Chapter 141: Psychological Darkness
"At the beginning of the school year, I appointed you as the class president, I have my considerations, but in just three weeks, you submitted two resignations to me, this is not a child's house, nor is it the attitude that a man should have, I understand that you have suffered some grievances, but what will be smooth sailing?
"Prestige is not shouted, it is done steadfastly, your words and deeds will be seen by your classmates, maybe because you only see the surface, or misunderstanding, there will be a bad voice in the class pointing at you, which is normal and temporary, but in this case, are you willing to carry this negative voice all the time?"
"Teacher, but I can't do it......"
"Then tell me what kind of ability I need to be a squad leader?"
"Is this, such as organization and coordination......"
"Yes, you don't think you have any expertise in this area?"
"Sort of. ”
"Not a little bit. Shen Daping shook his head, "It's very bad, do you know where the difference is?"
Xu Hui shook his head, although he was surprised by Shen Daping's words, he seemed to see a glimmer of hope.
"Here. Shen Daping pointed to his head with his hand, "I don't care, and I shrink back when I encounter something, no matter how strong my ability is, it's useless." ”
Although Xu Hui was extremely unconvinced by Shen Daping's words, he still forcibly held back and kept telling himself that this was a resignation and he must not be fooled. Thinking like this, Xu Hui not only did not get angry on the surface, but laughed stupidly.
Stubborn like a donkey, Shen Daping sighed in his heart, he couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or helpless, he just didn't want to continue talking, "I have no intention of forcing you to continue to be the class leader, but give me some face, after the sports meeting, anyway, the class committee will be re-elected, and when the time comes, you write a resignation report, and I will approve it!"
Oh yes! Xu Huile blossomed, it seems that the established policy of soaking mushrooms works, no matter how strategic Sister Shen is, she can't stop this trick The dead pig is not afraid of boiling water, and she actually loosened her mouth happily.
Thinking of being unofficial and light in the future, Xu Hui immediately felt relaxed, and the way back to the classroom was a little fluttering, the fly in the ointment was that he had to stay up for more than half a month, but it didn't matter, the gangsters were over.
But as soon as he sat in the classroom, Xu Hui's joy just now was very gone, and his heart was empty, and Shen Daping's words echoed in his ears from time to time, especially the sentence "Carrying negative voices in a nest" made him very uncomfortable.
Since he was a child, Xu Hui has suffered a lot of losses in the class, being bullied, or having conflicts with classmates and being misunderstood by teachers, etc., but he has never been snubbed by his classmates like now, which is a very hurtful thing to self-esteem.
Luo Xiaogang and his group won't talk about it, except for Cao Hui in the class committee, it seems that few people in the class committee have expressed support for him actively, and Wu Xiaoli at the table also began to shake his cold face, which made Xu Hui puzzled and helpless.
Xu Hui doesn't blame Wu Xiaoli, this girl is a typical obedient good boy, with clear love and hate, sometimes very cute, but more often, her brain is tendoned, straight and straight without turning at all, judging things is also simple and efficient, never thinking deeply, silly girl, so Meng, it is too much of a sense of justice.
Xu Hui admitted that his irresponsible behavior yesterday provoked a group of people in the class, embarrassed everyone's beloved Shen Daping, and embarrassed the second class. This pot is made by himself, and he has to carry it by himself, and he can't complain about others at all.
Can't be provoked, hiding far away, Xu Hui decided to clamp his tail and be a man, silently all day, and he didn't leave the classroom after class, and when he was tired, he slept on his stomach for a while, to see if you could hold it or I could hold it? But Wu Xiaoli's stubbornness was obviously beyond Xu Hui's imagination, so she insisted on a bar with him, and without saying a word to Xu Hui, she simply left with her schoolbag after school.
This is boring, Xu Hui has an obvious sense of loss, this is not counting, the next day, the bad thing came again.
This time, Luo Xiaogang took the initiative to come to the door, and during class, he took a stack of forms and threw them on Xu Hui's desk, then turned his head and said to Wu Xiaoli, "Beauty, borrow a light." ”
Wu Xiaoli rolled her eyes, got up and left without saying a word.
Xu Hui scanned the forms with his eyes, all of them were registration forms for the school sports meeting, and there were a lot of names registered on them, crooked pen words, looking like dogs crawling, I don't know if these two goods are so arrogant, what's the matter?
"Senior squad leader, sign up. Luo Xiaogang sat down and stared at Xu Hui with slanted eyes, obviously suppressing him now. Although everyone has stopped mentioning yesterday's events for the time being, it does not mean that the contradictions and hatred have been put aside.
"Catch the strong man?"
"No, don't say it so ugly, the class cadres have to take the lead, what Sister Shen said, you can watch it. ”
Xu Hui reluctantly grabbed the watch and watched it carefully, this look, his eyes turned green, the single event, everything that is easy to toss is full, such as throwing shot put, long jump, etc., and the rest of the ones that have not yet signed up, there is long-distance running and relay.
Why didn't you come to ask Lao Tzu all day yesterday? Is this considered revenge for personal gain? Xu Hui's nameless evil fire jumped to his head, but he suddenly remembered Shen Daping's words, and thought of the reality that he was taking the blame, he forcibly suppressed this fire, and his face instantly flattened.
