After several hesitations, I went back to my hometown, and I haven't gone back to visit my parents for more than a year. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

A person wandering in this foreign land, although he does not have to work hard to earn a living, but the loneliness and helplessness of the soul still fall into self-pity and self-pity from time to time, and he must continue to strengthen himself in order to be at peace in this busy traffic that has nothing to do with himself.

Homesickness, thinking of distant places with parents and relatives that I can't let go, my heart seems to have some comfort, and the long-term separation makes people feel unreal from time to time, and it seems that everything has become blurry and ethereal.

In the midst of my mother's worries that she couldn't let go of her children, I set out on my way home alone.

Before I returned, my heart was full of sorrow, and I was worried that I would be physically and mentally exhausted when I faced such a return journey alone. It's the first time I've walked this far alone in so many years.

Before departure, I couldn't sleep late at night, thinking that I was pregnant with a big belly at that time, and the two of them trekked hard by train, and after the economic situation improved, a family of three flew around, and the car was sent to pick up.

This time, I was just running around on my own. I can't let go of that sorrow!

Maybe it's because I've already gone through such a torment in my thoughts, or maybe it's the eagerness of looking forward to returning, but I didn't have time to be sad and think much along the way.

The plane suddenly broke down while making a stop in Zhengzhou, and I was delayed in Zhengzhou for a whole day, during which I was actively contacting all parties to understand the situation in order to find a solution, but I didn't have time to think about it.

In the evening, when I learned that the plane could not fly at all, I relaxed my mood, took a hot shower, waited and tossed after a day of exhaustion, and fell asleep with peace of mind, waking up in the early morning of the next day.

When people experience the idea that they should not be able to do anything every day, and only rely on themselves, they will save all the impetuousness and pretentiousness in life.

When I returned home, I saw that my parents and relatives were in good health, and that the whole family was slaughtering sheep and eating meat and drinking wine.

Before returning home, the waist was cold and accidentally sprained, coupled with the fatigue of more than a day of travel, the temperature in the hometown was low, the waist has not been good, and there was a faint pain, so they could not help their parents do more housework, but their hearts were still passable, their parents were healthy, and they were used to doing ordinary work.

After helping my father sweep the snow, my waist became cold and painful, which made my mother worry a little more.

When I got home, I didn't want to go anywhere, I wanted to stay by my mother's side for a moment.

My brother insisted on paying half of the house money, so I helped my parents to buy a house, and then helped my mother clean up the new house, buy furniture, and told my mother to take care of myself and my father.

I was happy to see my mother happy because of my return and the provision I could reciprocate.

My mother asked me, "Are you willing to give money to your mother like this?"

When I gave my money to my mother and beans, I didn't hesitate or feel distressed. "Think about how hard my parents worked when they raised me to grow up? and think about what kind of effort I put in to raise my children when they grew up. I can't take care of my parents, but also a regret for my children, seeing my sister has been helping my mother with housework for a few days, my heart is full of gratitude, and my parents may have to rely on my sister for care in the future.

Ten days are fleeting, the day of leaving home is coming in a blink of an eye, my mother and sister are crying again, I dare not look at it, I am afraid of showing weakness and pain in front of my mother, I want her to see a strong, tenacious, optimistic daughter, otherwise, how can I afford the worry of thousands of miles away?

It's been another week since I came back, and time is rushing forward like this, giving rise to a sense of urgency at all times, and the years can no longer be wasted!

To live, you must live well!

I wish every loved one a healthy and happy person in my infinite blessings!