151: How can it end?
Lu Haixin took a second to react, and he was so excited that he forgot about Gu Yutian, who was holding him beside him, and almost ran forward out of shape.
Gu Jing'an was waiting for Gu Qingli to get out of the car, and vaguely heard footsteps getting closer and closer to her, out of vigilance, she turned her head slightly, but the oncoming person made her stunned.
Ah Xin?
"Jing'an!" was in a trance, Lu Haixin had already come to her and hugged her into his arms, the joy in his tone was something he had never had for her at the beginning.
In the past six years, the big boy who was self-respecting and willful seems to have grown up, the style of his clothes has completely changed, and there is no smell of perfume of his favorite brand on his body, instead of his own fragrance, light, cleaner, and more fascinating.
He...... Why is it here?
This was the first time that Lu Haixin took the initiative to take her into his arms, Gu Jingan didn't react for a while, and immediately pushed him away after coming to his senses.
"Ah Xin...... Long time no see. Gu Jing'an took a few steps back, moved her lips, and finally only said this.
I haven't seen you for a long time, yes, after he left, she also left, but after going around and around, in the end she returned to this city, this city with him, after so many years, she didn't get rid of it at all.
"Hey, Ah Xin, sorry for the long wait, I happen to be busy with something. Gu Qingli got out of the car after making the call, and saw the two fighting against each other, focusing on Lu Haixin, and didn't notice the subtle atmosphere in the air between the two for a while.
As soon as Gu Yutian saw his brother, he immediately rushed into his arms and hung on him like a koala.
Gu Qingli has handsome facial features, deep eyes, every word and every move reveals the warmth of a big brother, and his dress has always been rigorous and steady, giving people a sense of security.
is completely different from Lu Haixin's style, but it is also like this, the two have become close friends in two years, when Lu Haixin first entered, he was a younger brother who needed to be taken care of by others, and Gu Qingli had been helping him, and Lu Haixin was also exempted from many punishments for being targeted and spoofed.
"Ah...... It's okay. When Lu Haixin heard his voice, he just responded in a daze, and his eyes still stayed on Gu Jing'an.
In six years, the woman has become more and more beautiful, dressed up, mature, intellectual and elegant, has become synonymous with her, her appearance has not changed, but her eyes are tired, as if she did not have a good rest last night.
"Let me introduce to you, this is Jing'an, my fiancée, she returned to China today, and I happened to pick her up on the way, so I delayed meeting you, go in and sit. Gu Qingli greeted, holding Gu Yutian with one hand, and Lu Haixin's shoulder with the other, and walked inside.
However, Lu Haixin was stunned by the fiancée in his words, and while being carried away by Gu Qingli, he did not forget to look back at Gu Jing'an inquiringly.
She's already someone else's future wife?
Gu Jing'an opened her mouth, finally lowered her head, followed behind the three of them, and didn't say anything more.
Now that Gu Jing'an is in front of him, Lu Haixin was originally going to ask Gu Qingli a question, but there is no need to ask, so he briefly explained to Gu Qingli and didn't say anything more.
Gu Yutian was very excited about her brother coming home, and she didn't let go of holding his hand, Gu Qingli was busy coaxing her for a while, listening to her share her things in the kindergarten, and she didn't notice the embarrassing atmosphere of the two sitting opposite each other on the sofa.
"Jing'an ......" Lu Haixin moved his lips, but after pronouncing her name, he didn't know what to ask her, asked her why she became someone else's fiancée, asked her if her feelings for him still existed, and asked her if she still had her in her heart?......
Countless questions, in the end, only turned silent, Lu Haixin suddenly couldn't find the right thought, it took him six years to understand what kind of feelings she had been with for the first two years, but now, the woman he had been thinking about for so long appeared in front of him again, but he didn't dare to talk to her.
Just because she became the fiancée of his good brother.
How can he face such a relationship, but the person in front of him is the person he loves.
"You've changed a lot. Gu Jing'an spoke, breaking the awkward atmosphere, but her eyes did not meet him, but lowered her head and looked at her hands.
He has changed a lot, and when he got closer, he found that his skin was a lot darker, and there were a few more scars on the back of his wrists, and when he took the teacup, he saw his palms through the gaps, and there were also many more calluses.
"Well, because ......"
"Do you know Qingli?" Lu Haixin wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Gu Jing'an.
"Well, I met in the army. Lu Haixin replied, hearing her call other men's names so closely, her heart suddenly panicked.
"He's a reliable brother and he's a pleasure to be with. Gu Jing'an's eyes fell on Gu Qingli, who was talking to Gu Yutian, and this scene of staring once again stung Lu Haixin's eyes.
"......" Lu Haixin bit his lower lip, was speechless, half loud, and stood up, "Qingli, I'll go back first." ”
"So fast, won't you leave after eating?" Gu Qingli held Gu Yutian's little hand and asked him suspiciously.
