Another thing to be ashamed of?

"What's the matter?" I asked hurriedly.

"I have applied to the school to withdraw from the school. Su Su said slowly, "I received your text message last night, so, in the morning, I took the initiative to come over and submit a withdrawal application, I'm sorry, let your hard work be in vain......"

"Why! What are you doing this for?" I said, and my voice was much higher.

"Why? No, why, just to make me no longer owe you Liu Lang anything? Liu Lang, the kindness you gave me is too much, too much, so much that I am completely out of breath, you know? So, I don't need your help, I just want to leave you, the farther away from you is better, only in this way can I get a new life, you know?" Su Su said one by one, his words full of stubbornness.

She has always been a stubborn person, and the decisions she makes, no matter how crazy and how many people resist, she will go all the way to the end.

"However, I have already forgiven you, and you have obviously paid so much for me......" My heart was miserable.

"Forgive? It's all said, it's that I can't forgive myself. Liu Lang, do you remember the last time, Sister Qingling's nude photos, you were wronged by the whole school, I, as your best friend, also wronged you, from that time on, I said to myself, I will never, never, live up to your trust again, not as an example, but I once again betrayed your trust, and betrayed you, really, really, not as an example, this time, I must be responsible for my sins!"

The picture of that time suddenly flashed in my mind, it turned out that this stubborn little girl, after that incident, set such a deviant threshold for herself in her heart.

"Then, which school will you go to after you drop out?" I felt bitter in my heart, knowing that I no longer had the ability to persuade her to change her decision.

"No, my dad has already decided to send me abroad to study. Su Su said to me suddenly.

Go abroad!

I was nervous, "When are you coming back?"

"Maybe a year, maybe a ......lifetime," Su Su said, stretched out his hand to wipe his face, and said miserably, "Liu Lang, let me go, I know, from beginning to end, you only have Tian Tian alone in your heart, don't deceive yourself, don't deceive me anymore......"

"Although I am very unwilling, I have to admit that I lost to Sister Tian Tian. When Su Su said this, his words suddenly softened a little, as if he was recalling something, "I'm sorry Liu Lang, because I haven't liked someone so much in my life, so when I like you, I will be in a hurry, I will be at a loss, I know that this and that is not good, but there is still no way to get better, as if this kind of thing is as uncontrollable as liking you." I've never liked someone so much before, so the only thing I can forgive myself is that I became so bad for you......"

Hearing her mutter, my heart ached as if a sword was stabbing hard, and blood was dripping at every moment.

I've always forgotten that the falling flowers are intentional, intentional to the extent of selflessness.

"I once thought that the rest of my life is you, my wind and snow are you, my plainness is you, my glory is you, my tenderness in my heart is you, and my eyes are all you, but, it seems that this can only be done, I lost to Sister Tian Tian, and the rest of her life is your ......"

"Losing to Sister Tian Tian, I have always been very unwilling, I have seen you with her again and again, why doesn't she hold your hand when you walk together, why does she keep pulling your ears instead of comforting you when you make a mistake, why do you smile so good-looking, she doesn't make you happy...... You are obviously very precious in my heart, but in her eyes, you feel like nothing. At first, I thought that what I just couldn't get was always in turmoil, and I was favored without fear, and I once resented Tian Tian, why don't you cherish you so much. However, later I learned that she and I both love you, but she is more mature and tolerant than I love, so I lost, and I admit it now, Liu Lang, I'm sorry......" Su Su said, suddenly stopped.

And my tears fell.

Why, why do you say this, Su Su, in fact, what you said is not wrong, you and Sister Tian Tian do love me, Sister Tian Tian loves me more maturely and more tolerant......

But, Susu, don't forget, I'm only nineteen years old, and you're only seventeen years old, our love is all a throbbing in youth, and it has nothing to do with maturity and tolerance!

I really wanted to say these words to Su Su, but I was silent, I knew that Su Su had made a decision, and I said this to show my weakness even more.

"Have you heard enough?" a fool muttered to himself...... "Su Su suddenly asked me miserably.

"I ......" I was a little speechless, because at this moment, I found that it was not Su Su's kindness to me, but my infatuation with Su Su.

If, if I could confess to Su Su earlier, I would have told Sister Tian Tian about me......

If, if I can explain it when Su Su misunderstands me, I will explain it as soon as possible, instead of pretending to be cold......

It's a pity that there aren't so many ifs......

When you reveal your true feelings, it seems that you always carry me behind your back, and when you show me your deepest love, it seems that you happen to be back again and again. When will we be able to look at each other face to face, no longer hide each other, and not only secretly write it in text messages, when will I be willing to clearly explain this sincerity to you in my limited life.

So be it......

"Okay, can you let me go?" Su Su said to me suddenly.

"Can I take another look at you?" I said to her, taking a deep breath.

After she said this, she seemed to be relieved, turned around very simply, and smiled at me with tears in her eyes, "I'm sorry, these days, lovesickness, a lot of weight loss, a lot of ugliness, make you laugh." ”

She laughed and shed tears, and my eyes were red when I saw it, and my heart was also pantothenic. She's really lost a lot of weight, it's like, it's like I was out of school a few days ago, and she was wearing red, and she was so thin.

Suddenly, she pulled something out of her bag and handed it to me.

When I saw it, I was stunned.

What she handed me was a bloodstained white shirt with a flower embroidered on the collar......

I instantly remembered that this dress was given to me by her on her birthday at that time, and I wore this dress to accompany her to sing, and then fought with Zhang Di's gang in KTV for her, and the blood stained the T-shirt red, at that time, she took the T-shirt away, saying that this was the birthday gift she received.

I thought she was just casually saying it and threw it away, but I didn't expect that she actually kept the dress.

I took the dress stupidly, she burst into tears and smiled, "This dress, I returned it to you, I thought that the boy who fought for me, I could remember it for a lifetime, but now it seems that I can't ......"

After she finished speaking, she dug into her pocket again, and took out a delicate little purse, she rummaged through the small purse, and pulled out a card sleeve, there seemed to be something in the card holder, and she also handed it to me lightly, "This is also returned to you." ”

When I saw it, this time, tears welled up in my eyes!

It's me who is sorry for her! It's me who is young and frivolous, and the words that come out are like farts!

In the card sleeve she handed me, it was clearly a five-dollar piece, which she folded into the shape of a heart and kept it in the card holder.

This five-dollar ticket was slapped in front of her father with one hand when I went to her house and forcibly took her out.

At that time, I swore that the five dollars were my dowry, and in the future, I would repay it 100 times.

However, there is no need to wait for the future.

Su Su saw me crying at this time, and actually took the initiative to reach over and gently wipe my tears, "This is the first time you have cried for me, it should be the best gift for parting......"

I was speechless, looking at the five dollars in my hand, and fell into self-blame, how much did I fail her......

"Okay, that's all the way I'm done, let's just go, just leave so easily, Liu Lang, in this life, I hope to see you again......" Su Su said, walking past me, about to leave the classroom.

I suddenly came to my senses and shouted at her, "Susu, in the afternoon, can you come back to the last afternoon class in the afternoon?"

Su Su was stunned for a moment, and smiled, "The last afternoon?"

"Last Afternoon ......"

"Okay. She nodded slightly, then strode away.

At this point, I grabbed the phone and said only one word into the phone.

"In the afternoon, all the teachers and students of the school, use it for me!"