Chapter 448: I Don't Like You
In the end, I still chose to go to see Lin Xi first, after all, I know Ma Hao, he just can't get off the stage, because so many colleagues in the company are here, and he is now the leader of these colleagues, so I want to wait for this period to explain to him clearly.
I walked up to Lin Xi, bent down and stretched out my hand to her, and whispered, "I'm sorry, Lin Xi." ”
Her bright eyes were filled with tears, and she smiled at me and took my hand, and I pulled her up from the ground.
"It turns out that you all planned it. "The first thing she said to me after she stood up.
I raised my hand and touched my nose, I didn't know how to say it to her, and in silence, Lin Xi suddenly stuck to me again, and hugged me with a soft body.
I struggled to push her away, but she hugged her tighter and tighter, and I was afraid that I would push her to the ground with too much force.
So I had to say to her patiently: "Lin Xi, calm down." ”
"No, Brother Xiang Nan, I like you, I really like you. She said this very clearly, and I have never heard her say it so clearly.
"You, you can't like me. "I'm still trying to push her away.
"Why, why not?" she paused, her voice choked again, "do you think I'm deaf and dumb?" or do you think I'm not pretty enough, you say...... Whatever you like, I can change it for you. ”
I don't know why, what she said at this time was very clear, there was almost no pause, and there was a pause in such a long sentence.
But at this time, I didn't have the heart to pay attention to this, I pushed her away with some annoyance, and said angrily: "Listen, it's not that I don't like deaf and mute, and I don't think you're beautiful enough, but my heart has always been occupied by a person, and it's useless no matter who comes." ”
Lin Xi looked at me with teary eyes, shook her head slightly, and said, "You, didn't you say that you and she have broken up......?"
Before she could finish speaking, I waved my hand and said indifferently: "We didn't break up, we had some problems, and these problems can be repaired." Lin Xi, I don't like you!"
She slowly lowered her head, tears raining down, crying like a pear blossom with rain.
My heart immediately softened again, and I tried to comfort her, but she suddenly said, "Then why are you...... Why are you ...... so good to me?"
I raised my head and took a long breath, smiled bitterly, and said, "My friends around me know that my character is like this, not just good to you, I am good to everyone around me." ”
"Okay, I got it. She whimpered, and walked out of the screening room with her head down.
I caught up, grabbed her arm, and said, "Lin Xi, don't be like this, don't you keep calling me Brother Xiang Nan, isn't it good for me to be your brother?"
"Not good!" she shook me off, stopped looking at me, and choked up with her back to me, "Don't follow me, I'm going back." ”
"Then I'll send you back, I'm worried about your ......"
"No, don't be so nice to me anymore. She coldly refused and ran out of the screening room.
I was the only one in the entire screening room, and I stood alone at the door of the screening room, and the movies on the big screen continued.
It turns out that I have been misinterpreted by the beginning of this movie, it turned out that the male protagonist was terminally ill, so he took the initiative to leave the female protagonist and told the female protagonist that he liked the best friend of another female protagonist.
The movie is here, the heroine has learned the truth from her best friend, and the male protagonist is dying at this time.
I squatted down with my head in my hands, a wave of frustration spreading from the inside out, and I opened my mouth and yelled, "Ah......hh
I don't know why things are the way they are, I'm obviously doing good deeds, but why is it this way?
I squatted in the screening room and didn't go anywhere until the film ended, until the theater projectionist came to clear the room.
The moment I walked out of the screening room, the mobile phone rang, it was An Zheng calling, and after connecting, he asked me, "Brother Xiang, where are you?"
"Come pick me up. I said in a deep voice.
"Report the coordinates. ”
"Guanyue South Road, Jinyi Cinema. ”
"Okay, I'll be right there. ”
After hanging up the phone, I took out a cigarette and lit one for myself, looked up at the burning cloud in the sky, and lost my mind.
Until a pleasant trumpet sounded in front of me, followed by An Zheng's voice: "I said, what are you staring at the sky? Is there a fairy in the sky?"
I came to my senses, pulled the door open and got into the car.
An Zheng glanced at me, took off his sunglasses and asked me, "What happened to you looking like you were not giving up?"
"Brother An, do you think I'm really wrong?" I said to myself.
"Tell me about it. ”
So I told An Zheng everything that happened in the movie theater before, and An Zheng laughed out loud after hearing it: "Oh! I thought something was going on? Isn't this very good, it proves that our brother Xiang is very charming!"
"Big sister, it's like this, I can't explain it at either end. ”
An Zheng still laughed vigorously, then shook his head and said, "Brother Xiang, Brother Xiang, you now know that good people are not good people, right? So, don't be good people in the future, it's good to be a bad person like me...... No one in this society will remember your good, people will only remember your bad. ”
I sighed heavily, habitually took out the cigarette and lit it, and as soon as I lit it, An Zheng snatched it from my mouth.
I looked at him, didn't say anything, lit another one for myself, and took a hard sip.
An Zheng started the car, reached out and patted me on the shoulder and said, "Okay, don't think too much, I'll take you to a fun place later, and I'm sure you will forget all your troubles." ”
"Don't push it, let's get moving, I want to drink. ”
……
It's night, and outside the car window, the neon is flashing, colorful, and prosperous.
The city is full of temptations, life, pitfalls, dreams, and hopes.
And I, again, fell into a state of confusion at a loss.
Wang Feng's "Youth" was playing in the car all the time, which was An Zheng's favorite song, and he always looped the single countless times.
Listening to it, we both sang along:
The world has everything, just like everyone has it.
Keep walking and continue to lose, in my youth that I didn't realize.
It was raining lightly outside, and the raindrops were fluttering like my youth.
My face was covered with tears, like happiness.
There was nothing in my heart, like there was no pain.
This world has everything, just like everyone has it......