"No, my sister-in-law has come to live at home these days, and my grandmother said that we must eat dinner together. Lu Haixin refused, and he was about to leave.
He needs to slow down, he can't adapt to Gu Jing'an's identity as someone else's fiancée, he doesn't know what kind of expression to use, how to contact her, he doesn't know whether he should continue to miss her at this time, and how to break it?
When Gu Jing'an looked at him, her expression was calm and terrifying, probably time had wiped out all her thoughts about him......
But how should he accept this?......
Lu Haixin's steps were a little hurried, and he walked out of the hall of the Gu family as if he was fleeing.
Gu Yutian saw that he was leaving, remembered that he was going home with him to see Wu Zhenglei, and quickly let go of his brother's hand, hurriedly said a bunch of things, and explained that he was going home with Lu Haixin, and immediately grabbed the small schoolbag on the sofa and followed Lu Haixin's footsteps.
"Uncle, uncle, don't forget Tiantian. Gu Yutian got into the car and sat in the back seat, while Lu Haixin was sitting in the car, still in a daze, and did not start the car at all.
"Uncle, aren't you driving?" Gu Yutian hugged his small schoolbag and looked at Lu Haixin in the passenger seat curiously.
"Open, open, Tiantian, have you made it clear to your family to go home with me?" Lu Haixin was recalled by her voice, and realized that he was sitting in the passenger seat, so he immediately stretched out his legs and moved back to the driver's seat.
I told my brother, and he agreed. Gu Yutian nodded and obediently fastened her seat belt.
Lu Haixin also started the car and was about to set off, but was interrupted by Gu Yutian, "Uncle, you haven't worn a seat belt yet, the teacher said that you must wear a seat belt when you ride in the car, you are wrong to do this." ”
"Oh...... Sorry, I'm distracted. When Lu Haixin heard this, he pulled his seat belt and fastened it, stepped on the accelerator, and left the Gu family.
Gu Jing'an watched the car go away through the window, and when she came back to her senses, Gu Qingli was already sitting next to her.
"What's the matter, Jing'an? absent-minded. Gu Qingli asked with some concern.
Gu Jingan just shook his head and didn't say much, "After a day on the plane, I may be tired and have no energy, I want to take a break." ”
"Okay, I'll take you to the room, the suitcase has been taken. Gu Qingli said, taking her hand and going upstairs.
Gu Jing'an looked at Gu Qingli's natural movements, and was slightly stunned, but she didn't break away and let him lead her.
They are already unmarried couples with a marriage contract, and it is normal to hold hands.
"I'll have dinner delivered to your room. ”
"Okay, I'll say sorry to my uncle and aunt for me. Even though she knew it was undesirable, she was not in a position to cope with the dinner that was waiting for her.
"Well, get some rest. Gu Qingli responded and turned to leave.
The room was quiet, Gu Jing'an lay on the bed, closed his eyes tiredly, but he couldn't fall asleep, his mind was full of Lu Haixin's appearance, when he saw him, he immediately hugged her into his arms, surprised, excited; when he heard that she was Gu Qingli's fiancée, he was stunned and incredulous; when he sat opposite her, he hesitated and was entangled.
Everything about him lingered in her head.
In a trance, there was the illusion of watching the big boy grow up overnight, but the truth is that they have been separated for six years and have never been in touch.
Gu Jingan stretched out his hand in front of him, thinking, thinking, Lu Haixin's current identity, all his emotions fell in her eyes, he didn't know how to face himself, how could she be.
She originally thought that time could dilute everything, after all, Lu Haixin at that time had inadvertently hurt her countless times, enough for her to let go, but she found that time had not changed anything at all, maybe his appearance was gradually blurred, maybe his feelings for him were gradually forgotten, but today's unexpected meeting made her feel buried in her heart in an instant.
The Gu family is kind to her, and the Lu family is also kind to her, she knows that she is not worthy of Lu Haixin, and she met Gu Qingli because of her fake identity, and she came back this time because she felt that she had let go, on the one hand, in order not to embarrass Gu Qingli, she agreed to the Gu family and his wife to get engaged to him, and on the other hand, she also planned to let go of everything she had and start a new life.
She thought she could do it, but Lu Haixin's hug, the "Jing'an" full of surprise and longing, knocked her back to her original form, and she realized how naïve she was, thinking that she could let go of him.
But what to do? Having come to this point, she never thought that even if she returned to this city, she never thought of meeting him, and as a result, Lu Haixin turned out to be Gu Qingli's best friend.
In other words, they must have countless opportunities to meet in the future.
Gu Jing'an was confused, she didn't know how to deal with the heart beating for him again, this relationship that should have been let go a long time ago, time couldn't change, what should she use to make it end?