Chapter 276: I Need to See You
Galloping all the way, after going down from the elevated road, it turned back the same way, and the city was congested, because it was the evening rush hour, and Zhou Wei was blocked on the road.
Stop-and-go, you have to wait for five or six minutes at a traffic light, and the traffic around you moves slowly.
For the first time, he felt flustered because of a traffic jam, oh no, he was so anxious.
Half an hour later, I finally squeezed out of the congested urban area, the road was much empty, the speed of the car continued to soar, and I stepped on more than 100 yards all the way into the community.
Zhou Xiaoyuan saw a black shadow shrinking on the steps of the door under the light of the car lights.
The car slowed down, stopped in the open space at the door and turned off the fire.
Zhou Wei got out of the car and walked over, thinking that she would see herself stand up first, but the black shadow did not move.
It wasn't until he reached the front of the steps that he realized that the man had fallen asleep.
Chang An has been in the hospital since Xiaozhi was hospitalized, and Director Jiang would go to see it in the first two days, but he has not shown up recently.
Xiaozhi is still young, and Chang An can't afford to hire a nurse, so she stays in the ward alone at night.
In a multi-person ward for six people, let alone sleeping, there is no place to support a reclining chair, and Chang An often squints at the head of the bed for a while.
She had been waiting at the door for a long time, and before she knew it, she fell asleep on her lap.
Zhou Wei wanted to wake people up, but as soon as his hand was raised in the air, he suddenly stopped.
The people on the steps slept soundly, there was a faint snoring sound, the street lamp above her head was faintly glowing, and she was faintly haloed into a circle of silvery white, and she shrank in the light and shadow.
The wind was a little strong, blowing her short hair, and the fluffy tips of her hair flapped like feathers against the base of her ears and face.
The street lights illuminated her face even whiter, and her skin was delicate and transparent.
She fell asleep unconscious, as quiet as a child, completely different from the way she had spoken ill or sneered to him the other day.
Zhou Xin's heart began to ache again.
When he woke up from his dream, he didn't know which scene was a dream.
Suddenly, he was reluctant to wake people up, so he unbuttoned his coat, took it off and covered Chang'an's body, and tried to slow down and lighten his movements, but it still backfired.
Chang An's shoulders shook, his eyelids popped open, he smelled a familiar smell in his snort, and when he looked up and saw the people within reach, Zhou Wei still maintained the posture of helping her clothe herself, pressing her body, her arms stretched out and falling behind her, at first glance this was a hugging posture.
Chang An was half-asleep and half-awake, and he was in a short trance, so when he squinted at him, his eyes leaked a little warmth.
There was no longer a dull pain in Zhou Wei's heart, and he began to churn violently, because the face in front of him, this look and expression were too familiar.
In the past, when she didn't sleep well and was woken up by him, she was always like this, a little confused, a little confused, and a little unwilling.
The two of them paused for a few seconds in a stupid way, until the wind blew and a few strands of hair on her forehead covered her eyes.
Chang An finally realized that the posture was too intimate, and woke up in a second.
"Sorry, I'm asleep!"
She stood up in an instant, and Zhou's coat slipped down, and she grabbed it with her hand.
Zhou Wei also took half a step back, lowered his head and pressed his breath.
"The password hasn't changed, why don't you go into the house and wait?"
Chang An was silent, his toes gently crushed the things on the ground, and Zhou Wei noticed that several cigarette butts were thrown on the steps.
She smoked?
"Let's go, go inside. ”
Zhou Wei opened the courtyard door, Chang An followed up, and when he entered the courtyard, the sensor light turned on, illuminating a whole piece of withered yellow lawn.
"The snow hasn't melted yet, so watch out for yourself. Zhou Wei walked in front and advised.
Chang An answered softly, buried his head, and followed him through the courtyard.
After entering the door, Zhou Yan turned on the light first, and turned around to see Chang An standing at the door stupidly.
"Come in. ”
"I ......"
Chang An stood under the porch, and suddenly regretted that he shouldn't have agreed to him here.
"Why don't we go outside and find a place to talk. ”
Zhou Wei's eyes dimmed, and he opened the door wider.
"Let's talk about it first. ”
“……”
Chang An moved to the house almost step by step, Zhou Wei took shoes from the cabinet and threw them at her feet, still the pair of pink stuffed rabbits.
