At the end of August, the admission letter of high school finally came, and like the previous life, the score line was drawn twice, the first time 485 points, the second time 481 points, this life has nothing to do with Zhao Hong, Zhao Hong's high school entrance examination score reached 502 points, and he was very stable. The first in the class and the fifth in the grade, this is also the best ranking of Zhao Hong's junior high school in three years.

It was still the urgent registered letter, and the homeroom teacher who sent the letter was very happy and personally delivered it to every student who went on to higher education, and his body was very tired but his heart was very sweet.

Teachers are like this, except for parents and family members, who may be the few who sincerely hope that every student can get better and better. Students are always the only capital that teachers are proud of. It is often heard that a teacher always remembers those who are diligent and studious or naughty, and looks at the photos of former students in their spare time during the New Year's holidays, which is not a feeling of being a relative or even a relative.

The evening breeze blows in the twilight of summer, and there is no scorching heat, only warm comfort.

Zhao Hong's family sat under the big locust tree after dinner for a rare rest, a small table, a few small horses, everyone scattered around, brewed a pot of fragrant flower tea with a touch of bitterness, Zhao Hong was very dogleg to make tea for everyone, wash the cup and pour tea, this family's unique exchange meeting began.

Family members have begun to tell the joy and troubles of recent life and work, from time to time to participate in the discussion, maybe to solve the problem or sigh a little, the body and mind are very relaxed, the father and mother do not have a parental shelf, tell everyone the whole situation at home, let everyone know, don't complain, don't complain, the situation at home is explained clearly, do what you can do, don't think about what you can't do.

This is also what Zhao Hong has always been very proud of, and he has always communicated with his parents as if they were friends. There are not so many general family conflicts, communication is an important reason why a family is united and has no internal friction.

On the first day of September, the sun was shining, and my brother took Zhao Hong to report, because my brother was very familiar with Zhao Hong's high school, and my brother was also a student of this school more than four years ago. I rode my bike, took my acceptance letter, and set off with tuition and other fees.

After about half an hour, the brothers arrived at the school. There are a lot of people on the first day of school, and many students are accompanied by their parents to report.

Many students are quite far away from the school, and many of them have to ride to school every day to inspect the travel time, safety and precautions to go to school.

The school gate is very congested, and it is rare that there are a few cars, which will be pointed at by people, after all, there are no private enterprises yet, at most they are self-employed. There are basically no private car buyers. Generally, the car is equipped with leaders, and it also requires leaders at or above the department level.

When you enter the campus, the first thing you do is to check the situation of the class, which is crowded.

Zhao Hong knows that which class is about the same, and the collocation is relatively even. After careful searching, I found my name, okay! It's still the 8902 class, and I'm lucky. Looking at most of the familiar names, a lot of familiar faces come to mind. Go to a familiar class and you can better integrate into it.

Zhao Hong went to the classroom under the leadership of his brother to find the head teacher to report. The head teacher has not changed, he is still the kind and somewhat nagging teacher, who is also a good teacher who is very selfless and dedicated, cherishes and maintains the students very much, treats every student fairly and justly, loves excellent students, and cares about poor students.

There are only 41 formal students in the 8902 class, but in fact there are nearly 70 students, and the classroom is full, with familiar faces, that is, they are much younger, little beauties, little fresh meat, no baldness, no traces of time.

Zhao Hong has always been intoxicated with a happy and fluttering excitement. It wasn't until his brother pulled him to see his brother's former homeroom teacher that he was better. My brother's homeroom teacher is Zhao Hong's physics teacher in the future, and the class is very good, but the relationship with Zhao Hong is very average, even if the children with the physics teacher are classmates, Zhao Hong has not seen the physics teacher much again.

The first day of reporting, a simple class meeting and cleaning, and a simple self-explanation for the whole class. Zhao Hong did not stand out from the crowd, and introduced himself as simply as everyone else.

After spending his high school years quietly, Zhao Hong knew that he still had a lot of ways to go. Most of the classmates in the class are very well-off, especially those after 41.

There are basically no classmates from laid-off workers' families like Zhao Hong, and the friends they should make will definitely be made, and they should still keep their distance from those classmates who don't have much intersection in the first place. Classmates are still classmates, but their own path hopes to go wider and wider, and they still have to rely on themselves. The greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment. After all, Zhao Hong's own family is a simple worker's family education, and he knows that learning is important, but there is almost no education in other aspects, and Zhao Hong himself feels that he is not a person with high emotional intelligence.

The first arena of life has begun.

