Chapter 150: Growing Pains

As soon as Xu Hui went home, he couldn't wait to open the envelope, after all, it was a young man, and then there was a city government that had already held back all the way, this was the first letter he received from a girl who took the initiative to hand it over, and his heart was quite conflicted and apprehensive, on the way home, he had been guessing the content of the letter, greeting cards, invitations, or ...... Love letter?!

The answer is completely correct, this is a short but bold and straightforward confession letter, "Xu Hui, I can't always find a suitable opportunity to express my thoughts to you in person, so I can only say what is in my heart in this way, if it feels abrupt, please forgive me."

"I'm not good at words, I like to go straight, we get along for a long time, every time we get together in the courtyard, I always want to see you, because with your joining, 'Western Grass' is more memorable, and everyone's party is full of joy. To say that I am not afraid of your jokes, every time Fu Jianping asks everyone to have a party, I have to ask him first, if you are coming, but he deceived me both times.

"Although I don't know why you're absent, I won't speculate, every time I see you at school, I always want to talk to you, but unfortunately, I don't know if I'm stupid and can't find a chance, or if you don't give me a chance, in short, I can't get my wish.

"Entering the third year of high school and approaching the graduation season, I am full of illusions about the future path, but I am very confused, contradictory, right? This is the real state of mind of the senior sister at the moment, there is no way. I don't expect any results from the college entrance examination, although I haven't given up my efforts, but everyone knows the level of the nineteenth middle school, so try your best.

"I don't want to have regrets in the last year of high school, this is everyone's most precious youth, I'm a very arrogant person, a little narcissistic, but I fell in love with a big boy, I don't say it out loud now, I don't have the courage to say it again in the future, no matter what the result is, now it's easy.

"I look forward to seeing you again at the meeting. Love your Xia Lu. ”

Xu Hui watched it three times in one breath, and the whole person was stunned, Xia Lu's straightforwardness exceeded his imagination, although it is a pleasant thing to be liked, but what brought Xu Hui more troubles and contradictions, the relationship between him and Zhang Yi is real, how can others set foot in it?

But Xu Hui never wanted to hurt Xia Lu, although the other party's words were full of ease, but the more frank and direct people are, the more fragile they are emotionally, and how to face it is really nerve-wracking.

Xia Lu's impression of Xu Hui is not ordinary, first of all, the other party is a talented girl, she plays a good guitar, her face is cold and kind, she is indeed very arrogant, but she is never hypocritical, especially love and hate, sometimes she is frank and even many boys are ashamed of themselves, such a young girl with a very good character will actually make many boys excited, Xu Hui is no exception.

But with this fate with Zhang Yi, Xu Hui has been taking care of him, although he doesn't dare to say that he has no distractions, but he unconsciously abandoned all the later emotional disturbances, such as the flower magpie at the same table in the first year of high school, the other party used to be inexplicable from time to time, Xu Hui is not without feelings, but has been pretending to be stupid and evading, but in the end he still hurt others, and now when the two meet, they don't even say hello, like passers-by.

In fact, it's very sad, and it's a pity, I didn't even give anyone a chance to resolve the knot, Xu Hui didn't want such a thing to happen again, but there was no way to solve this problem, maybe Fu Jianping's suggestion was the most worth considering, it was better to be straightforward, but there must be a good opportunity, and if you don't pay attention to it, you will repeat the mistakes of the past.

Like many other peers, there is no exception, this is probably a lesson that everyone must experience in growing up, whether they like or be liked, there are always contradictions and entanglements.

After dinner, Xu Hui didn't do anything, just sat by the lamp in a daze, sat for several hours, and fell asleep very tired until his eyelids fought. Today he has a lot of physical exertion, and tomorrow there is a men's 5000m and the mixed relay of the team, but he is not nervous at all, not so much numb, but rather go with the flow, because everything that should be proved has already been proven.

What Xu Hui didn't expect was that Zhang Yi, who was thousands of miles away, was also in a daze in front of the desk lamp, and she wanted to write a letter to Xu Hui, but more than two hours passed, and she didn't move a word, so it was really difficult to write.

Today she got the TOEFL test certificate and timetable, and she wanted to share the news with Xu Hui, but she hesitated when she thought of Xu Hui's reaction after mentioning the TOEFL test in the last letter. With Zhang Yi's current level of English, there shouldn't be any difficulty in passing the test, so what next? Do you really want to study abroad according to your parents' ideas?

Now it is a thousand miles apart, is it possible that it will really become a thousand miles apart in the future? Zhang Yi did not dare to imagine it, and she also understood that Xu Hui had always been very reluctant to take the TOEFL test. In fact, the two have never communicated seriously about this issue, and often as soon as Zhang Yi mentions it in the letter, there is no follow-up when he arrives at Xu Hui.

In the subsequent correspondence, the two of them carefully avoided this topic, but the time to come is always coming, Zhang Yi really wants to give it a try, and it is always okay to pass and not go, right? But in this way, it is on the opposite side of the original intention of her parents, especially her mother, who has worked hard to pave the way for her to study abroad, and if she does not go, wouldn't it hurt her heart?