"Put it on!"
“……”
Chang settled for a few seconds, but did not refuse, and began to slip his shoes, and Zhou Wei had already taken off the leather shoes and put them into his cotton slippers.
Inside, the living room is more open, and the lights come on one by one, and within a few seconds, the whole room becomes bright inside and out.
The knots hanging on the wall, the small lantern hanging from the lamp, the red peppers decorating the fireplace, including the two fortune trees in the living room, all remained as they had been when she left.
Often placed in it, everything is pouring over in a sea of mountains, and she can't hide if she wants to.
Zhou Wei was very natural and took off his suit.
"The heating may not be as fast, it will be a bit cold. ”
Chang An was silent, because he couldn't say anything, for fear that he would reveal his emotions about to cry as soon as he spoke.
Zhou Wei saw her standing still, and asked again, "Have you eaten dinner?"
She didn't eat, but nodded.
"Then you sit down for a while, and I'll cook a bowl of noodles. ”
“……”
Chang An wanted to shout but it was too late, the person had already pulled the tie into the kitchen, she had to fend for herself, first stood in place and looked around, all the furnishings and pictures were the same as she remembered, the pressure increased dramatically, and she had to move to the front of the sofa and sit down, in front of her was a coffee table, on which were placed some cleaned up sundries, useful brushes, erasers, paints, and a stack of drawing paper and magazines.
There was also a notebook pressed into the magazine.
The cover of the notebook Chang An felt a little familiar, but he couldn't remember where he had seen it for a while.
She picked it up and opened it, and there were bits and pieces of recorded things, all about architecture and engineering.
Come to think of it, this is the work note she used when she was in Huijian.
"After your accident, Ren Huijian's personnel director contacted me and asked me to go to the office to take your personal belongings, and I saw this notebook at the time, so I took it back together. ”
Zhou Wei suddenly walked out of the kitchen and took a glass of water in front of Chang An.
Chang An was startled and hurriedly put the notebook back in its place.
"Thank you. ”
"Thank you for what?" he asked with a smile, "Thank you for helping you get the notebook back?"
Chang Anxin was sour, and immediately held the cup over, "No, thank you for pouring me water." ”
She was obviously avoiding talking about the events of the year, but Zhou Wei was not reluctant.
"No thanks. ”
"Are your noodles cooked?"
"Not yet, don't cook it, let's talk about things first. ”
Chang An secretly rubbed his fingers underneath, "It's okay, or you should cook the noodles first." ”
"Huh?"
"Haven't you eaten dinner yet, it's okay if I wait a little longer. ”
Zhou Wei laughed again and sat down on the sofa opposite. "I'm already hungry, so let's talk about it first. ”
"Good. Chang An slowly let go of his tightly wrapped fingers, in fact, he knew that he couldn't retract it at this point, but he still couldn't help but hold it in his heart, and it seemed completely useless to smoke three cigarettes in the cold wind just now and do an hour of ideological construction.
She didn't even dare to look up at the person opposite, she only fished out her cup and took a sip of water.
Zhou Wei was made to laugh a little by her actions.
"What's wrong?"
She held the water glass, slowly grinding the rim of the cup with her fingers, and paused: "I came to discuss two things with you." ”
"Hmm. ”
"First of all, I want to take what belongs to me here. ”
Zhou Wei was stunned, his eyes moved slightly, but he did not have a big or violent emotional reaction.
"What about the second one?"
Chang An looked up at him and saw that his face didn't seem to fluctuate, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
She put the cup down, her waist straight.
"The second thing, I want a divorce!"
The house seemed to be silent all at once, and the wind in the yard could not be heard.
There was a trace of surprise in Zhou Wei's eyes, probably because he couldn't believe it, or he couldn't catch the blow that fell suddenly.
He even frowned and asked, "What did you say?"
Chang An stared at the ripples in the water glass, and sighed slightly: "I said I want a divorce." ”
"With whom?"
"With you!"
Only then did Zhou Wei come to his senses.
She said that she wanted a divorce, and she took the initiative to contact him tonight, just to tell him about the divorce, and the intense pain in her heart almost made him want to kill, but reason told her, bear with it first, at least ask the reason first.