Zhao Hong's academic performance in his class is average, his Chinese language has not improved much, his English scores are somewhat low, mathematics and physics are average, chemistry is very good, and politics cannot be taken care of for the time being. Even if he does it all over again, Zhao Hong's learning is still not easy, and there is basically no problem with his homework, but extracurricular supplementary exercises often require hard thinking and meditation to be done for a long time. Sometimes it can't be solved at all, and you often need to ask your classmates.

Recently, Zhao Hong found that compared with his former self. It's like a different person all of a sudden. No more rhetoric than it once was. is no longer as ignorant as before, and he knows a lot of things but prefers to look like a good teacher.

Usually, Zhao Hong often sits there with his head bowed and pondering. And between classes, he began to exercise properly and regularly.

On the way to and from school, Zhao Hong always walked silently. A person silently observes his surroundings, thinking about what it will look like in the future. Feeling the impact of time on all aspects of life, ushering in the bustle and bustle, but also bringing crowding and loss. There is no intimacy in the neighborhood, and there is no leisurely life.

However, for some reason, he always seems to be aware of his own little feelings, and he is still the kind of loneliness and loneliness, always living in his own world, without the habit of listening to others, thinking about others, which is an obvious character flaw of himself, although not selfish, but because of this, he does not have many friends. I want to change, but it's hard. Zhao Hong, a middle-aged uncle, was also helpless.

Many people say that province S is a weak province in education, but they don't know that there is also an uneven distribution of educational resources in this strong province.

Zhao Hong's school is a very good school in the province, in the era when the admission rate is only less than 5%, most of Zhao Hong's classmates have been admitted to key universities, and most of them have stayed in the capital after graduation. There are very few local ones. Therefore, Zhao Hong did not feel relaxed even if he was reborn in a lifetime.

Zhao Hong in his previous life was an alternative. He entered high school with 3 points more in the middle school entrance examination. However, instead of continuing to move forward successfully, as many of his classmates did, he became one of the very few students in his grade who did not go to college and went to a junior college.

Then step into society. Since then, it has been unknown to everyone.

At this time, Zhao Hong had already seen this cruel division that was invisible, but naturally existed.

He simply doesn't have the energy to pay attention to others.

And everyone in this class, he can see his future at a glance, and even his whole life.

He knew that after graduating from high school at this time, Banhua graduated from Beijing University and married a senior brother, went abroad to work, and lived well in the system. After giving birth, her body is still as beautiful as ever.

He knew that the girl with the best grades in the class at this time was finally admitted to Beijing University, and after graduation, she studied in the United States for many years until she reached the doctorate. After returning to China, he became a professor at a university in Haishi, and he had both children and daughters, and it is said that the children were still registered in the United States. A proper winner in life.

One of the others counts as one, and Zhao Hong sees the bottom of their lives at a glance. He had no intention of getting involved in their lives. He didn't have that amount to spare.

At this time, he was almost racing against time to ensure that he was preparing for his next pot of gold when he studied hard.

As for the college entrance examination that other students are concerned about at this time, Zhao Hong also prepared early, in the first days of rebirth, he thought of his own way out, in addition to learning normal courses, the way out is still to be pressed on politics, just like the high school entrance examination.

What he does most today is consolidate English words and listen to English tapes every day. In the absence of a language environment, English is something that is easy to forget. He must continue to consolidate. For this purpose, he also bought a very thick English dictionary. A large stack of tapes in English.

When he was at home, he had been reading those novels in English. And the vast majority of my time at school is spent memorizing English words and exercising.

These two things are Zhao Hong's efforts to expose his own shortcomings in his previous life, in which memorizing English words is to make up for his first shortcoming, and because English is of great help to many of his subsequent developments, there are many foreign trade opportunities at the beginning of the next century.

In his previous life, because he didn't like sports, he started getting sick in junior high school, and his physical fitness was not good.

In this life, he thought that through a certain amount of exercise, he could help himself to keep his health above the normal level, so that he could calmly face the embarrassing situation of having more than enough heart and insufficient health at any difficult time.

At this time, Zhao Hong put all his attention on improving himself and preparing to change the fate of himself and his family. And he is not absolutely sure whether he can stop the things in his previous life that will make him regret for the rest of his life.

One day, Zhao Hong got back his composition, and he saw a story written by the Chinese teacher on it to persuade him to be cheerful and positive.

At this time, Zhao Hong has been honing in society for many years, and his style has completely become unpretentious and unpretentious, with a little negative emotions.

But Zhao Hong knows very well that how can a middle-aged soul be youthful and optimistic?

That kind of innocence and beauty that belongs only to this age. Already never coming back!