"How many do you want to report?"
"For single events, there is a limit of four events, and there is no limit to relay races. Luo Xiaogang seemed to be deliberately teasing Xu Hui, and the answer was not what he asked.
Xu Hui didn't take it seriously, he smiled faintly, "I have a small physique, and my limbs are not so developed, just report one." ”
"The class cadres should report at least one item, and you, the squad leader, should also report two, right?" Luo Xiaogang looked like he was stunned by the other party, and he didn't hear that Xu Hui was scolding him in a circle.
"Nacheng, you can do it. "Xu Hui is too lazy to pay attention to this guy, he won't be able to run down when the time comes, and I'm not the only one who is embarrassed.
Luo Xiaogang was unceremonious, wrote Xu Hui's name under the men's 1,500-meter and 5,000-meter long-distance running events, and then stood up proudly, "Thank you Xu Da squad leader for supporting the work, the relay race is the most representative honor of the class, so Sister Shen asked us to go to her office to discuss the candidate later." ”
"You can go, Dana, I don't have more. Xu Hui rolled his eyes, in fact, his nose was crooked at the moment, and he said in his heart that he signed up like this, purely to make him embarrassed on the field, this bastard will have to clean up sooner or later.
"It's up to you whether you go or not, the words are here. Luo Xiaogang threw down a sentence lightly, got up and left.
But his arms couldn't twist his thighs, Luo Xiaogang didn't go home during the lunch break, dangling his two arms, and came to Xu Hui again very arrogantly, "Sister Shen is not free in the morning, let us go to her office now, and specially call your name." ”
Let's go to Nima, Xu Hui, who just wanted to lie down and squint, saw Luo Xiaogang as if he had seen a piece of shit, but Shen Daping personally named him, so he couldn't help but go, so he had to stand up lazily.
There was only one teacher in the office at noon, Shen Daping, she didn't go home, she waited for Xu Hui and the two, it can be seen that she attaches great importance to this school games, and Shen Daping later explained that the best way to cultivate the cohesion of the army is on the battlefield, and to improve the cohesion of a class is to participate in major competitions, so that everyone has a sense of team and honor.
Facts have proved that Shen Daping's words are right, and the cohesion of the later senior three (2) class is a model for the entire nineteenth middle school, which makes every high school class teacher envious.
In front of Shen Da Beauty, Luo Xiaogang was out of the limelight, talking about his own arrangement, from individual events to the eye-catching men's and women's four-by-100-meter relay race, all kinds of predictions and plans made Shen Daping nod uncontrollably.
As for the men's and women's long-distance running events, Luo Xiaogang just said a very relaxed sentence, but it attracted Shen Daping's special attention, and he unconsciously looked at Xu Hui twice.
Xu Hui stayed on the side and was just a spectator, and he didn't say a word from beginning to end, because in essence, he couldn't say anything, Luo Xiao just happened to practice track and field, and he was more professional in sports, and he didn't think much of himself would interject, but he was easy to make jokes.
"Good. Shen Daping was very satisfied, "I have no opinion on the rest, but remind you that team events should pay special attention, in addition to the 100-meter and 200-meter relay races, the men's and women's 400-meter relay is also very important. ”
Luo Xiaogang was surprised, he didn't expect Shen Daping to be so professional when he first came to the 19th Middle School, and he actually knew the unwritten unspoken rules on the field of this school, the relay race of middle and long-distance running is different from the sprint relay requirements are so strict, you only need to report a big list in advance before the game, and the final players on the field generally have great changes.
"Rest assured, I will make a serious choice when the time comes. ”
"Well, there is also the most critical competition, the mixed relay race of the men's and women's teams, the highlight of each school sports meeting, and it is also the characteristic of the 19th Middle School, I don't ask for other events in the ranking, but this one must be in the top three in the high school group. Shen Daping suddenly raised his voice, and spoke loudly, very domineering, "This list is the same as just now, it can only be used as a reference." ”
The so-called team mixed relay race, Xu Hui is also confused, only knows that it is very lively, so lively that the whole arena will boil, by no means an exaggeration. In the last sports meeting, he deserted and went to the toilet with Zhang Zhihong to smoke, and missed the most exciting scene, the cheerleading scene on the track, which is a pity to think about.
Just after reading the introduction of the project, Xu Hui has a general understanding of the mixed relay, the team is based on the class, each team has as many as ten members, five men and women, each person runs a lap, must be staggered by men and women, ten people on the standard 400-meter track is a full ten laps, the comparison is definitely perseverance and team spirit, last year's first place in the junior high school group opened the last place for a whole lap and hung zero, the cheerleaders on both sides of the track are like crazy, making people's blood boil.
"Also, is Xu Hui's project a little more?" Shen Daping suddenly raised his eyes to look at Luo Xiaogang, his expression was a little incomprehensible, and he also pulled Xu Hui back from his blindness.
Xu Hui was confused by these words, could it be that two are so much? But as Shen Daping read out, his lungs almost exploded, in addition to the two long-distance runs, Luo Xiaogang actually secretly reported to him the mixed relay and the men's four-by-four hundred-meter relay race, why do you want to play dead?!