In this atmosphere, I don't know how to describe it, she finally whispered to me: "Actually, the first time you and your friend threw that ball of paper in my car was an accident, but it was an inevitable accident...... At that time, I knew that you were Song Qingyi's boyfriend, I don't know if Song Qingyi mentioned me in front of you, maybe you mentioned it, maybe you didn't have an impression......"

After a slight pause, she continued: "She did look for me when she left, she asked me to help you more in life, she was afraid that you would be sad and that you would collapse...... It's just that I didn't expect that I had sex with you on the first night, hehe...... It's also my fault, I drank too much, and you drank too much, but we are all adults, so don't worry about these things. Later, I slowly got to know you, including your previous girlfriends, and I can even tell you that your first love is now working in my company......"

"What did you say?" I interrupted her in a sharp voice.

"You listen to me first," she continued, "I know you can't let go of Song Qingyi in your heart, but have you ever thought that I am the most suitable woman for you...... I am not as idealistic as your first love, nor as materialistic as your second girlfriend, nor as unattainable as Song Qingyi...... It's just right for you, I'm willing to accompany you with this kind of just right, what I said is sincere, I don't ask you to forget her, but please open your heart...... Okay?"

Although this is not the first time Zhao Qingqing has expressed his love to me, only this time is the most real, serious and serious.

I just looked at her in a daze, and I didn't react.

After a while, she smiled again and said to me, "It's okay, anyway, we're still young, and if we have time and opportunity, I'll make you fall in love with me." ”

I still didn't speak, just lowered my head and smoked, and in the smoke from my mouth, I could see that the lights on the other side of the river were even more blurred, as if we were in an unreal world, separated from each other.

In this silence, I don't know how long it took before I asked her, "Are you really Song Qingyi's friend?"

"I don't have to lie to you, I've known her for years. ”

"No wonder you're so alike. ”

"Are we like?"

I took a hard puff of my cigarette and slowly exhaled the smoke before I said, "Actually, I've recognized you as her several times, including that drunken night, you have so much in common with her." ”

"But I don't want to be the second her, there is only one me in this world, a unique me. ”

"Yes, she's not as warm and generous as you," I wondered after a momentary pause, "I'm curious how you became friends? ”

"It's a long story......," she sighed softly, picked up the beer next to her and took a sip before she said unhurriedly, "Actually, there's nothing to say, we met on the plane, and we became friends after chatting." ”

As far as I know, Song Qingyi will not chat with strangers for no reason, she is the kind of woman who is very indifferent, and she maintains a high degree of vigilance against everything and people around her.

Maybe it's not vigilance, but it's hard for others to get into her inner world anyway, and I haven't really been able to understand her yet, including now.

So I'm pretty sure Zhao Qingqing lied, but I didn't ask about it.

After another moment of silence, I suddenly remembered what she had just said, and immediately asked her again: "You just said that my first love works in your company, is it true?"

"Your first love was called Su Xia, right?"

"Yes, yes!" I looked at her dumbfounded.

"That's right, she's the designer of my company, I didn't know it at first, and I only found out when I went to get to know you. ”

"Then I've been to your company twice, why haven't I found her?"

She smiled and said, "It's a coincidence, she went on a business trip twice when you came here, she is a designer, and she often travels." ”

"Oh. I didn't know what to say, so I simply answered.

Zhao Qingqing turned to look at me again and said, "Don't you want to know if she's doing well?"

I shook my head and said, "I've had nothing to do with her for a long time, there's no need to know that this is not relevant to me." ”

"You're quite ruthless! People are your first love! And don't they all say that men have always had a special affection for their first love?"

"You don't know ...... her," I wanted to say something, but suddenly I felt that it was unnecessary again, so I sighed and said, "Forget it, there is no need to talk to you about this, I won't mention the past." ”

After I finished speaking, I grabbed a beer and drank wine, and she also reached out and touched me, raised her head and drank it down, and then said, "Let me tell you! She is getting married, and the marriage partner is the vice president of our group company." ”

"Really?" I looked at her with a hint of surprise and said, "That's good! Hasn't she always wanted to marry the handsome and rich Prince Charming in idol dramas, and she can be regarded as a wish!"

Zhao Qingqing smiled bitterly and said, "But that vice president's children are all in high school, and he really isn't a prince charming!"

I don't think it's surprising, Su Xia is quite idealistic, and she is not the kind of woman who follows whoever has money, I think there must be something about this vice president who attracts her.

I suddenly remembered, and then I was left alone and giggled.

"What are you laughing at?" Zhao Qingqing turned his head to look at me puzzled.

I grabbed the bottle and touched it with her, took a sip and said, "Do you know why she broke up with me in the first place?"

"Qianbei, at that time, I must have thought that you were a poor boy, and others looked like flowers, so they must have dumped you and found a rich man, right?"

"Wrong! I'll tell you secretly......" I smiled and leaned into Zhao Qingqing's ear and said softly, "She said that my side couldn't do it, and then went abroad to find a foreign brother." ”

As soon as I finished speaking, Zhao Qingqing squirted out the beer in his mouth with a "poof", and immediately laughed: "Isn't it?

Maybe it's three points drunk, so the topics we chat about are becoming more and more ambiguous.

I laughed and said, "No, you don't know that saying that a man can't do it is more devastating than saying that he is poor!"

"Then it seems that the vice president of the group company is very powerful!"

Zhao Qingqing and I thought about it, Su Xia is really not for money, she can make money by herself, and her family conditions are also good, it is impossible to sell her soul for money, so it must be other aspects.

Ever since I told Zhao Qingqing about this, she has been laughing, looking me up and down inexplicably and saying, "But I think you're okay! Although we were both drunk that night, I remember that you seem to have been here many times!

I raised my hand to touch my nose and lowered my head a little embarrassed.

Zhao Qingqing still smiled vigorously: "I didn't expect her to be such a person! The demand is too great! The vice president of the group company is more than forty people, can he and she still do it? Ouch hey...... It's a laughing person!"

"Don't go tell her, don't tell her I'm telling you this. ”

She put her hand on my shoulder, grabbed the bottle with her other hand, touched it with me, and said to me like a buddy, "Don't worry......!