When the time comes, the exam will be a mess, and it will be completely desperate to save trouble, Zhang Yi has a little temper, but in this way, it goes against his original intention of wanting to give it a try, so it is better not to take the test.

Zhang Yi's troubles seem to be worse than Xu Hui's, she has insomnia.

Early the next morning, the sun rose, Xu Hui came to the stadium in good spirits, the stands were sparsely laden with some classmates, today is the last day of the school sports meeting, and it is also the last battle for him to prove himself, although he is not nervous, but must be taken seriously.

As for Xia Lu...... Let's bypass the stands of the third year of high school first, Xu Hui has no reason to be weak-hearted, and secretly scolds himself for not being as good as a girl.

But he avoided this side, didn't hide from that side, Fu Jianping grabbed Xu Hui, "Damn! Powerful man, dressed so brightly, blind date?"

Xu Hui has a black line on his head, he did change into a sports jacket today, it is also Xie Hailin's, the upper body is red, the lower body is white, it is indeed a little glamorous, it is still a famous brand Adidas, this kind of brand was rare at that time, unlike now it is all over the world.

"Don't talk nonsense, I'm busy today. Xu Hui was about to slip away with a perfunctory sentence, but was stopped by Fu Jianping, "After the sports meeting, come to my place for a small gathering, if you dare to release my pigeons, hum, you think for yourself." ”

As soon as Xu Hui heard it, he remembered Xia Lu, and the girl asked Fu Jianping again, and instantly felt a headache, and she couldn't hide, so she responded first and said, "I can't forget it, I'll talk later." ”

finally escaped back to the stands where the class was located, Xu Hui still did not escape the ridicule of his classmates, "Yo, the class leader, wearing a famous brand, what are the activities today?"

"The squad leader is so beautiful today, do you want to wear this on stage to receive the award?"

"Tell me honestly, is this one worn for that senior sister today?" Luo Xiaogang sat next to Xu Hui, and the casual joke was the most lethal.

"You can't talk nonsense, people are my buddies' friends. Xu Hui was serious, and his eyes were round.

"Isn't it? People are coming to congratulate you, and the look in your eyes is definitely not right. How could Luo Xiaogang believe it, and asked obscenely, "What did the senior sister give you yesterday?"

"The more you talk, the more boring it gets, right? Beware of being heard by my buddy. Xu Hui feigned anger, in fact, he was frightened, and secretly scolded himself for being too careless, yesterday's blue body was washed off by his mother, and he hadn't done it yet, so he didn't think about it at all, so he put this outfit out, and he didn't expect it to cause such a big reaction, but he borrowed two sets in total, and it was too late to regret it.

After a vague and perfunctory look, Xu Hui decided to pretend to be dumb, the topic of the so-called senior sister must not be extended, otherwise he will not say anything about his crime, and it will be difficult for Xia Lu to investigate the sin at that time.

In fact, Xu Hui has too much heart, yesterday Xia Lu dared to look for him generously, so he didn't pay attention to the ensuing nonsense at all, if you want to talk about gossip, her senior high school (3) class is more able to toss, care about Xia Lu, ask cautiously, watch the lively indiscriminate firecrackers, and the jealous person is malicious slander, "It's almost graduation, and the old cow eats tender grass, you say this cheeky, tsk." ”

Xia Lu ignores these rumors, she has her persistence and pride, she will definitely do what she thinks is right, and she will never regret it, from childhood to adulthood, it has always been like this. As for the result, she will puff up her chest and accept it bravely, and a little extra-string noise really can't affect her mood.

And for the individual boys who have chased Xia Lu, Xu Hui's gaze is a little vicious, his grandmother's, Lao Tzu chased this girl and suffered a lot back then, but was rejected by the other party in a few words, embarrassed, what can this kid do, and he still has the ability to hang upside down?

"Aren't you just with Fu Jianping and the others?"

"Grass! Fu Jianping is amazing, and he is about to graduate, who is afraid of whom?"

“……”

Xu Hui naturally didn't understand the remarks and malice of some people in the third year of high school (3) against him, so he ran to the check-in office early at the moment to warm up for the men's 5000m preliminary final that started in a while, which was actually similar to escaping.

Sitting in the stands, Xu Hui always felt awkward, Luo Xiaogang's endless questions, and even Wu Xiaoli's eyes were strange when he looked at him, but fortunately, Shen Daping came in time, and after summing up everyone, he made a general mobilization on the last day of the competition, and Xu Hui took the opportunity to run.

For the 5000-meter race in the morning, Xu Hui does not have much hope, just get the ranking, two days down, the body is really tired, try to leave more strength in the afternoon relay race, he likes the kind of enthusiastic team struggle, this is his special preference for guest athletes, different from others.

5000 meters, a full twelve and a half laps, Xu Hui felt like he had experienced a life-and-death battle after running, and felt that his body was about to collapse, although he only achieved the sixth place, but finally completed the task. I ran into that special student again, and the other party was very friendly to him, and extended a thumbs up to him, sincerely.

The logistics support team led by Cao Hui walked to the class with the rickety Xu Hui, but he was broken free by Xu Hui halfway, and in his physical state at the moment, he must find a place to sleep, otherwise it will be difficult to ease up, so he remembered the grove where he smoked with Fu Jianping.