Today, I don't want to turn on the computer, I want to read the original English novel, there are some words I really don't know, I want to move out of your English dictionary, sometimes look up a handful of words. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

Just as I took the "English-Chinese Dictionary of the Far East" off the bookshelf and opened it casually, I saw a few strands of long hair! It was clearly my hair! You sandwiched it in your book. It must have been left over from when you helped me dry my hair. However, when we get along day and night, why is it necessary to collect a few hairs? Do you do it casually? Or do you treasure my hair when you leave home and leave me in a foreign country? Do you feel that you are close to my hair and skin and be with me when you play with a few hairs? You amorous and affectionate person! What kind of karma do we have in that life that makes us so in love in this life? What kind of affection is so deep and shallow, that separates us from heaven and earth? Are you like me every day? Like me, sad and can't help yourself? Are you like me and tears come when you say it? You must be more sad than me, you are so dependent on me, you can't live without me, you say you want to be with me all the time, and you say that you will make me smaller and put me in your pocket, and take me wherever you go.

Now, my sorrow and thoughts have not been annihilated with time, more than four years of time has not been a little forgotten, can not forget your affection, can not forget your care, your accommodation, your love, can not forget our heart, can not forget the frankness between us without the slightest privacy, people often say that there must be a sense of mystery between husband and wife, in order to keep the feelings fresh, and we have no space for ourselves at all, we are completely one whole, any of your thoughts, Things have to be nagged to me, and I am a person who can't hide my thoughts, and I have to communicate with you clearly in everything. We have been together with He Meimei for fifteen years, God is jealous of our affection, he took away you, you must be like me every day out of the whirlpool of sorrow, sad every day, right?

I cheer myself up every day, I can't let you rest assured, I want you to see my calm and even smile, I want you to leave with peace of mind and start your new journey, but my strength is always beaten by a little bit of your news, I always collapse in the moment I miss you.

I have never been willing to cut off my long hair, just because you said that you like my hair. Every time I wash my hair, you are always keen to help me blow dry my hair, so carefully and gently comb and dry my long hair. You are always so busy, even after work, you have to read your books, study your knowledge, and from time to time receive phone calls from patients to guide medication, and from time to time work overtime, but you always have to find time to help me cut my nails, you carefully cut my nails of my hands and feet, slowly smoothing and polishing, seeing you do such things so attentively and happily, my heart is so happy! I know that when you do this, you are enjoying love, enjoying the love I love and love me, although I can't bear to waste your time, but I can't bear to deprive you." Enjoy".

I have deeply felt your reluctance and sadness every time you leave home, and your tearful appearance has always been in my heart. The time you went to Beijing to study for a PhD after the Chinese New Year, you went downstairs with your suitcase, and I sent you out, but you didn't want me to go downstairs to see you off anyway, and you blocked me at the door, and said aggrievedly with red circles: "I can't do without you! I don't want to leave home!" You have been studying, and I know that I should help you fulfill your lofty ideals, and should not become a fetter for you to move forward. I coaxed you to say, "After my Ph.D., I don't have to read if you want to." Keep persisting, I'll be good every day, waiting for your call every day. "You turned around and left and didn't look back, I don't know if you were crying, I sat on the floating platform and watched you go downstairs, put away your luggage, the Mitsubishi off-road vehicle carried you away, I burst into tears! I am reluctant to let you go? I can't do without you! But you are not a thing in the pool, how can I not help you achieve a great cause?

If I know that our time together is so short, I would rather you not be excellent, not outstanding, not accomplished, I want us to be together, and the life of oil, salt, sauce and vinegar every day nourishes our love. I still remember that you said that you haven't had enough days with me, and you have become a family of three, you are full of regrets, I will try to find more time to appease the needs of your soul, I know that you rely on my heart, outside you are my god, you are a man who stands up to the sky, at home, in front of me, you are still a child who has not grown up and needs to be loved. You say I'm a breeder, feeding two pigs, one big and one small, and both pigs are growing up healthy and happy.

On the way back from work that time, your phone called, because it was almost at the door, I didn't answer it, I knocked on the door a few minutes later, and you opened the door with a look of surprise, but with red eyes, I said, "Aren't you coming back to eat out?" I looked at you inexplicably and said, "Ah? No, when did I say that?" You take out your phone and show me the text I sent you: "I'm eating out." "I don't know which key I pressed when I hung up to send you a text like this. I said that it was sent by the mobile phone automatically, and I didn't answer your call just when I was almost home. You hugged me tightly to your chest and said, "I thought you didn't care about us at night." "You don't know anything about cooking, I make every day's meals, you are always full of praise, I know where it is so delicious, but I cook with my heart and love, and you taste it with love. For the sake of your and your children's health, I took the time to study dietitian courses and obtained the senior dietitian qualification certificate. In the diet is more careful and scientific, coupled with your scientific work and rest conditioning, our bodies are healthy, children are also growing up healthy and happy, and her various development indicators have always been excellent.

No matter how tired you are outside, you will have a safe and comfortable home, and a wife who loves you deeply is waiting for you!

Now that we are separated by yin and yang, I don't know what your situation will be, but I am faced with the situation of my children being away from home day by day, and leaving me alone in this foreign land. I am lonely and scared in the world without you, I don't know how to spend my life without my children, you tell me how to spend my life in the future? I am still young, and I still have thirty or forty years to pass! You are good, no matter what kind of situation you face, remember that I miss you, I can't let go of you, give you courage and strength, you will always be in my heart. If you know how I will spend my life in the future, tell me, if I continue to be sad like this, I am afraid that one day I will become anxious and sick, you know that I am not afraid of death, I am afraid of getting sick, I am afraid of being uncomfortable.