350th Eat neatly
The so-called wrong step, wrong step, the result of many things may really have been decided only in a certain moment, just like when Zhou Xin confessed to Zhou Xin, he finally pierced the layer of window paper that had been ambiguous for many years, and then asked her if she was willing to go with herself, she chose to hesitate and choose reality, but she also thought that she was just putting him aside for the time being, and when she came back one day with full wings, then the ends of the earth could follow him.
But what about the facts?
"When you choose the same, it also means giving up something else!" Chang An continued, "People can't want everything, and it is impossible to be satisfied with everything in this world, not to mention Zhou Wei's character, how could he ever be led by others?"
Back then, he put himself at one end of the balance and gave Zhou Xin a choice, which was already his limit, but Zhou Xin still chose his career without hesitation, so the moment she made her choice, everything was over.
"Only this once, he won't give you a second chance!" Chang An repeated this sentence mercilessly, hoping to wake up the person in front of him.
But what about the people in front of you?
Zhou Xin pursed his lips and smiled, smiling openly and exaggeratedly, as if Chang An had said something very absurd, but his eyes began to gradually become wet.
"We grew up together for the first twenty years, worked together for the next ten years, became brothers and sisters, relatives, business partners, and almost even became lovers or even husband and wife, so do you really think I don't know what he thinks in his heart?" Zhou Xin said goodbye for a long time.
The road not far away is full of traffic, but there are not many pedestrians.
After the heavy rain, the world always has to become inexplicably quieter and calmer.
Chang An said "um", she was waiting for Zhou Xin to continue.
"I ......" Zhou Xin exhaled, "Actually, I know, because I know too well, he won't go back, but he just can't let go, so after so many years of entanglement, I really can't accept that he will really fall in love with you!"
"Wrong!" Chang An ruthlessly exposed, "What you care most about in your heart is not that he fell in love with me later, even if there is no me, he will have others in the future, and what you really care about is the fact that he can completely let go of you and accept another person again!"
Zhou Xin was stunned after hearing this, and was silent for a long time, and finally smiled bitterly, "Do you always want to see through people at such a glance?"
"So you're finally willing to admit it?"
“… I admit what!"
Chang An was also speechless, "Do you want to admit that you are a man who is very sure of your half-time slippage, and it is so difficult for you to be knocked out of the game by strikeouts?"
“……”
"Or do you want to continue to make a fool of yourself?"
Chang An's three questions of death were simply death, and Zhou Xin was forced to be powerless to resist every sentence, and finally she simply spread her hands, "So I just said that you look really annoying!"
Chang An was stunned, "What does it look like?"
"As you are now, you obviously see through everything, but you don't say anything, you want to pretend to be a saint. ”
“……”
"Yes, I admit it, I admit that I am unwilling, unwilling that I have liked each other with him for so many years, but in the end I was robbed by you!"
“……”
"I can't figure out what is so good about you, and I can't even figure out why you can still get together when you seem to be people from two dimensions. ”
Chang An couldn't help but raise his eyebrows when he heard this, " In fact, I had similar questions at the beginning, but my grandmother said a word to me before leaving, she said that Zhou Wei is not a good person, but he should be the most suitable person for me, at first I didn't understand, I and him, whether it is interests or the circle of friends around me has no intersection, and even there is an age gap of 8 years, no matter how you look at it, it is difficult to live together, but after so many things I finally understand what my grandmother meant, he is strong and I am weak, he is weak and I am strong, there is a very natural tacit understanding between us, for example, I will not compete with myself when I need him, I will tell him clearly, and I am willing to show him my weak side, and I will never retreat when he needs me, I will stand side by side with him, I want to be worthy of Mrs. Zhou's name, and he is the same, he can stand by my side to shield me from the wind and rain, and he can also show me his tiredness and helplessness when there is no one around, we are not invincible people, we will quarrel, we will be afraid, and even retreat from distrust, but in the end we can all calm down and think, and finally confirm each other!"
For a long time, Chang An's voice was soft and soft, carrying the moisture of the grass and trees in the air after the rain.
Zhou Xin froze for a moment after listening, and his gaze swept somewhere behind Chang An.
Chang An paused, feeling that her face was strange, and when he turned around, he saw that Zhou Wei was already standing behind her at some point.
She was startled and stood up at once.
"Why are you here?"
Zhou Wei walked over, his eyes fell on Zhou Xin, the latter immediately understood, and smiled bitterly: "I'm afraid that someone has reported the news and knows that I made an appointment with you today!" After speaking, he turned to Zhou Xin, "What, Baba is in a hurry, and I'm afraid that I will bully your wife?"
