.

I suddenly smiled: "I'll cooperate." ”

"The performance remains to be seen. ”

"When can I be discharged?" I felt like something wasn't right in the hospital.

"There is no problem at the moment and I can be discharged at any time. When you get home, you will strictly implement the plan you have made. ”

I went back to Yuyuan from the hospital, and my father said that he didn't worry about me living outside. I looked at the form that the doctor had given me to regulate my diet and daily life, and I felt that I couldn't do it alone.

After that, I lived a life of 'caring for the elderly' - my schedule was almost the same as that of my grandfather, but when my grandfather read the newspaper in the morning and practiced calligraphy, I went to the company for half a day. Then come back at noon for dinner, take a lunch break, and go to the pregnancy and baby class in the afternoon or do pregnant yoga in the afternoon.

I changed into the clothes I wore when I went out, and the loose clothes barely showed that I was pregnant. However, I have a feeling myself, my lower abdomen has protruded a little, and my previous pants can no longer be buttoned.