Chapter 569: I Can't Think of It!
"But you...... Why does he have so many habits......" Huai Shan clutched her chest, a little unable to believe Gao Xin's words.
"Because I love him. Gao Xin glared at Huai Shan: "I like everything about him like crazy, since he left, I have gradually become him, unlike you, a woman who has been abandoned from the beginning!"
Huai Shan only felt a little dizzy in her head, she gasped, and she didn't know what to say for a while.
"He committed suicide, you should accompany him, the culprit! No, you can't accompany him!" Gao Xin shook his head angrily again: "You only deserve to go to hell!"
"I ...... I don't know these ......," Huai Shan hugged her head in some pain.
"Even if you knew, would you care about him? If you could come back when he jumped off the building for the first time, even if it was just to come back to see him, he probably wouldn't die, but you just care about being happy with your cheap man!"
"When did he ......"
"The third day after the jump. Gao Xin took a hard puff of his cigarette: "Although he didn't die when he jumped off the building at that time, no one can stop a person who really wants to die." ”
"Your relationship with him ......"
"I'm his boyfriend, but I've only been with him for a short month. Gao Xin looked up at the night sky: "Actually, he shouldn't like men very much, I can feel it, he just starts to hate women because of you." ”
"It's me who is sorry for him......" Huai Shan squatted on the ground and cried.
"I see you crying now, why do you feel so disgusting!"
"It doesn't matter what you think of me scolding me, it's what I did wrong, and I have nothing to justify. ”
"But...... Since you're a gay. Cuicui on the side said cautiously: "Why can you still ...... with women?"
"Whoever told you that gay must not do it with women, it's just a little disgusting to me. Gao Xin smiled coldly: "But as long as it can make this woman disgusting, what is it if I am disgusting." ”
Looking at the scene in front of him, Lin Xiaoyi also felt a little painful, so he could only be a passerby quietly without saying a word.
At this moment, a call suddenly came to his mobile phone, it was Li Tianxiang.
Lin Xiaoyi immediately walked away a few steps before whispering: "Hey." ”
"Aren't you done yet?" asked Li Tianxiang.
"Almost, you should be there by ten o'clock. ”
"Oh, I just wanted to tell you, you don't need it, I'm going to rest. ”
“…… Okay!" Lin Xiaoyi nodded with a smile: "It seems that you went to bed quite early." ”
"It's okay! Basically, I go to bed around eleven o'clock, and it's not pretty to stay up late. ”
"That makes sense, but I've found that some of my female friends often sleep after midnight and have better skin than yours!
"What?" Li Tianxiang snorted a little dissatisfied: "You say it again! I didn't hear clearly?"
I said...... Women who often sleep after midnight have really no better skin than you. ”
"Hmph...... That's pretty much it, bye-bye, I'm going to take a shower. ”
Lin Xiaoyi nodded: "Good night." ”
After ending the call, Lin Xiaoyi walked back slowly, and heard Huai Shan's voice.
"He's ...... now. Where?" Wai Shan wiped his eyes and whispered, "I want to go see him." ”
"Are you qualified?" Gao Xin asked rhetorically.
Huai Shan opened her mouth, not knowing how to answer the question.
"I don't want you to see anything related to him, but ......" Gao Xin took a deep breath: "I can't go against his wishes." ”
Hearing this, Huai Shan immediately realized that Liu Qunjia had left something for herself.
But she didn't ask any more questions, because it was clear that Gao Xin was going to face her.
The more anxious he is, the more he may have to do the opposite.
Now the only thing that can make him say something to himself is Liu Qunjia.
Sure enough, after a while, Sun Art opened the wallet.
In the innermost compartment, I found a neatly folded piece of paper.
This is the last suicide note he left behind. Gao Xin slowly opened the paper and sighed lowly: "I want to give it to you, but I really don't want to give it to you...... He still thinks about you the day he dies, but what about you? I don't think you're qualified to look at it. ”
Huai Shan naturally wanted to get this suicide note, which was probably the only thing that Liu Qunjia could still feel with his body during his lifetime.
Hearing Gao Xin's self-talk, Huai Shan was a little nervous, she was afraid that he wouldn't give it to her.
But Huai Shan didn't dare to argue with Gao Xin, let alone go up to grab it.
Because he was afraid that if his actions angered Gao Xin, he would not give it to him on impulse, or even destroy it.
Now as long as he honestly keeps silent, he should give it to himself, because this is Liu Qunjia's last wish.
He likes him so much, he definitely won't go against it.
"I don't remember how many times I've read the words on it, and I can almost memorize all of them......"
Gao Xin muttered to himself abruptly, then took out his mobile phone, turned on the small flashlight, and read the suicide note carefully from beginning to end.
There was silence for a moment, save only the sound of the wind blowing and the faint sobbing sound of Gao Xin......
After a long time, Gao Xin raised his head, wiped his eyes with the back of his hand, and slowly handed the suicide note to Huaishan.
"I can't go against his last wishes...... From now on, I will have nothing to do with you, you and Qunjia. ”
Seeing this, Huai Shan walked over, only to feel that her legs were trembling a little.
This thin piece of paper, but at this moment she felt extremely heavy.
Huai Shan squatted on the ground crying, quickly opened the paper, and read it carefully word by word.
The familiar font on the suicide note instantly pulled her back to three years ago, which was Liu Qunjia's words.
She suddenly remembered that when she first fell in love with Liu Qunjia a few years ago, although the two had already confirmed their relationship, she still arrogantly "forced" him to write a sweet love letter to herself.
It's just that at that time, I didn't expect that the first letter he wrote to himself was a love letter, and the second was a suicide note.
The more she looked at it, the more Huai Shan couldn't help her collapsed emotions, from the whining at the beginning, to the heart-rending cry at the end.
There was no blame on the suicide note, no abuse.
On the contrary, they were all worried and concerned about her, worried that the person was not good enough for her, and worried that her old problem of stomach pain would be repeated again......
She could even imagine how he felt when he wrote this suicide note.
Looking at Huai Shan's painful appearance, the man in the moonlight sneered secretly, he felt that his last plan had finally been completed.
It is to make this woman think that "he" is dead, and that she was killed by her departure!
If you owe me, let you spend this life to repent! I will make you unhappy in this life!
With regret and guilt, you can spend your tangled life!
Scold...... I can't think of it!
He's alive and well, right in front of you.
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