Chapter 53: Mood Transformation
Following the crew's withdrawal from the imperial city, Shen You's nerves, which had been tense before, slowly relaxed, and the intense filming for two consecutive months was finally coming to an end.
Shen You hugged his fists to everyone and said, "Director Zhang, everyone, let's meet again in Jinmen." ”
Zhang Cheng, Chen Zhong, Wu Junmei and others also arched their hands to Shen You: "Goodbye, Boss Shen!"
Li Xiqiao, Lin Xiao and Zhou Hechun said: "Over there in Jinmen, the three of us won't follow us, let's see you at the final banquet!"
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After saying goodbye to director Zhang Cheng and the same group of actors outside the palace gate, Shen You directly asked the driver Zhong Qiang to drive him home.
When he returned home, Shen Ruyi did not stay at home as usual. Shen You guessed that she should be busy with the post-production of "Hulu Brothers" on the side of Dome Animation now.
When he was filming in the crew before, He Ling had already spoken to him on the phone, and the production of the "Hulu Brothers" project was progressing smoothly, and more than half of the animation was completed in just two months, and it entered the coloring stage.
Among them, Shen Ruyi also made a lot of efforts.
Put down the luggage, clean up the room inside and out, and then go to the nearby vegetable market to buy some fresh ingredients and come back to make a hearty lunch, Shen You felt a little bit of life fireworks.
After lunch, take a nap, and wake up, go to the study to read idle books, listen to opera, and hum a few words casually, which can be regarded as stealing half a day of leisure.
Lying on the rattan chair under the south window, closing his eyes, beating the beat in his hand, and humming a few words with the babbling Jinghu, Shen You's heart suddenly felt a peace that he had never felt before.
This is the first time Shen You has felt so relaxed since he crossed over, and he was even more relaxed than that time when he met Li Huixin.
The heart mirror is clear, and a lot of dirt on it is revealed.
Shen You thought that after coming to this world, the reason why he was so busy, cutting videos, making movies, writing books, singing, and participating in shows,...... In addition to the rent and the pressure of life at the beginning, it was probably due to the fear of being at a loss after crossing over, as well as his self-shame when facing Shen Yuelou.
Before the crossing, he was just a post-film and television post with an ordinary appearance, introverted personality, and average editing level, and he was not conspicuous in the crowd at all.
After crossing over and becoming a peerless celebrity, he was still a little happy in his heart at first, but the more he went to the back, the more frightened he became, the more confused he became, and the more depressed he became.
Shen You also thought about using this body to make profits, indulge, and enjoy...... , unfortunately, his three views and previous education did not allow him to do this.
And when he faced Shen Yuelou, who was superior to him in all aspects, he often felt ashamed of himself.
Therefore, since his rebirth, Shen You has been leaning on the image of Shen Yuelou, elevating himself, and gradually living himself into the shadow of Shen Yuelou.
At the same time, because of depression and fear, he can only keep working and never let himself be idle for a moment.
He is afraid that when he is idle, he will be at a loss, empty, and doubt himself......
In fact, Shen You was not happy at all.
Alas, if this continues, I'm afraid I will suffer from depression like Shen Yuelou. No, it's even more terrifying than that, maybe it's going to split your personality.
The corners of Shen You's mouth showed a wry smile slightly.
Fortunately, I found it early, perhaps, I found it a long time ago, but I haven't found an opportunity to talk to my heart.
Of course, it is more likely that I didn't have the courage to face it before and have been running away.
"This is a mental illness, do you want to go to Dr. Li for psychological counseling?"
Thinking of this, Shen You shook his head to himself.
Since there is no fate, why bother again? After all, he is not the real Shen Yuelou.
Fortunately, he became a doctor after a long illness, and with Shen Yuelou's previous experience, now, he has found the root cause, and he can naturally prescribe the right medicine.
The best way is to stop being depressed and get back to your original self little by little.
At seven o'clock in the evening, Shen Ruyi returned home.
"Brother, you're back!"
When he opened the door and saw Shen You in the living room, Shen Ruyi's face showed a look of surprise. After a long absence, she wanted to come forward and get close to her brother, but she felt that she was already a big girl, and she was still a little shy in her heart.
Shen You smiled and stepped forward to give Shen Ruyi a big hug.
"My dear sister, how are you doing?"
Shen Ruyi left Shen You's arms and glanced at Shen You with a rather strange look.
Shen You smiled: "What, do I have flowers on my face?"
Shen Ruyi, who has always spoken little, suddenly spoke: "When I come back this time, I feel that my brother is different from before. ”
Shen You's heart moved, and he asked with a smile, "What was my brother like before, and what has he become now?"
Hearing Shen You's question, Shen Ruyi frowned and thought seriously for a while: "I can't say what is the difference, in short, it feels a little different." ”
"Then let's change the question!"
Shen You no longer embarrassed her: "Do you think the former brother is better or the current brother is better?"
Shen Ruyi looked puzzled: "Aren't they all brothers?"
Shen You quipped: "Hehe, isn't this what you said that your brother has become different? Before and now, which brother do you like more?" ”
"Ahh
Shen Ruyi had a bitter face and muttered: "Although my brother in the past also cared about Ruyi, I always felt that my brother was preoccupied and a little difficult to get close to.
Now my brother, the smile comes from the heart, and there is no barrier in the eyes of Ruyi, and it will not make people feel so far away. ”
Sure enough, autistic people have sharper minds and feelings than ordinary people.
Shen You touched her head and didn't speak again.
The two watched TV in the living room for a while, and when the TV was over, Shen Ruyi ran back to the house and took out a picture album and put it in front of Shen You as if offering a treasure.
"You drew this?"
Shen You picked up the album, and on the title page was written the seven characters "My brother is a famous singer".
Open it and take a look, a typical girl's comic style, the story in it starts with the airport pick-up, and then is the daily life of some brothers and sisters, most of the reality, a small part of the imagination, the main focus is on the identity of the elder brother's famous singer, and the subsequent stage stories.
Seeing Shen Ruyi's expectant expression, Shen You commented with a smile: "The idea is good, and the painting skills have also improved a lot, and it can be regarded as a formed work." ”
"Can that be published?"
Shen Ruyi cautiously asked, "Sister He Ling said that she could help me transfer it to the publishing house, I want to ask my brother's opinion?"
"Publishing?" Shen You smiled: "Of course you can, I didn't think we could still produce a cartoonist!"
"Great, thank you, brother. ”
Shen Ruyi looked at Shen You and said, "Why don't I teach my brother to draw comics?"
It seems that I promised to find a cartoonist to learn comics first and then teach my sister.,I didn't expect that now my sister has learned to teach herself first.。