"You've completely disappeared for three years, disappeared for three years, and you've never come back, why are you divorcing me now?"
"I..."Chang An rummaged in his heart for the words he had made up before, "I didn't want to look for you again, but since I met him, I can't pretend that nothing happened." I've already re-registered my hukou, and I'm going to work and go to work in the future, and I'm sure I'll find another person to marry, so..."
"So you desperately want to get rid of me?" he replied for her.
Chang An grabbed his fingers underneath, "That's right!"
"Are you planning to start over?"
"Yes!"
"What is my presence holding you back?"
"It's okay, but I don't want to have anything to do with you, anyway, you will remarry in the future, and I also want to find someone I like, so our current unclear relationship is really inappropriate, it's better to sort it out as soon as possible, don't disturb each other, and don't drag each other down, don't you say?"
In the end, she actually had a bit of bitterness.
Zhou Wei never knew that she had so many crooked reasons, it was really one set after another.
"So you came to me for a divorce, should I thank you?"
“……”
"Or do you have some other purpose?"
"I... No. ”
"Really?"
He leaned over slightly, getting closer and closer to Chang An, who saw his pale self in his dark pupils.
"Are you asking me for a breakup fee next?"
"I..."
"Okay, you name the number, how much do you want?"
He looked at Chang An quietly, and Chang An felt that his dark eyes were like a mirror, and he actually saw her so thoroughly.
At first, Chang An was a little dodgy, because he didn't embellish it, but soon, she quickly condensed her mind and pulled it out of the whirlpool of light in his eyes.
Chang An straightened his waist again.
"Two hundred thousand!"
The corners of Zhou Tao's lips twitched, "As long as 200,000?"
"Yes, I only need 200,000, but I must give it to me as soon as possible, and it is better not to give a check, and transfer it directly to my account. ”
Three years ago, if she asked people for money so bluntly, she probably couldn't do it, but now it's different, not to mention that once this kind of thing starts, I don't know how difficult it will be in the future.
Chang An simply felt heartbroken, and took a bank card out of his coat pocket.
The card was just used in the morning, and I went to help Xiaozhi pay a hospital fee.
She put the card on the coffee table.
"Or just hit here, and I'll copy the card number to you in a moment. ”
Zhou Wei looked at the bank card on the coffee table, a very ordinary debit card, but the bright gold card surface shook people's eyes sour.
He looked away and sneered. "Why do you think I'm going to give you this money?"
Chang An was stunned, why? Yes, why?
Based on the fact that they have had a couple relationship for a few years, or is it because she is Mrs. Zhou?
After thinking for a moment, she spoke, "I once conceived a child for you. ”
Zhou Wei felt that the blood was surging to his heart, after so many years, even after the reunion, he didn't dare to talk about the child in front of her, but she used the child as a talking point.
"Do you know what you're talking about?"
"I know. ”
"So you take that kid to exchange 200,000 yuan from me?" The other party's voice couldn't hear anger, but it was a little chilling, Chang An didn't dare to look at him, looked down at the water in the cup, and simply felt a heart.
"You have to say a reason, but you don't have to, you don't lack this money at all, and I don't think I'm greedy, it's just 300,000, just let us get together and disperse!"
"Who gave you a good get-together?"
"I don't need anyone to give it, I just think that I deserve this money for so many years. ”
"What if I don't give it?" His voice was as steady as ever, without the slightest fluctuation, but Chang An was about to break his palms underneath.
In fact, when it comes to this, she feels a little shameless, she hates herself a little, but...
Chang An thought of the face of the pain, and the oozing that she had wiped from the skin of her thighs after the edema of her lower limbs.
Time is of the essence now, and her face is not worth mentioning in front of these at all.
Chang An raised his head again and looked directly at Zhou Wei.
"If you don't give it, I can find a lawyer, and even if I divorce by agreement, I can at least share part of your family property. ”
"Very good!" Zhou Wei snorted, "I haven't been together for so many years, and my bones are harder than before, but the agreed divorce may not be hot enough, why don't we sue for divorce directly?"
Chang An: "I ......"
Zhou Wei: "Are you saying that I am not good enough for you, or do you mean that I betrayed my marriage and did something sorry for you?"