Zhou Yan's face was unharmed, but Chang An was a little embarrassed, she was busy saving the scene, "Xingxing came out to talk to me, it's nothing." ”
"Since there's nothing to do, what's there to talk about!" His face seemed to sink suddenly, and he looked at Zhou Xin again, "I can't go home, I have to call someone here on such a hot day?"
The implication is that he blames Zhou Xin for asking Chang An to come to the café outside.
Zhou Xin sighed twice, "Listen to this tone, what's the matter, is your wife a paper paste, do you still think I'll eat her!" The words were full of perverseness, looking like their brothers and sisters bickering on weekdays, but the sense of loss in their eyes was obvious.
How infuriating, she really just asked Chang An to come out to talk, and to him it was like a great enemy.
"As for protecting me like this, I'm not a flood beast!" Zhou Xin muttered in his heart, but his eyes were staring deeply at Zhou Xin.
Zhou Wei was too lazy to take care of it, and his eyes were lowered.
"The sun is out, aren't you hot?" said to Chang An.
Chang An said "ah", and before he could say the sentence "It's not hot", Zhou Wei had already grabbed her hand, "Let's go, it's hot, I'll send you back first!"
"Eh, that..."
Zhou Yan ignored her, led her away, and didn't even say hello.
Chang An turned back while being dragged by him: "My bag!"
Zhou Xinfu let go of her again, stepped over a few steps and hooked the handbag on the table into his hand, and then looked down at Zhou Xin, who was still sitting there.
"Don't look for her if it's okay in the future, do you hear?"
A short look, cold and sharp, and a voice as low as a mosquito, but with obvious warnings.
Zhou Xin's heart trembled, and when he came back to his senses, Zhou Xin had already turned to leave, walked back to Chang An in a few steps, and naturally held her hand again.
It was only a few seconds before and after, but Zhou Xin felt a layer of sweat on his back.
She knew that he was indifferent and ruthless, and there was no room for turning around for people and things that he didn't want, just like the other party Rushan did back then, he gave a sum of money to send away, and abandoned it like a shoe, but she didn't expect him to do the same to himself one day.
In this case, Zhou Xin knew that she had lost completely, but she was as proud as she was, and she held on until now, even if she got the final answer from him two years ago, and then moved the office to Hong Kong, she was never so sad and desperate.
It's not the first time he's been teasing her harshly, and he's told her all the things he should have said and shouldn't say for so many years, but it's far less than the scene he saw in front of him at this time: he held Chang An with one hand, and naturally supported her on the back of her waist with the other, and the traffic on the road was coming and going, and he took her to stop and go, until he finally crossed the road.
During the whole process of watching, Zhou Xin watched Zhou Xian disappear from his sight with Chang An, and had to admit that she had no chance in this life.
The place next to him can only and can only belong to that one person!
The sun finally broke through the clouds overhead, and the weather cleared up after the rainstorm, and the strong light of that moment hit his eyes, and Zhou Xin's eyes were sour.
Summer is coming, some things are thriving, and some things are already dead before this summer.
Chang An hadn't seen Zhou Xin for a long time after that day, but she could know the other party's movements from the circle of friends.
The day after the two met, Zhou Xin flew back to Hong Kong.
She took a picture of the sea of clouds rolling at an altitude of 30,000 feet, presumably with air wifi in the cabin, and she sent the photo.
- "Look at the warm sunshine, and occasionally think about it..."
……
The time quickly entered August, and the temperature in Yunling reached a new high.
Chang An is already obviously pregnant, after all, the whole person is getting more and more tired, and she is reluctant to go out all day long, but she is not idle at home, she still knows how to draw, and she is not willing to show Zhou Wei what she has painted.
At the end of August, in time for the last wave of summer tourism fever, Wei Suying's private restaurant finally opened, and the opening three days ago was a big reward, and the business was unexpectedly good, which made Wei Suying feel relieved.
Afterwards, Wei Suying called Chang An and reported to her the profitability of the restaurant in the first few days of opening, including all the incoming and outgoing funds, just because part of the funds invested in the opening of the restaurant was Chang An's money.
After the two chatted about the restaurant, Wei Suying asked Chang An about her recent physical condition, and said that Chang An was too thin, so she should pay attention to nutrition and not be too picky eaters, and finally the conversation changed.
"On the day the restaurant opened, your father-in-law and mother-in-law also sent flower baskets!" Ms. Wei said.
Chang An was stunned, she didn't expect this.
During this time, she deliberately distanced herself, and she didn't go to Zhou's house once.
"Later, your mother-in-law made a special call to me and chatted a few words by the way. ”
Chang An didn't have to guess to know the purpose of Liu Shulan's call to Wei Suying, "She wants you to come and be a lobbyist for me, right?"
Wei Suying sighed, "Yes, she meant that, but I didn't agree, I told her that my identity was not suitable, and besides, she was at fault in this matter, she should apologize to you first, but her temper was ......"
Although Wei Suying and Liu Shulan don't have much contact on weekdays, they have met a few times as a "in-law" and know what kind of character the other party is.
"Your mother-in-law is a little stronger, and she has a good face, I heard her mean that she regrets it, and I feel sorry for you, but it may be a little difficult for her to take the initiative to apologize to you, but I also said it, I won't help her speak, but I have to remind you, she is Ah Yan's mother, is the grandmother of the child in your womb, and when the child is born in a few months, don't you let the child go back to see them?
Chang An knew early on that Wei Suying spoke very well, because she never persecuted, never imposed her subjective consciousness on others, but she would be good at it, and there was always a way to lead your thoughts to her track.
Chang An smiled after hearing this, "I know, I know it in my own heart!"
"It's good if you have a number, when the store stabilizes for a while, I'll go to Yunling to see you!"
After Wei Suying's phone call, Chang An began to reconsider her relationship with Liu Shulan, in fact, she had been avoiding it before, but Wei Suying had a sentence to remind her, even if Liu Shulan was wrong, she was still the grandmother of the child in her womb, and the blood relationship was constantly cut, could she really let the child not recognize her for the rest of her life?
Chang Anxin was upset and felt aggrieved, but he felt unwilling to ask her to take the initiative to come to the door.
Why?
Why did she bow her head and give in first?
Chang An doesn't do it!
But I didn't expect someone to come to the door the next day.
Chang An just got up at that time, since she was pregnant, she was very sleepy, almost every day to sleep until eight or nine o'clock to wake up, that day woke up in bed and fiddled with the mobile phone for a while, chatting with the studio editor who signed before, but downstairs by ten o'clock, just turned from the staircase, a wheelchair in the middle of the living room, wheelchair sitting on the person.
The old man turned the wheelchair around by himself.
Chang An'an sighed, "Grandpa, why are you here?"
The old man's eyes fell on Chang An's erect stomach, "What if I don't come, I'm afraid I won't be able to see my great-grandson!"
This is half blame and half pet.
Aunt Fang brought tea over, "Madam, you can count it, the old gentleman has been waiting for you here for a long time, and he won't let me go up and call you!"
Chang An felt guilty in his heart, took the cup and served it to the old man.
"Grandpa, you drink tea!"
Zhou Fushan swept his hands, "Hurry up and sit for me, I won't stop holding such a big belly!"
Chang An laughed twice.
The old man stayed in Changhe for a long time that day, and Chang An originally thought that he was here to be a lobbyist for Liu Shulan, but the old man didn't say a word from beginning to end.
The two also played a game of chess, and most of the rest of the time was just chatting, as always, he always liked to tell Chang An interesting things about Zhou Xian when he was a child.
A few hours before and after, the old man left near noon, Chang An originally wanted to keep him for dinner, but he was still unwilling.
When he came, Zhou Fushan brought the driver and the little nanny, the driver was waiting in the car outside, and the little nanny came in to push the wheelchair.
Chang An sent him out of the door and sent him all the way to the porch outside.
The car drove to the door, and the driver got out of the car to pick up the old man from the wheelchair, but he looked up and stopped.
"Wait!"
Chang An realized that he seemed to have something to say and stepped forward.
"Grandpa..."
"Little An..."
Under the scorching sun, this old man who could only travel in a wheelchair had goosebumps, and his back, which had always been straight, had also fallen down, just now, Chang An found for the first time that his hand holding chess would tremble uncontrollably.
"Grandpa, do you have something to say?"
He groaned, his withered hand sliding back and forth on his knee a few times.
"Look at grandpa's age, in the future, it should be one less trip, and now the driver and nanny are all complete, Xiao An, grandpa is old, not reused, now point to be able to eat a neat meal as a family, or you see, let Ah Yan take you back in a few days, grandpa asked the kitchen to stew your favorite old goose soup for you?"