Chang An: "......"
Zhou Wei: "Or you just say that you have no reason, you just want a divorce, you want to exclude me from your life, you can, no problem, as long as the judge can accept it! But you disappeared for three years, I was sick like a psychotic for three years, at first I had nightmares every day, I dreamed that you crawled back to me with injuries, and you asked me why I couldn't rush over to save you...... Then I started dreaming about the ship, you were floating on the sea, and you said you were cold, and you said that the child was cold...... I watched the ship blow up, leaving no armor and no corpses, and I blamed myself like a madman for three years, why can't I be faster, faster...... And those photos of you and Chen Haodong back then, I later thought why do I mind, if I don't mind, I won't be angry with you, if I don't worry, I won't go to Shenyang temporarily, we should go to Italy...... For three years, I survived this endless assumption and remorse, I blamed your death on myself, and then one day you suddenly appeared in front of me, no amnesia, no injury, just simply didn't want to come back, didn't want to see me again, that's all... You go and tell the judge!"
His mood gradually changed from indifferent to irritable, and finally he raised his hand and suddenly pulled two buttons on his neckline.
Chang An saw that there seemed to be a thin silver chain hidden under his shirt, he reached out and tugged at it, and the chain was torn off his neck by him.
"Fuck it off!"
As the words fell, the chain was thrown onto the coffee table by him, just as it collided with the water glass.
"Ding", Chang An heard a crisp sound, his eyes fell, and he finally saw clearly that the thing hanging on the chain was the little jade rabbit he had given him before.
The jade rabbit was broken into several pieces.
Chang An tasted the taste of blood in her mouth, and she thought that if her heart would be broken, it would probably be full of cracks at this time.
At that moment, she should have been moved, but she didn't, but hated.
Hate him for being affectionate and cruel.
What is affectionate is that he actually hangs this jade rabbit on his chest all the time.
The cruel thing is why I told her.
She would rather he be unkind, just like when they first got married, they could have an affair with their sister at the same time, but they raised a Fang Rushan outside.
Chang An took a deep breath and swallowed the bloody taste in his mouth.
"You talk so much about it, it doesn't mean much to me, three years is not a long time, it is not a short time, it's all on this..."
Zhou Wei's eyes were like blades, if there was a blade in his eyes, he would probably have cut thousands of wounds on her body.
The temperature in the room had already dropped to freezing.
Zhou Wei suddenly smiled, eerie, and asked, "So in the end, you just want a divorce?"
"Yes. ”
"What about the money?"
"200,000 is enough, and we don't owe each other anything!"
What a sentence that you don't owe each other!
His eyes seemed to turn red all of a sudden, and he suddenly stood up from the couch.
"Okay, divorce, aren't you? you wait......"
Zhou Wei staggered out of the living room, Chang An was stunned, and saw him walking to the study, and then heard the sound of pulling drawers, the sound of opening cabinets, and then a loud noise......
Chang An wondered if he had lifted the table, and he was so frightened that he sat there and didn't dare to move.
Soon footsteps came out of the study, Zhou Wei walked sharply, walked directly to Chang An like a wind, and held another bank card in his hand.
"Do you remember this card?"
Chang An glanced at it and remembered.
Back then, Zhou Wei said that he had prepared a little money for her and kept it at home as a family, so he specially opened a card for her, but Chang An has not been useful since giving it to her, and he doesn't know how much money is in it.
"There just happened to be 200,000 in it, the password has not been changed, you take it today, and you can withdraw 200,000 cash when the bank opens tomorrow!"
Chang Anxin twitched.
Did he agree?
"Thank you!"
Chang An got up and reached out to pick up the card, but Zhou Wei took the card back in time, and his eyes darkened.
"But now I'm not going to give you a cent. ”
Chang An also lowered his face: "What do you mean?"
"What do you mean?" he asked, tilting the corners of his mouth upward, "when will you get rid of your duplicity?"
"What?"
"Do you really think I don't know why you are in a hurry to ask for money? Ding Shouquan's daughter has been in the hospital for almost half a month, liver cancer is in the early and middle stages, and the disease is developing rapidly, you are in a hurry to need this money to operate on her, which is just about 200,000, right?"
He pierced directly without mercy.
Chang settled for a moment, thinking that he already knew it anyway, so there was no point in hiding it.
"Yes, you're right, I do need this money for Xiaozhi's medical treatment. ”
"Then why are you talking to me about divorce?"
He felt that she could come to him directly, and ask for it directly, not to say 200,000, he would give 2 million, but she found the worst excuse, the worst reason.
Divorce, breakup fee!
When he what?
Zhou Wei pinched the card in his hand.
"I said it, I won't believe any of the reasons you gave me before, but I respect your silence, I believe that you must have a reason or hardship to avoid me for so many years, it doesn't matter, I won't force you to say it, but it doesn't mean that I will accept any of your decisions unconditionally!"
"Although the motives for marriage were not pure, at least I swore an oath at the Civil Affairs Bureau, no matter whether rich or poor, I will never give up, so you can't have the final say to get to where you are today!"
“… As for why you refuse to come back after so many years, since you don't want to say, I can only check it myself, in fact, I am indeed already looking for someone to check, maybe the process will be a little more tortuous, but I believe that sooner or later one day I will be able to find out. ”
Chang An's eyes widened, and fear began to spread in his heart.
"What are you looking for?"
"Find out what really happened, where you were over the years, who you were with, or what you went through. ”
"No... What qualifications do you have? What qualifications do you have to look into these things?"
Chang'an, who had been maintained very well, seemed to be on the verge of collapse all of a sudden.
He said he was looking! But how could she let him do it?
If one day he really finds out and knows what she has experienced or done over the years, Chang An feels that he might as well die.
"Zhou Xian, Zhou Xian, I'll tell you..."She forced herself to stand up straight, "I divorced you purely because I don't want to live with you anymore, I don't like you, I didn't like it back then, and now I can't bear it, how many times do you want me to say it?"
"It has nothing to do with what happened three years ago, you give me the money, and then find a lawyer to draft a divorce agreement, sign it today, sign it today... Or maybe not......"
Visibly incoherent, she began to rummage around the coffee table, eventually finding the paper and colored pencils she had used before.
"It's okay, handwriting is fine, I'll write it, you sign it......"
She half-crouched in front of the coffee table, her fingers trembling as she wrote the words "divorce agreement" on the paper.
"The man Zhou Xian, the woman Chang An, due to the breakdown of the relationship between the husband and wife, there is no possibility of reconciliation, and now the two parties have reached an agreement through negotiation and voluntary divorce...... Isn't that so, isn't it written like that?"
She wrote on it tremblingly as she spoke.
Zhou Wei only saw a woman who was eager to divorce and cut off the relationship with herself.
She just wants to leave, she wants to leave herself?
What the hell does she want?
"Get up!"
"You get up for me!"
Zhou Wei stretched out his hand to pull her, but she refused, and he was paralyzed there stubbornly dragging the pen and paper.
"Let me finish writing ......"
"Soon, just a few minutes!"
"You just need to sign it, you just sign it!"
She spoke intermittently, her voice hoarse and muddy.
"Chang'an!"
In the end, Zhou Xian dragged the person from the ground and half-hooped it to his chest.
Chang An's face was already covered with tears, crying so hard that he couldn't stand still, but he was still staring at his face in horror.
She shook her head in despair: "Don't force me...... Don't push me, okay?"
Zhou Wei was distressed and sad, "Who forced you?
"I didn't... No... I just want a divorce, I just want you to go......"
"Where are you going to let me go?"
"Zhou Wei ......"
"I won't leave, and you don't want to divorce!" He pinched Chang An's arm with both hands and straightened her body that had already lost its support, "Chang An, you look at me, you look at me!"
Chang An cried until he was about to hold his breath.
Zhou Wei finally clasped her shoulders, and the two faced each other, and he bowed slightly.
"The card is here, the money is here, you can give it to you at any time, but I don't agree to divorce, and you don't want to divorce!"
Chang An's tears fell down like broken threads, shaking his head, and he was full of despair.
Zhou Yan bit his cheek.
"Also, I don't object to you wanting to save that child, let alone 200,000, I can even arrange the best oncologist for her, do the best surgery, and receive the best treatment, but the premise is that you have to move back to live! I'll give you one night to think about it, tomorrow this time, I'll come back, I need to see you at home!"